Cleg Kelly, Arab of the City 17
"Aye, here she comes that sets up for being better than your mother!
But we'll show you before we are through with you, my man and me, you——"
However, it does not enter into the purpose of this tale to blacken
a page with the foul excrement of a devilish woman's hate of her own
child. The scripture holdeth—the mother may forget. She may indeed have
no compassion on the child of her womb. And Vara Kavannah sat still
and listened, till the burning shame dulled to a steady throbbing ache
somewhere within her. The woman's threats of future torture and outrage
passed idly over her, meaningless and empty. The man drank steadily,
and grew ever silenter and more sullen; for, to his credit be it said,
the situation was not to his taste, and he looked but seldom at Vara.
The girl sat clasping the babe to her bosom with a secret sense that
in little Gavin she had her best and indeed her only protector. For
even the very bad man in his senses will hardly hurt an infant—though a
bad woman will, as we may read in the records of our police courts.
So Vara sat till the man reeled to the door, carrying the unfinished
bottle with him, and Sal Kavannah, her orgie logically completed, sank
in a fœtid heap on the floor with the empty one beside her.
The man as he stumbled out left the door open, and in a little while
Vara could hear Boy Hugh's plaintive voice, asking from the wood-pile
in the corner whether the "awfu' woman" was gone yet.
As Vara sat and listened all through the short hours of that midsummer
night to the clocks of the city churches, the stertorous breathing of
her mother and the babe's occasional feeble wail were the only sounds
within the hut itself. But Boy Hugh's plaint detached itself fitfully
from the uneasy hum of the midnight city without. A resolve, new-born
indeed, but seemingly old and determinate as the decrees of the God she
had learned about in the Catechism, took hold upon her.
It seemed to Vara that it did not matter if she died—it did not even
matter whether Hugh and Gavin died, if only she could find her father,
and die far away from her mother and all this misery.
The girl was so driven to the last extremity by the trials of the
day and the terrors of the night that she rose and put on her hat
as calmly as though she had been going for a walk with Cleg and the
children across the park. As calmly also she made her preparations,
stepping carefully to and fro across her mother on the floor. She put
all the scraps of bread that were left from Cleg's windfall into her
pocket, together with the baby's feeding bottle and a spare tube.
Then she added Hugh's whistle and a certain precious whip with a short
bone handle and a long lash, which Cleg had given him. Vara was sure
that Hugh Boy would cry for these, and want to go back if she did not
take them with her. She had nothing of her own to take, except the
indiarubber umbrella ring which Cleg Kelly had given her. So she took
that, though she had never possessed an umbrella in her life. Groping
in Gavin's crib, she found her shawl, and wrapped it about her with a
knowing twist. Then she deftly took up the baby. The shawl went over
her left shoulder and was caught about her waist at the right side, in
a way which all nurses and mothers know, but which no man can ever hope
to describe. The babe was still asleep, and Vara's tender touch did not
awake it as she stepped out into the night to walk to Liverpool to find
her father.
But as a first step she must find Boy Hugh. And that young man was
exceedingly shy. He had got it in his obstinate little head that his
sister wished to drag him back to the "awfu' woman." It was not,
therefore, till Vara had managed to persuade him in the most solemn
way that she had no intention of ever going back that he consented to
accompany her upon her desperate quest.
At last Boy Hugh took her hand and the three bairns left Callendar's
yard behind them for ever. What happened there that night after they
left we already know. It is with the children's wanderings that we now
have to do.
ADVENTURE XXXII.
MAID GREATHEART AND HER PILGRIMS.
It was grey day when the children fared forth from the city. Vara's
chief anxiety was lest they should not be able to escape out of the
town before the light came, so that some officious neighbour might
be able to direct her enemy upon their track. It was not long before
they emerged out of the side-alleys on a broad paved street which led
towards the south.
Vara paused and asked a policeman if this was the way to Liberton.
"And what are you going to do at Liberton so early in the morning?"
said the policeman. He asked because he was a Lothian man, who always
puts a second question before he can bring himself to answer the first.
"We are gaun to see our faither," said Vara, speaking the truth.
"Weel," said the policeman, "that is the road to Liberton. But if I was
you I would wait till the milk-cairts were drivin' hame. Then I could
get ye a lift to Liberton fine."
He was a kind-hearted "poliss," and in fact the same officer who had
looked over the screen by the watch-shelter behind which Tyke was
spinning his yarns to Cleg Kelly.
So that—thus strange is the working of events when they take the reins
into their own hands—at the very moment when Cleg Kelly was sleeplessly
turning over in his mind the problem of the life-fate of Vara and the
children by the dying fire at the Grange crossing, Vara herself with
the baby on her arm was trudging down the pavement opposite. As she
passed she looked across, and only the timbered edge of the shelter
prevented her from seeing Cleg Kelly.
Thus, without the least hindrance or observation, the three children
escaped out of their thrice-heated fiery furnace into the cool of the
country hedges and upon the clean hard surface of the upland roads.
With the inevitable instinct of hunted things Vara turned aside
whenever she heard the brisk clapper of the hoofs of a milk-cart, or
the slower rumble of a market waggon. For she knew that it was of such
early comers into the city that questions would be asked. So, when Cleg
set about his inquisition, he was foiled by the very forethought which
had only desired to defeat an enemy, not to mystify a friend.
Thus hour by hour they left quiet, kindly red-tiled villages behind,
set in heartsome howes and upon windy ridges. And, as they went ever
forwards, morning broadened into day; day crept dustily forward to hot
noon; noon drowsed into afternoon; with the scent of beanfields in the
air, dreamily sweet. Vara's arm that held the baby grew numb and dead.
Her back ached acutely from the waist downwards as though it would
break in two. Sometimes the babe wailed for food. Little Hugh dragged
leadenly upon her other hand, and whinged on, with the wearisome
iteration of the corncrake, that he wished to go back to Callendar's
yard, till Vara had to remind him, because nothing else would stay his
plaining, of the "awfu' woman" waiting for him there.
Vara did not rest long that whole day. They sat down as seldom as
possible, and then only for a few minutes. Vara poured a little of
the water from a wayside spring upon the crumbs that were left, and
gave them to little Gavin, mixing them with the remaining milk in his
bottle. Hugh begged incessantly that Vara would let him take off his
boots and walk barefoot. But his sister knew that he would certainly
become lame in a mile or two. Yet there might have been pleasure in
it too, for they sat down in the pleasantest places all that fine,
bough-tossing day. The shadows were sprinkled on the grassy hillsides,
like a patchwork quilt which Vara had once seen in their house when
Hugh was very little, but which had long ago become only a memory and a
lost pawn-ticket.
Never before had the children seen such quaint woodland places—nooks
where the rabbits tripped and darted, or sat on the bank washing faces
pathetically innocent and foolish. Little runnels of water trickled
down the gullies of the banks and dived under the road. But for Vara
there was no enjoyment, no resting all that day. They soon spent their
store of food. By noon Hugh had eaten all the cold potatoes. The babe
had taken, at first with difficulty, then, under the pressure of
hunger, greedily, the thin water and milk with the crushed crumbs in
it which Vara had made at the brook-side. So that also was finished.
Hunger began, not for the first time, to grip them.
But they could not rest long. In a little, just as Hugh Boy was
beginning to drop asleep and lean heavily against Vara, there came
again upon her without warning a terrible fear. She looked down the
road they had come, and she seemed to see the cruel eyes of her mother,
to hear again the foul threats of the life she was to be compelled to
lead for "setting herself up to be better than her mother," all the
words which she had listened to during those last hours of terror and
great darkness in the old construction hut.
So Vara shook Hugh awake, stroking his cheeks down gently till his
eyes opened. She settled the shawl over her other shoulder, and the
bairns were soon on their way again. The dusty road beneath appeared
to stream monotonously between their feet, and so weary did they grow
that sometimes they seemed to be only standing still. Sometimes, on the
contrary, they appeared to be going forward with incredible speed. Vara
bore the aching of her carrying-arm till it became agony unspeakable,
and the weight of Gavin dragged on her very brain. Then, for a treat,
she would shift him to the other arm, and for a few minutes the keen
twingeing ache deadened to a dull ache, as the tired wrist and elbow
dropped to her side. But soon in the other arm the same stounding agony
began.
Still the children fared on, spurred forward by the fear of that which
was behind them. The thought and hope of their father had greatly died
out of Vara's mind, though not altogether. But the mighty instinct
of hiding from days and nights like those which had gone over her
head recently drove her restlessly forward. Yet she began sadly to
acknowledge that, though she might be able to stumble on a little
longer that night, little Hugh could not go much further. He began to
lag behind at every turn, and whenever they stopped a moment he fairly
dropped asleep on his feet, and his head fell flaccidly against her
side.
The bells of a little town on the slope of a hill were just striking
six and the mill-folk were streaming homeward, when the children
had their first great piece of luck. They were just by a stone
watering-trough at the curve of a long brae, when a smart light cart
with yellow wheels came past. It was driven by a young man, who sat,
looking very bright and happy, with his sweetheart beside him. As the
pair came slowly up the brae they had been talking about the children,
whom they could see dragging on before them weary-foot, sick with pain
and weariness.
Perhaps the young man's heart was touched. Or mayhap his sweetheart
asked him to give them a penny, and he wished to show his generosity.
But in either case certain it is that as he passed up the hill he
nodded brightly back to the children and threw them a coin. It rolled
on its edge to Vara's feet, who stooped and picked it up, solacing her
independent soul as the silver lay apparent in her hands by telling
herself that she had not asked for it. Her mother had found all her
savings the night before, and had emptied them into the hand of her
companion, out of the cup in which they had stood on the shelf which
served for the mantelpiece of the construction hut. So that but for
this happy young man's sixpence Vara and her charges were absolutely
penniless.
ADVENTURE XXXIII.
THE BABES IN THE HAYSTACK.
But even Hugh brightened at the sight of the silver, and when Vara
proposed to go back and buy something for them while he stayed with
Gavin and gathered him flowers to play with, the lad said determinedly,
"Hugh Boy come too!"
So they all went back to the village. They stood looking long and
wistfully into the shop-windows, for what to buy was so momentous a
question that it took them some time to decide. At last Vara made up
her mind to have twopence-worth of stale bread at a baker's. She was
served by the baker's wife, who, seeing the girl's weary look, gave
her a fourpenny loaf of yesterday's baking for her coppers, together
with some salt butter in a broad cabbage leaf into the bargain. Vara's
voice broke as she thanked the woman, who had many bairns of her own,
and knew the look of trouble in young eyes. Then at another shop Vara
bought a pennyworth of cheese, which (as she well knew) satisfies
hunger better than any other food. Then came a pennyworth of milk for
the baby, with which she filled his bottle, and gave what was over to
Hugh Boy, who drank it out of the shopkeeper's measure.
When the children came out, Vara took Hugh by the hand, and they
marched past the baker's without stopping. For the boy had set his
love upon a certain gingerbread lion with a pair of lack-lustre eyes
of currants, and as they passed the baker's shop he set up a whining
whimper to have it. But his sister marched him swiftly past before
the dews in his eyes had time to fall. The baker's wife had come to
the door to look after them, and seeing Hugh Boy's backward-dragging
look, she sent her little girl after them with the very gingerbread
lion of Hugh's dreams. Hugh Boy stood speechless, open-mouthed with
thankfulness. The little girl smiled at his surprise.
"We hae lots o' them at our house," she said, and hurried back to her
mother.
They mounted the hill once more and sat on the grassy bank by the side
of the watering-trough, into which a bright runlet of water fell, and
in which little stirring grains of sand dimpled and danced.
Never was anything sweeter than the flavour of yesterday's bread,
except the gingerbread lion, from which Hugh had already picked one
black currant eye, leaving a yellow pitted socket which leered at him
with horrid suggestiveness of stomach-ache. But hunger-ache was Hugh
Boy's sole enteric trouble, so that the suggestion was lost upon him.
The water of the hill spring, splashing into the stone trough, sounded
refreshing beyond expressing. The baby dreamed over his bottle, and lay
with his eyes fixed on the clear heavens above—from which, if all tales
be true, he had come to a world of whose kindness he had had so little
experience since his arrival.
For the first time that day Vara took a bite for herself and many a
draught of the dimpling springwater, whose untiring crystal rush into
the basin it was so pleasant to watch. Then Vara washed Hugh's feet and
her own in the overflow of the trough, just at the place where the burn
ran under the road. On Hugh Boy's feet was a painful pink flush, but no
blister appeared. On her own feet, however, there were two or three.
Vara was glad that Hugh was fit for his journey.
They started again, and, with the refreshment of the food and the
rest, they managed to make two or three miles further before the dark
fell. But soon it was evident that the three wanderers could go little
further that night. The babe's eyes were long closed with sleep, and
poor little Hugh could only keep awake and stagger on by constantly
rubbing his knuckles into the corners of his eyes.
They were now on a high wild moor, and there was no house within sight.
They still went onward, however, blindly and painfully. The roadsides
trailed past them black and indistinct till they came to a farmhouse.
They could see tall buildings against the skies and hear the lash of an
unseen mill-stream over a wheel into a pool. A blackcap sang sweetly
down in some reeds by the mill-dam.
Vara did not dare to knock at the door of the house. She was just about
to go into the farmyard in search of a shed to lie down in, when she
remembered that she had heard from Cleg how there were always fierce
dogs about every farmhouse. For Hugh's sake she could not risk it.
Instead of going forward, therefore, she groped her way with one hand
into a field where there were many stacks of hay and corn. Vara could
tell by the rustling as her hand passed over them. Soon she came to a
great stack in a kind of covered shed, which stood between wooden posts
like trees. One end of it was broken down and cut into platforms. Vara
mounted upon one with the baby, and reached down a hand for Boy Hugh.
For the last few miles, indeed ever since it grew dark, Hugh had been
more than half asleep, and his weariful sobbing had worn down to a
little clicking catch in his throat, which still recurred at intervals.
It was by the sound that Vara found him. She leaned over as far as she
dared, and drew him up beside her. He was asleep in her arms before she
could lay him down.
Vara thought the people of the farm would not be very angry in the
morning if she pulled out a little of the hay.
"It is for the baby's sake!" she said, to excuse herself.
So she scooped out of the higher step of the stack where it was
broadest a little cave among the hay, and into this she thrust Boy Hugh
gently, putting his legs in first and leaving only his head without.
Then she rolled the babe and herself in the shawl and crawled in beside
him. She drew the hay close like a coverlet about them. She listened
awhile to Hugh Boy's breathing, which still had the catch of bygone
tears in it. She kissed Gavin, closed her eyes, and instantly fell
asleep herself. Vara said no prayers. But the incense of good deeds and
sweetest essential service went up to God from that haystack.
ADVENTURE XXXIV.
THAT OF MARY BELL, BYRE LASS.
The morning came all too soon, with a crowing of cocks and the clashing
hurrahs of the rooks, circling up from their nesting in the tall trees.
But the tired children slept on. The life of the farm began about them,
with its cheerful sounds of clinking head-chains as the cattle came
in, and of tinkling harness as the teams went afield. But still the
children did not wake. It was not till Mary Bell, byre lass, came to
get an armful of fodder from the stack that they were found.
"Lord, preserve us! what's that?" she cried when, with her knees upon
the step of the stack, she saw the children—Vara's wearied face turned
to the babe, and the dew damp on the white cheeks of Boy Hugh.
"I maun fetch the mistress!" said Mary Bell.
And then these two women stood and marvelled at the children.
"Mary," said the mistress of the farm, "d'ye mind the text last
Sabbath?"
Mary Bell looked indignantly at her employer.
"How do ye think I can mind texts wi' as mony calves to feed?" she
asked, like one of whom an unfair advantage is taken.
"O Mary!" said her mistress, "how often hae I telled you no to set your
mind on the vainities o' this wicked world?"
"An' whatna ane do ye pay me for?—to keep mind o' texts or to feed the
calves?" asked the byre lass, pertinently.
"Mary," said the other, ignoring the argument, "the text was this: 'I
will both lay me down and sleep'—dod, but I declare I forget the rest
o't," she concluded, breaking down with some ignominy.
"In the land o' the leal," suggested Mary Bell, either wickedly or with
a real desire to help. Her superior promptly accepted the emendation.
"That's it!" she said. "Is it no bonny to look at thae bairns and mind
the text, 'I will both lay me down and sleep, in the land o' the leal'?"
"I'll wauken them," said practical Mary Bell, "and bring them into the
hoose for some breakfast."
"Na, na," said her mistress, "ye maunna do that. What wad the guidman
say? Ye ken he canna be doin' wi' folk that gang the country. A wee
drap o' yestreen's milk noo—or the scrapins o' the parritch pot!"
"Aye," said Mary Bell, "'in the land o' the leal.' Ye had better gang
ben and look up the text, mistress; I'll attend to the bairns."
"Aye, do that," said the good wife, with perfect unconsciousness of
Mary Bell's sarcasm, "but be sparin'. Mind ye, this is hard times for
farm folk! And we canna spend gear and graith recklessly on unkenned
bairns."
"Ye will be free o' that crime, mistress," murmured Mary, as her
mistress took her way into the house; "gin ye could tak' a' that ye hae
saved wi' ye, what a bien and comfortable doon-sitting wad ye no hae in
heeven! Itherwise, I'm nane sae sure—in spite o' your texts."
Then Mary sat down and took the children one by one, touching their
faces to make them waken. Vara sat up suddenly, with wild eyes and a
cry of fear. In her terror she clasped the baby so hard that it waked
and cried. With the other hand she brushed away the elf locks about
her own eyes. But her heart stilled its fluttering as she caught the
kindly eyes of Mary Bell, set in a brown sun-coarsened face of broad good humour.
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