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Black is White 54

Black is White 54


“He is not going to die, Dr Hodder,” she said quietly. Something went
through his body that warmed it curiously. He felt a thrill, as one who
is seized by a great, overpowering excitement.
 
She preceded them into the hall. Brood came last. He closed the door
behind him after a swift glance about the room that had been his most
private retreat for years.
 
He was never to set foot inside its walls again. In that single glance
he bade farewell to it for ever.
 
It was a hated, unlovely spot. He had spent an age in it during those
bitter morning hours, an age of imprisonment.
 
On the landing below they came upon Lydia. She was seated on a
window--ledge, leaning wearily against the casement. She did not rise as
they approached, but watched them with steady, smouldering eyes in which
there was no friendliness, no compassion. They were her enemies; they
had killed the thing she loved.
 
Brood’s eyes met hers for an instant, and then fell before the bitter
look they encountered. His shoulders drooped as he passed close by her
motionless figure and followed the doctor down the hall to the bedroom
door. It opened and closed an instant later and he was with his son.
 
For a long time Lydia’s sombre, piteous gaze hung upon the door through
which he had passed and which was closed so cruelly against her, the one
who loved him best of all. At last she looked away; her attention was
caught by a queer, clicking sound near at hand. She was surprised to
find Yvonne Brood standing close beside her, her eyes closed and her
fingers telling the beads that ran through her fingers, her lips moving
in voiceless prayer.
 
The girl watched her dully for a few moments, then with growing
fascination. The incomprehensible creature was praying! To Lydia this
seemed to be the most unnatural thing in all the world. She could not
associate prayer with this woman’s character; she could not imagine her
having been in all her life possessed of a fervent religious thought. It
was impossible to think of her as being even hypocritically pious.
 
Lydia began to experience a strange feeling of irritation. She turned
her face away, unwilling to be a witness to this shallow mockery. She
was herself innately religious. In her secret soul she resented an
appeal to Heaven by this luxurious worldling; she could not bring
herself to think of her as anything else. Prayer seemed a profanation on
her scarlet lips.
 
Lydia believed that Frederic had shot himself. She put Yvonne down as
the real cause of the calamity that had fallen upon the house. But for
her, James Brood never would have had a motive for striking the blow
that crushed all desire to live out of the unhappy boy. She had made
of her husband an unfeeling monster, and now she prayed! She had played
with the emotions of two men, and now she begged to be pardoned for her
folly! An inexplicable desire to laugh at the plight of the trifler came
over the girl, but even as she checked it another and more unaccountable
force ordered her to obey the impulse to turn once more to look into the
face of her companion.
 
Yvonne was looking at her. She had ceased telling the beads, and her
hands hung limply at her sides. For a full minute, perhaps, the two
regarded each other without speaking.
 
“He is not going to die, Lydia,” said Yvonne gravely.
 
The girl started to her feet.
 
“Do you think it is your prayer, and not mine, that has reached God’s
ears?’” she cried.
 
“The prayer of a nobler woman than either of you or I has gone to the
throne,” said the other.
 
Lydia’s eyes grew dark with resentment.
 
“You could have prevented all------”
 
“Be good enough to remember that you have said all that to me before,
Lydia.”
 
“What is your object in keeping me away from him at such a time as this,
Mrs Brood?” demanded Lydia. “You refuse to let me go in to him. Is it
because you are afraid of what------”
 
“There are trying days ahead of us, Lydia,” interrupted Yvonne. “We will
have to face them together. I can promise you this: Frederic will be
saved for you. To--morrow, next day, perhaps, I may be able to explain
everything to you. You hate me to--day. Everyone in this house hates me,
even Frederic. There is a day coming when you will not hate me. That was
my prayer, Lydia. I was not praying for Frederic, but for myself.”
 
“For yourself? I might have known you------”
 
“You hesitate? Perhaps it is just as well.”
 
“I want to say to you, Mrs Brood, that it is my purpose to remain in
this house as long as I can be------”
 
“You are welcome, Lydia. You will be the one great tonic that is to
restore him to health of mind and body. Yes, I shall go further and say
that you are commanded to stay here and help me in the long fight that
is ahead of us.”
 
“I thank you, Mrs Brood,” the girl was surprised into saying.
 
Both of them turned quickly as the door to Frederic’s room opened and
James Brood came out into the hall. His face was drawn with pain and
anxiety, but the light of exaltation was in his eyes.
 
“Come, Lydia,” he said softly, after he had closed the door behind him.
“He knows me. He is conscious. Hodder can’t understand it, but he seems
to have suddenly grown stronger. He------”
 
“Stronger?” cried Yvonne, the ring of triumph in her voice. “I knew!
I could feel it coming--his strength--even out here, James. Yes, go
in now, Lydia. You will see a strange sight, my dear. James Brood will
kneel beside his son and tell him------”
 
“Come!” said Brood, spreading out his hands in a gesture of admission.
“You must hear it, too, Lydia. Not you, Thérèse! You are not to come
in.”
 
“I grant you ten minutes, James,” she said with the air of a dictator.
“After that I shall take my stand beside him and you will not be
needed.” She struck her breast sharply with her clenched hand. “His one
and only hope lies here, James. I am his salvation. I am his strength.
When you come out of that room again it will be to stay out until I give
the word for you to re--enter. Go, now, and put spirit into him. That is
all I ask of you.”
 
He stared for a moment and then lowered his head. A moment later Lydia
followed him into the room and Yvonne was alone in the hall. Alone?
Ranjab was ascending the stairs. He came and stood before her and bent
his knee.
 
“I forgot,” she said, looking down upon him without a vestige of the old
dread in her eyes. “I have a friend, after all.”
 
 
 
 
CHAPTER XXIII
 
On a warm morning, toward the middle of June, Frederic and Lydia sat in
the quaint, old--world courtyard, almost directly beneath the balcony
of Yvonne’s boudoir. He lounged comfortably, yet weakly, in the
invalid--chair that had been wheeled to the spot by Ranjab, and she sat
on a pile of cushions at his feet.
 
Looking at him, one would not have thought that he had passed through
the valley of the shadow of death and was but now emerging into the
sunshine of security. His face was pale, but there was a healthy gloss
to the skin and a clear light in the eye.
 
For a week or more he had been permitted to walk about the house and
into the garden, always leaning on the arm of his father or the faithful
Hindu. Each succeeding day saw his strength and vitality increase, and
each night he slept with the peace of a care--free child. He was filled
with contentment; he loved life as he had never dreamed it would be
possible for him to love it. There was a song in his heart and there was
a bright star always on the edge of his horizon.
 
As for Lydia, she was radiant with happiness. The long fight was over.
She had gone through the campaign against death with loyal, unfaltering
courage; there had never been an instant when her staunch heart had
failed her; there had been distress, but never despair. If the strain
told on her it did not matter, for she was of the fighting kind. Her
love was the sustenance on which she throve, despite the beggarly
offerings that were laid before her during those weeks of famine. Her
strong, young body lost none of its vigour; her splendid spirit gloried
in the tests to which it was subjected, and now she was as serene as the
June day that found her wistfully contemplating the results of victory.
 
Times there were when a pensive mood brought the touch of sadness to her
grateful heart. She was happy and Frederic was happy, but what of the
one who actually had wrought the miracle? That one alone was unhappy,
unrequited, undefended. There was no place for her in the new order
of things. When Lydia thought of her, as she often did, it was with an
indescribable craving in her soul. She longed for the hour to come when
Yvonne Brood would lay aside the mask of resignation and demand tribute;
when the strange defiance that held all of them at bay would disappear,
and they could feel that she no longer regarded them as adversaries.
 
There was no longer a symptom of rancour in the heart of Lydia Desmond.
She realised that her beloved’s recovery was due almost entirely to
the remarkable influence exercised by this woman at a time when mortal
agencies appeared to be of no avail. Her absolute certainty that she had
the power to thwart death, at least in this instance, had its effect not
only on the wounded man, but on those who attended him.
 
Dr Hodder and the nurses were not slow to admit that her magnificent
courage, her almost scornful self--assurance, supplied them with an
incentive that otherwise might never have got beyond the form of a mere
hope. There was something positively startling in her serene conviction
that Frederic was not to die. No less a sceptic than the renowned Dr
Hodder confided to Lydia and her mother that he now believed in the
supernatural and never again would say “there is no God.”
 
Hodder had gone to James Brood at the end of the third day and, with the
sweat of the haunted on his brow, had whispered hoarsely that the case
was out of his hands. He was no longer the doctor, but an agent governed
by a spirit that would not permit death to claim its own. And somehow
Brood understood far better than the man of science.

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