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quinneys 12



IV*
 
Ten days afterwards the child was born. Quinney was summoned at four in
the afternoon by the breathless Maria, who gasped out that he was
wanted. Somehow Quinney leapt to the conclusion that all was over.
 
"Is the baby born?" asked Quinney.
 
"No, nor likely to be till after midnight."
 
She whisked off, leaving an astonished man vaguely wondering from what
source Maria had received this positive information. He closed the
shop, and then ran home. The doctor was leaving the cottage. Again
Quinney stammered out:
 
"Is it over?"
 
"Just begun," the doctor replied. Quinney hated him because he looked
so blandly self-possessed and indifferent.
 
"Mrs. Biddlecombe is with her," continued the doctor, in the same
suavely impassive tone. "They will send for me later. Good-afternoon!"
 
Quinney wanted to reply, "Oh, you go to blazes! I shall send for
somebody else; a man, not a machine," but he merely glared at the
doctor, and nodded. Pelting upstairs, two steps at a time, he
encountered Mrs. Biddlecombe upon the landing, with her forefinger on
her lip.
 
"Not so much noise, _please_!" she commanded, with the air and
deportment of an empress. It struck Quinney that she had expanded
enormously. Also she was dressed for the part, wearing an imposing
dressing-gown, and felt slippers. Quinney had an odd feeling that she
was enjoying herself at Susie’s expense. Secretly he was furious,
because she seemed to block the entrance to _his_ room. He tried to
push past her.
 
"Where are you going, Joseph?"
 
He was quite confounded, but from long habit he replied in his jerky,
whimsical way:
 
"Into my room o’ course. Where did you think I was going? Into the
coal cellar?"
 
Mrs. Biddlecombe answered with majesty, not budging:
 
"We"Maria was indicated as an accomplice"have got another room ready
for you."
 
Quinney said resolutely, "I’m a-going to stay with Susie till it’s
over."
 
"No, you ain’t!"
 
"Yes, I am!"
 
She gripped his arm. Her voice was coolly contemptuous, but she spoke
with authority.
 
"No, you ain’t. ’Tisn’t seemly."
 
"That be damned!"
 
"Joseph Quinney! And an innocent unborn babe might hear you! Now,
listen to me, and do just as I tell you. Men ain’t wanted on these
occasions. You can go in and see Susan for a few minutes, but,
remember, out you go when I say the word. Try to be a help and not an
hindrance. I sent for you because you may be wanted to run for the
doctor."
 
"Run from ’im more likely," said Quinney. "Cold-blooded beast."
 
"He’s just what a gentleman should be at such times. You take pattern
by him! Now, go in, don’t shout, say something cheerful, and leave the
room when I nod."
 
Throughout this speech Quinney was conscious that his will was ebbing
from him. The mother-in-law triumphed by virtue of superior knowledge
and experience. Quinney respected knowledge.
 
"But if Susie wants me to stay——?"
 
"She won’t."
 
He entered the room. Somehow he had expected to find his wife in bed,
pale, frightened, passive. She was walking up and down. Her cheeks
were red, her eyes were bright. And yet there was something about her,
some hunted __EXPRESSION__ in the tender eyes, some nervous tension which
moved the man tremendously. His eyes brimmed with tears, his voice
broke, as he called her by name. For a moment they clung to each other,
and he wondered at her strength. Mrs. Biddlecombe, frowned portentously.
There were moments when she told herself that Susan had married a very
common person.
 
"That’ll do," she said. "We don’t want any flustrations."
 
Susan murmured:
 
"Dear, dear Joe!"
 
She pulled down his head and kissed the tears from his eyes. It was a
moment of pure bliss for her. They sat down, holding each other’s hands,
oblivious of Mrs. Biddlecombe, who still stared at them, trying to
remember how the late Mr. Biddlecombe had behaved when Susan was born,
and vaguely mindful of his conspicuous absence, and the discovery later
that he had assuaged his anxiety with strong waters.
 
Meanwhile, Susan’s tenderness had aroused in her husband the
determination to vanquish his mother-in-law. The power to cope with her
surged within.
 
"You want me to stay, Susie?"
 
"Oh yes, till the pain comes."
 
"And after?"
 
"No, no!"
 
"But why, why?"
 
She looked prettier and sweeter than he had ever seen her when she
whispered:
 
"I couldn’t bear for you to see my face. It, it," her voice quivered,
"it frightens me. Just now I looked in the glass, and I didn’t
recognize it as mine."
 
"There!" exclaimed Mrs. Biddlecombe.
 
"I shall do as Susan wishes," said Quinney humbly.
 
"You will leave the room when I nod?"
 
"Please!" said Susan, with her arms about his neck.
 
Presently Mrs. Biddlecombe nodded.
 
 
 
 
*CHAPTER VI*
 
*THE VISITOR ARRIVES*
 
*I*
 
 
Quinney went downstairs, whistling softly to hide a growing perturbation
of spirit. He could not disguise from himself that he was terribly
worried. Till now he had bolstered anxiety with the reflection that
what was happening had happened before to millions and billions (he
loved big figures) of women, but he had never realized that each and all
of them had suffered cruel pain. When Susan spoke of her changed face,
a spasm of agony twisted him. He resented fiercely the conviction that
his wife must suffer, and he divined somehow, partly from Mrs.
Biddlecombe and partly from Susan, that the pain was greater than he had
supposed. He salved his quivering sensibilities with the balm applied
by all husbands at such moments; she was young, healthy, and strong. She
would pull through. And yet, the damnable thought that sometimes things
did happen grew and grew.
 
He descended into a modest cellar, and brought up a bottle of port,
which he decanted carefully. It was the best wine that could be bought
in Melchester, and he had secured a couple of dozen with the intention
of drinking his son’s health many times. He tasted it to satisfy
himself that the wine was in prime condition. He held it to the light
and marked its superb colour. Then he sat down to read the paper, as
was his habit when the day’s work was done. Pinker, the grocer, and
other men of substance in Melchester, were too fond of boasting that
they read the morning paper in the morning before attending to the
paramount claims of their own business. This attitude of mind towards
the affairs of the nation perplexed Quinney, who frankly considered his
own affairs first. He belonged to that once immense majority of his
fellow-countrymena majority much decreased of late yearswho believe
that certain altruists manage more or less successfully the business of
the country. He was quite willing to allow these gentlemen, whose
services were unpaid, a comparatively free hand upon the unexpressed
condition that they did not bother him or interfere with the conduct of
his private affairs. At that time the Tories were in power, coming to
the end of a long tenure of office. Quinney passively approved of the
Tories, and actively disliked Radicals, whom he stigmatized generally as
mischief-makers. Under certain circumstances he would have been a
red-hot Radical. During his father’s lifetime, for instance, when he
groaned in secret beneath the heel of oppression, he would have been
eagerhad the opportunity presented itselfto join any secret society
organized for the overthrow of "tyrants."
 
He read the paper through, criticizing nothing except the wording of
certain advertisements. He meant to advertise his own wares some day,
although Tomlin believed in more particular methods. In the early
’nineties, small tradesmen had no faith in Advertisements. They built
up a small but solid connection, which they came to regard as
unalienably theirs.
 
Presently Quinney lit his pipe, and his thoughts with the smoke strayed
upstairs. Mrs. Biddlecombe appeared.
 

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