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Black is White 13

Black is White 13


“One can be lonely even in the heart of a throng,” she said cryptically.
“No, James, I will not have him sent away.”
 
He resented the imputation. “Why do you say that I am sending him away?”
 
“Because you are,” she replied boldly.
 
He was silent for a moment. “We will leave it to Frederic,” he said.
 
Her face brightened. “That is all I ask. He will stay.”
 
There was another pause. “You two have become very good friends,
Yvonne.”
 
“He is devoted to me.”
 
“Don’t spoil him in making him over,” he said dryly.
 
She blew cigarette--smoke in his face and laughed. There was a knock at
the door.
 
“Come in!” she called.
 
Frederic entered.
 
 
 
 
CHAPTER VI
 
A certain element of gaiety invaded the staid old house in these
days. The new mistress was full of life and the joy of living. She was
accustomed to adulation, she was used to the tumult of society. Her
life, since she left the convent school, evidently had been one in which
rest, except physical, was unknown.
 
Yvonne Lestrange, in a way, had been born to purple and fine linen. She
had never known deprivation of any description. Neither money, position,
nor love had been denied her during the few years in which her charm and
beauty had flashed across the great European capitals, penetrating even
to the recesses of royal courts.
 
It is doubtful if James Brood knew very much concerning her family when
he proposed marriage to her, but it is certain that he did not care. He
first saw her at the home of a British nobleman, but did not meet her.
Something in the vivid, brilliant face of the woman made a deep and
lasting impression on him. There was an instant when their eyes met
through an opening in the throng which separated them. He was not only
conscious of the fact that he was staring at her, but that she was
looking at him in a curiously penetrating way.
 
There was a mocking smile on her lips at the time. He saw it fade away,
even as the crowd came between. He knew that the smile had not been
intended for him, but for someone of the eager cavaliers who surrounded
her, and yet there was something singularly direct in the look she gave
him.
 
Later on he made inquiries of his host, with whom he had hunted big game
in Africa, and learned that she was a guest in the home of the Russian
ambassador. He did not see her again until they met in the south of
France a few months later. On this occasion they were guests at the same
house, and he took her into dinner. He had not forgotten her, and it
gratified him immensely to discover that she remembered him.
 
That single glance in the duke’s house proved to be a fatal one for
both. They were married inside of a month. The virile, confident
American had conquered where countless suppliants of a more or less
noble character had gone down to defeat.
 
He asked but one question of her; she asked none of him. The fact that
she was the intimate friend and associate of the woman in whose home he
met her was sufficient proof of her standing in society, although that
would have counted for little so far as Brood was concerned.
 
She was the daughter of a baron; she had spent much of her life in
Paris, coming from St Petersburg when a young girl; and she was an
orphan with an independent fortune of her own.
 
Her home in Paris, where she had lived with some degree of permanence
for the past four or five years, was shared with an estimable, though
impoverished, lady of rank, the Countess de Rochambert, of middle age
and undeniable qualifications as a chaperon, even among those who are
prone to laugh at locksmiths. Such common details as these came to Brood
in the natural way and were not derived from any effort on his part to
secure information concerning Mlle Lestrange. Like the burned child, he
asked a question which harked back to an unforgotten pain.
 
“Have you ever loved a man deeply, devotedly, Yvonne--so deeply that
there is pain in the thought of him?”
 
She replied without hesitation.
 
“There is no such man, James. You may be sure of that.”
 
“I am confident that I can hold your love against the future, but no man
is vital enough to compete with the past. Love doesn’t really die, you
know. If a man cannot hold a woman’s love against all new-comers, he
deserves to lose it. It doesn’t follow, however, that he can protect
himself against the man who appears out of the past and claims his own.”
 
“You speak as though the past had played you an evil trick,” she said.
 
He did not mince words.
 
“Years ago a man came out of the past and took from me the woman I loved
and cherished.”
 
“Your--your wife?” she asked in a voice suddenly lowered.
 
“Yes,” he said quietly.
 
She was silent for a long time.
 
“I wonder at your courage in taking the risk again,” she said.
 
“I think I wonder at it myself,” said he. “No, I am not afraid,” he went
on, as if convincing himself that there was no risk. “I shall make you
love me to the end, Yvonne. I am not afraid. But why do you not ask me
for all the wretched story?”
 
“It is not unlike all stories of its kind, my dear,” she said with an
indifference that amazed him. “They are all alike. Why should I ask?
The wife takes up with an old lover; she deceives her husband; the world
either does or does not find out about it; the home is wrecked; the
husband takes to drink; the wife pretends she is happy; the lover
takes to women; and the world goes on just the same in spite of them.
Sometimes the husband kills. It is of no moment. Sometimes the wife
destroys herself. It is a trifle. The whole business is like the
magazine story that is for ever being continued in our next. No, I do
not ask you for your story, James. Some time you may tell me, but not
to-day. I shouldn’t mind hearing it if it were an original tale, but God
knows it isn’t. It’s as old as the Nile. But you may tell me more about
your son. Is he like you, or like his mother?”
 
Brood’s lips were compressed.
 
“I can’t say that he is like either of us,” he said shortly.
 
She raised her eyebrows slightly.
 
“Ah,” she said. “That makes quite a difference. Perhaps, after all,
I shall be interested in the story.” Her manner was so casual, so
serenely, matter-of-fact, that he could hardly restrain the sharp
exclamation of annoyance that rose to his lips.
 
He bit his lip and allowed the frank insinuation to go unanswered. He
consoled himself with the thought that she must have spoken in jest
without intention. He had the uncomfortable feeling that she would make
light of his story, too, when the time came for revelations. A curious
doubt took root in his mind: Would he ever be able to understand the
nature of this woman whom he loved and who appeared to love him so
unreservedly? As time went on the doubt became a conviction. She proved
to be utterly beyond Brood’s comprehension.
 
The charm and beauty of the new mistress of James Brood’s heart and home
was to become the talk of the town. Already, in the first month of her
reign, she had drawn to the old house the attention not only of the
parasites who feed on novelty, but of families that had long since given
up Brood as a representative figure in the circle into which he had been
born.
 
He had dropped out of their lives so completely in the passing years
that no one took the trouble to interest himself in the man’s affairs.
His self-effacement had been complete. The story of his ill-fated
marriage was an almost forgotten page in the history of the town.
 
Old friends now cudgelled their brains to recall the details of the
break between him and the first Mrs Brood, who, they were bound to
remember, was also beautiful, fascinating, and an adornment to the
rather exclusive circle in which they moved. No one could point to the
real cause of the separation, however, for the excellent reason that the
true conditions were never revealed to anyone outside the four walls of
the house from which she was banished.
 
Memory merely brought to mind the fact that the young husband became a
wanderer on the face of the earth, and that his once joyous face was an
almost forgotten object.
 
Brood, in the full pride of possession, awoke to the astounding
realisation that he wanted people to envy him this wonderful creature.
He wanted men to covet her! He longed to have the world see her at
his side, and to feel that the world was saying: “She belongs to James
Brood.”
 
It was not the cheap, ordinary New York society, the insufferably rich
and vulgar of the metropolis that he sought to conquer, but the fine old
families with whom rests the real verdict. He knew that those families
were not many in these, days of haste and waste, but he also knew that
the rush of frivolity had not weakened their position. Their word was
still the law. Serenely confident, he revealed his wife to the few, and
waited.
 
It cannot be said that she conquered, for that would be to imply design
on her part. Possibly she considered the game unworthy of the effort.
For, in truth, Yvonne Brood despised Americans. She made small pretence
of liking them. The rather closely knit circle of Parisian aristocracy
which she affected is known to tolerate, but not to invite, the society
of even the best of Americans.
 
She was no larger than her environment. Her views upon and her attitude

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