2017년 2월 5일 일요일

Black is White 2

Black is White 2


He sequestered the child in a place where he could not be found, and
went his own way, grimly certain that he was making her pay! She died
when Frederic was twelve years old, without having seen him again after
that dreadful hour when, protesting her innocence, she had been turned
out into the night and told to go whither she would, but never to return
to the house she had disgraced. James Brood heard of her death when in
the heart of China, and he was a haggard wreck for months thereafter.
 
He had worshipped this beautiful Viennese. He could not wreak vengeance
upon a dead woman; he could not hate a dead woman. He had always loved
her. It was after this that he stood on the firing-line of many a
fiercely fought battle in the Orient, inviting the bullet that would rip
through his heart.
 
It was not courage, but cowardice, that put him in spots where the
bullets were thickest; it was not valour that sent him among the
bayonets and sabres of a fanatical enemy. It was the thing at the bottom
of his soul that told him she would come to him once more when the
strife was ended, and that she was waiting for him somewhere beyond
the border to hear his plea for pardon! Of such flimsy shreds is man’s
purpose made!
 
Five years after his return to New York he brought her son back to the
house in lower Fifth Avenue and tried, with bitterness in his soul,
to endure the word “father” as it fell from lips to which the term was
almost strange.
 
The old men, they who sat by the fire on this wind-swept night and
waited for the youth of twenty-two to whom the blue missive was
addressed, knew the story of James Brood and his wife Matilde, and they
knew that the former had no love in his heart for the youth who bore his
name. Their lips were sealed. Garrulous on all other subjects, they were
as silent as the grave on this.
 
They, too, were constrained to hate the lad. He made not the slightest
pretence of appreciating their position in the household. To him they
were pensioners, no more, no less; to him their deeds of valour were
offset by the deeds of his father; there was nothing left over for a
balance on that score. He was politely considerate; he was even kindly
disposed toward their vagaries and whims; he endured them because there
was nothing else left for him to do. But, for all that, he despised
them; justifiably, no doubt, if one bears in mind the fact that they
signified more to James Brood than did his long-neglected son.
 
The cold reserve that extended to the young man did not carry beyond him
in relation to any other member of the household so far as James Brood
was concerned. The unhappy boy, early in their acquaintance, came to
realise that there was little in common between him and the man he
called father. After a while the eager light died out of his own eyes
and he no longer strove to encourage the intimate relations he had
counted upon as a part of the recompense for so many years of separation
and loneliness.
 
It required but little effort on his part to meet his father’s
indifference with a coldness quite as pronounced. He had never known the
meaning of filial love; he had been taught by word of mouth to love the
man he had never seen, and he had learned as one learns astronomy--by
calculation. He hated the two old men because his father loved them.
 
In a measure, this condition may serve to show how far apart they stood
from each other, James Brood and Frederic. Wanderlust and a certain
feeling of unrest that went even deeper than the old habits kept James
Brood away from his home many months out of the year. He was not an old
man; in fact, he was under fifty, and possessed of the qualities that
make for strength and virility even unto the age of fourscore years.
While his old comrades, far up in the seventies, were content to sit
by the fire in winter and in the shade in summer, he, not yet so old as
they when their long stretch of intimacy began, was not resigned to the
soft things of life. He was built of steel, and the steel within him
called for the clash with flint. He loved the spark of fire that flashed
in the contact.
 
It was a harsh December night when the two old men sat guard over the
message from the sea, and it was on a warm June day that they had said
good-bye to him at the outset of his most recent flight.
 
The patient butler, Jones, had made no less than four visits to the
library since ten o’clock to awaken them and pack them off to bed. Each
time he had been ordered away, once with the joint admonition to “mind
his own business.”
 
“But it is nearly midnight,” protested Jones irritably, with a glance at
the almost empty decanter.
 
“Jones,” said Danbury Dawes with great dignity and an eye that deceived
him to such a degree that he could not for the life of him understand
why Jones was attending them in pairs, “Jones, you ought to be
in-hic-bed, damn you both of you. Wha’ you mean, sir, by coming in
hie-here thish time o’ night dis-disturbing---”
 
“You infernal ingrate,” broke in Mr Riggs fiercely, “don’t you dare to
touch that bottle, sir! Let it alone!”
 
“It’s time you were in bed,” pronounced Jones, taking Mr Dawes by the
arm.
 
Mr Dawes sagged heavily in his chair and grinned triumphantly. He was a
short, very fat old man.
 
“People who live in-hic-glass houses--------” he began amiably, and then
suddenly was overtaken by the thought of the moment before. “Take your
hand off of me, confoun’ you! D’ you sup-supposh I can go to bed with
my bes’ frien’ out there-hic-in the mid-middle of Atlan’ic Oc-o-shum,
sinking in four miles of wa-wa’er and calling f-far help?”
 
“Take him to bed, Jones,” said Mr Riggs firmly. “He’s drunk and-and
utterly useless at a time like this. Take him along.”
 
“Who the dev-hic-il are you, sir?” demanded Mr Dawes, regarding Mr Riggs
as if he had never seen him before.
 
“You are both drunk,” said Jones succinctly. Mr Riggs began to whimper.
 
“My bes’ frien’ is drawnin’ by inches, and you come in here and tell me
I’m drunk. It’s most heartless thing I ever heard of. Isn’t it, Danbury,
ol’ pal? Isn’t it, damn you? Speak up!”
 
“Drawnin’ by inches-hic-in four miles of wa-water,” admitted Mr Dawes
miserably. “My God, Jo-Jones, do you know how many-hic--inches there are
in four miles?”
 
Moved by the same impulse, the two old men struggled to their feet and
embraced each other, swayed by an emotion so honest that all sense of
the ludicrous was removed. Even Jones, though he grinned, allowed a note
of gentleness to creep into his voice.
 
“Come along, gentlemen, like good fellows. Let’s go to bed. I’m sure the
message to Mr Frederic is not as bad as you----”
 
Mr Riggs, who was head and shoulders taller than Mr Dawes, made a
gesture of despair with both arms, forgetting that they encircled his
friend’s neck, with the result that both of his bony elbows came in
violent contact with Mr Dawes’s ears, almost upsetting him.
 
“Don’t argue, Jones,” he interrupted dismally. “I know it’s bad news. So
does Mr Dawes. Don’t you, Danbury?”
 
“What d’ you mean by-hic-knockin’ my hat off?” demanded Mr Dawes
furiously, shaking his fist at Mr Riggs from rather close quarters-so
close, in fact, that Mr Riggs suddenly clapped his hands to his stomach
and emitted a surprised groan.
 
Jones inserted his figure between them.
 
“Come, come, gentlemen; don’t forget yourselves. What now, Mr Riggs?”
 
“I’m lookin’ for the gentleman’s hat, sir,” said Mr Riggs impressively
from a stooping posture.
 
“His hat is on the rack in the hall,” said Jones sharply.
 
“Then I shan’t ex-expect an-hic-’pology,” said Mr Dawes magnanimously.
 
Mr Riggs opened his mouth to retort, but as he did so his eyes fell upon
the blue envelope.
 
“Poor old Jim--poor old Jim Brood!” he groaned. “We mustn’t lose
a minute, Danbury. He needs us, old pal. We must start relief
exp’ition’ fore mornin’. Not a minute to be lost, Jones--not a----”
 
The heavy front door closed with a bang at that instant, and the sound
of footsteps, came from the hall--a quick, firm tread that had decision
in it.
 
Jones cast a furtive, nervous glance over his shoulder.
 
“I’m sorry to have Mr Frederic see you like this,” he said, biting his
lip. “He hates it so.”
 
The two old men made a commendable effort to stand erect, but no effort
to stand alone. They linked arms and stood shoulder to shoulder.
 
“Show him in,” said Mr Riggs magnificently.
 
“Now we’ll fin’ out wass in telegram off briny deep,” said Mr Dawes,
straddling his legs a little farther apart in order to declare a staunch
front.
 
“It’s worth waiting up for,” said Mr Riggs.
 
“Abs’lutely,” said his staunch friend.
 
Frederic Brood appeared in the door, stopping short just inside the
heavy curtains. There was a momentary picture, such as a stage-director
would have arranged. He was still wearing his silk hat and top-coat, and
one glove had been halted in the process of removal. Young Brood stared
at the group of three, a frank stare of amazement. A crooked smile came
to his lips.
 
“Somewhat later than usual, I see,” he said, and the glove came off with
a jerk. “What’s the matter, Jones? Rebellion?”

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