2017년 1월 23일 월요일

Hills of Han 28

Hills of Han 28


Deane, watching him, felt now that his own task was to forget self
utterly. It was beginning, even, to seem the pleasantly selfish
course. The trip down to Hung Chan he welcomed. He would drive himself
mercilessly; it would be an escaping from his thoughts. Moments had
come, during the walk from So T’ung, when for the first time in his life
he understood suicide. So many men fell back on it during the tragic
disillusionments of middle life. The trouble with suicide, of course,
this sort, was the element of cowardice. He wasn’t beaten. Not yet. At
least, he had strength left, and physical courage. No, action was the
thing. It was the sort of contribution he was best fitted to give these
helpless, frightened people here. As to Betty, he would give to the
limits of his great strength.
 
And so he answered Boatwright with a manner of calm confidence.
 
“Kang is putting up a fight, of course, but Pao will prove too strong
for him. At least, there’s no good in believing anything else, Elmer.
It’s the position we’ve got to take. I’ll get into my walking clothes
again.”
 
“You’re not going to Hung Chan alone, to-night?”
 
“Yes. It’s the quickest way.”
 
“Don’t you need sleep--a few hours, at least?”
 
“No, I was too late at So T’ung.”
 
“That was not your fault.”
 
“No. Still... I’ll go right along.” Doane got up.
 
“If you could give me a few minutes more there’s another matter. I’m
afraid you’ll regard it as rather important. It’s--difficult....” And
then, instead of continuing, he fell to rolling the pencil, and gazing
at it. His color rose a little.
 
There was a light knock at the door. Neither man responded. After a
moment the door opened a little way, and Mrs. Boatwright looked in.
 
“Oh!...” she exclaimed, then: “How do you do, Mr. Doane!... Elmer, have
you spoken of that matter?”
 
“I was just beginning to, my dear.”
 
Mrs. Boatwright, after a silence, came in and closed the door softly
behind her.
 
“Mr. Doane hasn’t much time.” Boatwright’s voice was low, tremulous.
“Matters at So Thing are as bad as they could be. And he is going down
to Hung Chan now.”
 
“To-night?” asked the wife, rather sharply.
 
Doane inclined his head.
 
“Then what are we to do?”
 
“Mr Doane,” put in the husband, “has given instructions that we are to
stay here.”
 
“Oh--instructions?”
 
“Yes,” said Doane gravely. And he courteously explained: “The situation
is developing too rapidly for us to get all the others in to T’ainan.
And we can’t desert them. Not yet. You will certainly be safer here than
you would be on the road. Hung Chan is only eighteen miles. I shall be
back within twenty-four hours, probably to-morrow evening. Then we will
hold a conference and decide finally on a course. We may be reduced
to demanding an escort to Ping Yang, telegraphing the others to save
themselves as best they can.”
 
Mrs. Boatwright soberly considered the problem.
 
“It looks like nineteen hundred all over again,” Boatwright muttered
huskily, without looking up.
 
“No,” said Doane, “it won’t be the same. The only thing we positively
know is that history never repeats itself. We’ll take it as it comes.”
He didn’t see Mrs. Boatwright’s sharp eyes taking him in as he said
this. “I’ll leave you now.”
 
“Just this other matter,” said the wife, more briskly. “I won’t keep
you long. But I don’t feel free to handle the situation in my own way,
and--well, something must be done.”
 
“You see,” said the husband, “there’s a man here--a queer American--he
turned up--”
 
“Elmer!” the wife interrupted, “if you will let me.... It is a man your
daughter met on the ship coming out, Mr. Doane. Evidently a case of
infatuation....”
 
“He is a journalist--has written works on British administration in
India, I believe--”
 
“Elmer! Please! The fact is, the man has deliberately followed Betty out
here. There is some understanding between them--something that should
be got at. The man is married. Betty admits that--she seems to be
intimately in his confidence. He came rushing out here without so much
as a passport. Elmer has had to give up a good deal of time to setting
him right at Pao’s yamen. I very properly refused to accept him here
as a guest, whereupon Hetty got word to him secretly and they have been
meeting--”
 
“Out in the tennis court!”
 
“Last night I found them there myself. I sent him away, and brought
Betty in.”
 
“Tell it all, dear!”
 
“I will. Mr. Doane must know the facts. The man was kissing her. He
offered no apology. And Betty was defiant. She seemed then to fear the
man would not appear again, but in some way she found him this afternoon
out in the side street. They must have been there together for some
time, walking back and forth, talking earnestly. I had other things to
do, of course. I couldn’t devote all my time to watching her. And it
would seem, if she had any normal sense of... I secured a promise then
from Betty that she would not meet him again until after your return.
The man, however, would promise nothing.”
 
On few occasions in her intensely busy life had Mrs. Boatwright been so
voluble. But she was excited and perhaps a little prurient; for to such
severe self-discipline as hers there are opposite and sometimes equal
reactions.
 
“Something must be done, and at once.” She appeared to be bringing her
speech to a conclusion. “The man impressed me as persistent and quite
shameless. He is unquestionably exerting a dangerous power over the
girl. Even in times like these, I am sure that you, as her father, will
feel that a strong effort must be made to save her. I needn’t speak of
the whispers that are already loose about the compound.”
 
Through all this, Doane, his face wholly __EXPRESSION__less except for a
stunned look about the eyes and perhaps a sad settling about the mouth,
looked quietly from wife to husband and back again. They seemed utter
strangers, these two. With disconcerting abruptness he discovered that
he disliked them both.... Another thought that came was of the scene
of desolation he had left at So T’ung. After that, what mattered,
what little human thing! Then it occurred to his dazed mind that this
wouldn’t do. Suddenly he could see Betty--her charm and grace, her
bright pretty ways, with his inner eye; and again his spirit was tom and
tortured as all during the night, back there in the hills. If only he
could recall the prayers that used to rise so easily and earnestly from
his eager heart!
 
“Where is she now?” he asked, outwardly so calm as to stir resentment in
the woman before him. She replied, acidly:
 
“In her room. If she hasn’t slipped out again.”
 
“She promised, I believe you said.”
 
This was uttered so quietly that a slow moment passed before it reached
home. Then Mrs. Boatwright replied, with less emphasis:
 
“Yes. She promised.”
 
“And where is the man?”
 
“At an inn, somewhere inside the walls. Sun would know.”
 
“What is his name?”
 
Boatwright fumbled among the papers on his desk, and found a card which
he passed over.
 
Doane looked thoughtfully at it, then slipped it into a pocket; said,
quiet, deathly sober, “You may look for me sometime to-morrow night. We
will make our final arrangements then. Meantime you had all better get
what rest you can.” Then he left the room.
 
Husband and wife looked at each other. The man’s lids drooped first. He
began rolling the pencil. Finally he said, listlessly:
 
“Probably it would be wise to sort out these papers--get the letters
and reports straight. If we should go, there wouldn’t be much time for
packing.”
 
4
 
Doane went directly to Betty’s door, and knocked. She came at once, in
her pretty kimono; peeped out at him; cried softly:
 
“Oh, Dad! You’re safe!”
 
“Yes, dear. I have one more trip, a short one. It will be all I can do.
To-morrow night I’ll be back for good. Take care of yourself, little
girl.”
 
“Yes--oh, yes! But I shall worry about you.”
 
“No. Never worry. I’ll be back.”
 
That seemed to be all he could say. She, too, was still. The silence
lengthened, grew into a conscious thing in his mind anti hers. Finally
he took a hesitating backward step.
 
“I must be off, dear.”   

댓글 없음: