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quinneys 16


"So do I," said Susan.
 
"Yes, yes; Posy is a sweet, old-fashioned name, and it describes the
child admirably."
 
When he had taken leave of them, Quinney said with conviction:
 
"He’s right. Posy she is, the little dear! And his lordship didn’t
fail to notice, I’ll be bound, that she smells as sweet as she looks."
 
After this incident the child was always called Posy.
 
It is not easy to describe the sprite, because she presented a baffling
combination of father and mother. Her native grace, her pretty
colouring and delicate features, were a sweet inheritance from Susan;
her quickness of wit, her powers of observation, her unmistakable sense
of beautyfor she shrank tremblingly from what was mean or uglycame
from Quinney. Essentially she was a child of love, adored by both her
parents, and, up to a certain point, spoiled by them. Mrs. Biddlecombe
was fondly of the opinion that the child had taken from her parents what
was best in each, buttressing the assertion by calling attention to the
dash of red in the golden locks, and the peculiar alertness of the
mite’s glance flashing hither and thither, searching for the things
which delighted her, and acclaiming them when found with joyous
chirruping and gestures.
 
"Reg’lar butterfly!" said Quinney. "Dotty about flowers! Picks out the
best, by Gum!"
 
The first three years passed without incident. The business prospered.
Quinney engaged a capable assistant, and began his travels. His
restlessness affected Susan, but she accepted it resignedly. He was
different from other men and not to be judged by ordinary standards.
Argument was wasted upon him. She expostulated vainly when he began to
change the furniture. The knowledge that each bit was more valuable and
beautiful than its predecessor did not appeal to her at all. She
beguiled him into talking about his business, feigning interest in its
growth, but became increasingly conscious that the details bored her.
The Dream Cottage, as she had pictured it, faded from memory. It had
become a sort of small pantechnicon, a storehouse of precious objects
which came and went, an annexe to the shop, to be kept swept and
garnished for the entertainment and instruction of collectors.
 
The garden, however, was her peculiar domain, diffusing its own
satisfactions and graces. The kitchen and nursery were hers also. She
was an excellent housewife, and made Posy’s frocks, and some of her own,
despite the protests of Quinney, who babbled foolishly of satins and
brocades.
 
Undaunted by her awful experience, she hoped for another child. Upon
this point Mrs. Biddlecombe had something to say.
 
"I was an only child, you was an only child, your grandfather was an
only child. It’s in the family. After what you went through——"
 
"Joe would like a son, mother."
 
"Has he hinted that to you?"
 
"No."
 
"You take it from me that he doesn’t."
 
To Susan’s astonishment, Joe confirmed what had seemed a ridiculous
assumption. After Josephina was weaned, Susan whispered to him one
night:
 
"I do miss my baby."
 
"Enjoyed bein’ woke uphey?"
 
"Yes."
 
"Like another, perhaps?" She detected the scorn in his voice.
 
"Ifif you wanted it, Joe. A little son this time."
 
He caught hold of her, speaking vehemently, crushing her to him, as if
to remind her how nearly she had slipped from his keeping.
 
"Now look here, Susie, I ain’t going to have another."
 
She laughed faintly, as she replied:
 
"It isn’t you who will have it. Mother says she wishes that the men
could take turn and turn about."
 
"Ho! Said that, did she? You tell her from me that I suffered quite
enough with my first. Enough to last me all my life, and yours, too!"
 
Susan shook with laughter.
 
"Oh, Joe, you are a darling!"
 
"Silly name to call me! Red-headed and freckled! But no more nonsense
about little sons. When my daughter marries, her husband can take my
name. See?"
 
"I see," said Susan; "but I’m afraid baby’s husband may not."
 
At the end of three years, a small cloud arose in their clear sky. Mrs.
Biddlecombe announced solemnly that she was seriously ill, and about to
meet her Maker.
 
 
 
 
*CHAPTER VIII*
 
*LIGHT OUT OF THE DARKNESS*
 
*I*
 
 
When Mrs. Biddlecombe made this solemn declaration it never occurred to
either Quinney or Susan to dispute the infallibility of such a
statement. The worthy lady belonged to a type rapidly becoming extinct
in this country, a type which has provoked the astonishment and humorous
criticism of foreigners. She had never questioned what she devoutly held
to be certain divinely-revealed truths. Persons who presumed to differ
from her, or perhaps it would be fairer to say, from the indiscriminate
mass of public opinion which she represented, were accounted beyond the
pale of Christian charity and toleration, _tout comprendre c’est tout
pardonner_ being an arrow which glances harmlessly against prejudice and
predilection. There was no joint in her armour of righteousness through
which it could penetrate. The type is still so common that comment upon
it would be tedious. Amongst other cherished beliefs was a conviction
that illness came direct from God. Had Susan, as a child, been struck
down with typhoid fever, Mrs. Biddlecombe would have accepted the blow
with resignation and tended the sufferer, under the direction of a
medical attendant, with exemplary tenderness and fortitude. She would
not have overhauled the system of drainage. Accordingly, when the Hand
of Providenceas she put itwas laid heavily upon her massive body, she
accepted the infirmity with pious resignation, and informed Laburnum Row
that it was the beginning of the end. Dr. Ransome diagnosed the case,
accurately enough, as cardiac weakness arising from chronic dyspepsia.
His patient was of a full habit, and took no exercise beyond the common
round of duties connected with her small house. A competent servant
"did" for her, perhaps in more senses than one. Ransome, of course,
reassured her again and again in regard to her symptoms. They were such
as could not be ignored at her agefifty-fivebut with care and a less
generous diet she might reasonably hope to live happily for many years.
Mrs. Biddlecombe refused to believe this. She made her will, leaving
everything she possessed to Susan, selected her last resting-place in
the Melchester cemetery, not too near the grave of her second husband,
the contractor and builder, and announced calmly that she was "ready."
Quinney, of course, had a private word with Dr. Ransome, but that
cautious diplomat had to admit that his patient might go suddenly.
Quinney told Susan what had passed between them, using his own
vernacular.
 
"Old Pomposity is hedgin’see? Just like him! Comes to this, Susie.
You was at death’s door, seemin’ly, but, by Gum! you pulled through
because you wouldn’t leave me!"
 
Susan nodded, pressing his arm.
 
"Works t’other way round with your mother. She’s made up her mind to
die, and the doctor can’t argue her out of the notion. Her heart is
weak, and if it begins flutterin’ it may stop for ever just because the
pore old dear won’t will it to go on wigglin’. There y’are!"
 
Susan was much upset. She loved her mother, although the two women had
little in common, and the feminine instinct of ministration, root-pruned
by her husband, began to sprout vigorously. She paid long daily visits
to Laburnum Row, and Quinney soon noticed a falling off in the quality
of his food. Twice they were summoned in the middle of the night to say
good-bye to a woman who believed herself to be dying.
 
"A bit thick!" said Quinney.
 
"Joe!"
 
"But, isn’t it? Let’s face the facts. You spend a lot o’ time away
from home, away from Posy. Losin’ your nice fresh colour, you are! And
I’m losin’ my appetite for the good meals I used to have."
 
"But mother wants me. And any moment——"
 
"So she thinks. Quite likely to make old bones yet. Now, look here,
I’ve a planthe only plan. I simply won’t have you trapesin’ round to
Laburnum Row at all hours of the day and night. Tell your mother to
pack up and come to us."
 
Alas! poor Susan!
 
She was hoist with her own petard. Protest died on her lips. She submitted, not daring to confess that a dying mother could be regarded by a dutiful daughter as an unwelcome visitor.

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