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The Crimson Conquest 36

The Crimson Conquest 36



Hearts Revealed and Sundered*_
 
 
Now, when two human hearts are throbbing under the mysterious influence
of the spell called Love, be it noted that the universe pauses in its
majestic routine to take a part. Our good Mother Nature lends a more
benevolent smile. The breeze touches with softer caress and gentler
whispering. The trees and herbage are greener, the flowers yield a
sweeter fragrance and wear an added loveliness. The Sun himself shines
with brighter effulgence and more generous warmth; at his setting,
paints the heavens and gray old earth in hues of unwonted brilliancy,
and gives way to twilights more tender than twilights seen at other
times. And the Moonwhat splendor in her radiance then! and in the
stars! The worldthe non-human part of it, for our fellowmen are often
less benignant and sometimes roughen love’s pathway most lamentablythe
world takes on new charms and promises things untold; conspiring with
the insistent young archer and with a thousand circumstances to lure the
lovers on to their silently coveted happiness. Let all mankind unite in
a commanding "Nay!" yet the two hear a still voice in more urgent "Yea,
yea!" and read approval in Nature’s kindly face. Be their resistance
never so strong in the beginning, it must surely be overcome by a fatal
languor at a fatal moment, and the archer triumphs.
 
Often, when Cristoval sat beside her in the hemicycle in meditative
silence, Rava would take up Maytalca’s _tinya_[1] and sing to its
accompaniment. The melodies were simple, soft, and plaintive, and she
sang with the sympathy and sweetness of her nature, her voice quivering
from the fulness of her heart. The music was the one thing needful to
complete the agony of Cristoval’s self-denial. He heard her at first
with wonder, then with unaffected ravishment.
 
 
[1] Tinya = a stringed instrument something like the guitar.
 
 
One moonlight eveningalas, a moonlight evening!Rava had been telling
him the great Peruvian classic, "Apu-Ollanta." Ollanta, the hero of the
drama, born in obscurity, had risen by bravery and soldierly skill to
the command of the armies of the Inca Pachacutec Yupanqui, and was his
most trusted and beloved lieutenant. In an unfortunate hour he had
loved and gained the love of Cusi-Coyllur, the Inca’s daughter. The
attachment, forbidden by the laws of Tavantinsuyu because of Ollanta’s
ignoble birth, was punishable with death. It was the story which has
furnished a theme for poets through the ages. They loved in secret, and
when at length concealment became no longer possible, Ollanta braved the
laws and the Inca’s wrath, and demanded Cusi-Coyllur in marriage. He
was denied and banished from Cuzco, and when a child was born to the
unhappy princess she was cast into prison. Ollanta hurried to his army
in one of the provinces, raised his soldiers in rebellion, and led them
to rescue his love. The war raged through ten long years, and after the
death of Pachacutec Yupanqui, was carried on by his son. At last
Ollanta, vanquished and a captive, was taken in chains to Cuzco; but the
young Inca, more generous than his father, and moved by the rebel’s
constancy, pardoned him and led him to the dungeon of the princess.
Years of confinement and sorrow had aged her prematurely, but Ollanta
saw only the long-lost adored one of his youth and their child,
andwell, they were married and restored to happiness and honor.
 
The story was long, and Rava told it with the simple candor of
innocence, repeating with feeling and __EXPRESSION__ quite without
consciousness of self, those passages whose beauty most appealed to her,
from time to time taking up her instrument for the songs in the play.
She finished, and sat with hands clasped, looking out upon the moon-lit
lake, preoccupied and musing, apparently expecting no comment from
Cristoval. He had listened with rapt attention, leaning forward with
cheek upon his hand, less mindful of the story itself than of her low
voice and the emotion on her sensitive features. He sat contemplating
the calm beauty of the dark eyes, until, conscious of his gaze, she
turned toward him. He roused from his reverie.
 
"It is a beautiful story, Ñusta Rava," he said, gently drawing the
_tinya_ from her lap.
 
There was a shadow of doubt in her look as she replied, "Didst find it
so, Cristoval? It telleth little of war."
 
"Little of war, to be sure," he answered, failing to notice her tone;
"but perhaps the better for that. I have heard its like before," he
went on, fingering the strings.
 
"Yes?" she asked, with slight surprise.
 
"Yes, Ñusta Rava. Why not?" responded Cristoval, in turn surprised at
the slight incredulity in her voice. "Stories of hopeless love and happy
endings? Why not, my dear?"
 
"But do you have love-stories in Castile? I thought"
 
"What didst think? We have love-stories and love-songs a-many."
 
"Thou hast never told me one," she said, with a shade of reproach; "nor
have I ever heard thee sing except of soldiers and horrid battles."
 
"Why, mayhap ’t is true," said Cristoval, reflectively. "But I know more
of such than of the other, though once" He paused, then added with
more of suppressed emphasis and resolution than seemed to be required,
"I will sing thee one now, Ñusta Rava!"
 
He was familiar with the guitar, and the _tinya_ was therefore not so
strange that he could not, without difficulty, find the chords. He had,
moreover, taken it up when Rava was not by, and so made its
acquaintance; so that after retuning he picked out a fair accompaniment
and began. His song was one of those sweet Spanish airs which breathe
passion in every line, and he sang with true feeling, with the richness
of voice native to his race.
 
Rava listened to a song utterly strange and in an unknown tongue. But
music, said to be the universal language, surely is the universal
language of love, and her heart beat in response to every measure. Had
she been indifferent to the singer she could not have been unmoved; but
her unspoken longing made her doubly vibrant to his emotion, and the
close left her pale and strangely quiet.
 
Cristoval laid aside the _tinya_. The moon was shining full in Rava’s
face as she leaned back, and he glanced into eyes from which the deep
melancholy had gone. They were no longer doubtful, but swimming with
happiness that struggled with timidity. The song was a revelation. It
had solved the riddle of this good, brave Viracocha, and had shown him a
man. He was no longer the demigod, reserved, with breast invulnerable,
but of flesh and blood. She did not need to know the meaning of his
words. Every inflection had said more than words. Her own voice was
tremulous and almost inaudible.
 
"It was a love-song, Cristoval?"
 
"A love-song," he replied, looking away.
 
"Then thouthen the Viracochas can love?" she faltered, after a pause.
 
Cristoval turned quickly. "Can love, child!" he exclaimed. "Why, what
dost think us? Men without souls?"
 
"But I mean _love_, Cristoval," she said, with timid earnestness. "The
love that is not cruel, and merciless, and savage, like that of the
Viracochas at Caxamalca; nor yet" She hesitated, and dropped her eyes.
 
"Nor yet?" asked Cristoval, bending forward.
 
She looked at him again waveringly.
 
"Nor yet?" he persisted. "What wouldst say?"
 
Her eyes fell once more. "Nor yet," she murmured, "the love that is all
unselfishness, like that of a father for his child. Oh, Cristoval, I
know not what I would say, but there was in the song what I thought the
Viracochas could not feel."
 
He replied impetuously: "Thou hast thought that? Thou hast dreamed we
could not love? Shall I tell thee how we can love? We can worship,
Ñusta Rava, and yet, hopeless, be silent until death were happiness."
 
She regarded him in wonder. "Hopeless, Cristoval?" she asked, in a
voice so low that he barely heard it, and the question threw him off his
guard. He answered it quickly and desperately, and in giving voice to
the torture of his soul for weeks, forgot to be impersonal.
 
"Hopeless!" he repeated, turning away again. "How else? What art
thou?a princess. And I?" He stopped. When he looked again his eyes
met that in hers which a lover should be willing to give his life to
see. Darkened by the moonlight, they regarded him with strange, intent
abstraction, serious, gentle, and ineffably fond. This time Cristoval
did not turn away. He must have been more than humanor lessto have
turned away.
 
For an instant, as a drowning man reviews a lifetime, he had a hundred
thoughts of deprecation, each a stab. He spurned them. The dross of
common things faded into due perspective. The world’s cares and dangers
grew shadowy. His hands sought hers. As they yielded, the deep eyes
deepened, and her lips parted with a sigh, almost a sob.
 
 
The _tinya_ had slipped to the ground at their feet. Rava unclasped her
hands from his neck and drew back her head to look into his eyes. "Ah,
Cristoval, then thou canst love?truly, thou canst love, and dost love
me?"
 
Cristoval kissed the upturned lips and eyes and brow. "God knoweth I
love thee, Rava, and have loved thee long. I had not purposed to tell
thee."
 
"That would have been wrong and cruel," said Rava. "Why wouldst thou not
have told me?"
 
"I thought we must part, my own, and would have spared thee an aching
heart."
 
"Thou wouldst have denied me the only solace for a broken heart," she
sighed, clinging more closely. "But now, we shall never part,
Cristoval."
 
"Never! Never, with the help of Heaven!" he whispered.
 
But at length, the leave-taking for the night. A score of leave-takings
before the last wafted kiss from her doorway, and the beloved form
vanished in its shadow. Then Cristoval, alone, sought to realize his
happiness. In his room he raised his sword, and kissed its hiltthe
soldier’s cross.
 
 
Ware happiness complete! Evil hath no harbinger more sure. Their
glimpse of it was fleeting, as always. Even while they dreamed it would
endure, the blow was falling. One day, a second, and a thirddays with
hours like minutes, speeding on so quickly to the evening, the evening
so quickly into night, that the lovers seemed hardly met before it was
time to part again and lie in fevered longing for the dawn, each with a
thousand thoughts untold. Ah, Time! Capricious, perverse and always
cruel; swift as light when the moments are of joy; grudging and
niggardly in their measure when mortals would have them long; but
unsparing, lavish, prodigal, when thou metest hours of sorrow!

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