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My Monks of Vagabondia 5

My Monks of Vagabondia 5



"In the west," he explained. Then the boys turned and laughed without
restraint.
 
"An ordinary sunset and a most ordinary joke," I said, rather icily.
But they continued to laugh, first looking at my companion and then at
me.
 
"Not so ordinary," said another boy. "If you could see it from where we
are you could understand."
 
"I understand you only too well," I answered.
 
Then the two boys who were on the Reception Committee came over to us
and took my German friend in hand. There were no more remarks until we
reached the house and the man himself was quite out of hearing.
 
"Why did you bring out a man like that?" the cook questioned me soon
after I reached the house, and every one looked up from the evening
paper he was reading anxious to have his little laugh.
 
But years have taught me somewhat of the ways of men. Did not Moses,
when the children of Israel attempted to entangle him in argument,
make his contention invulnerable by stating, "God spake unto Moses,
saying,----"
 
After that there wasn't much chance for argument. The best thing they
could do at such a time was to quietly line up in the ranks. And there
is an answer that will always check the hilarity of homeless men and
make them as sympathetic as children.
 
"Why did you bring him out with you?" the cook repeated.
 
"Why?" I said, simply, "the man is hungry."
 
Each boy frowned at the cook and turned back to his reading. And
the cook made no answer, except he served the new-comer with double
portions.
 
That night the German slept with his bed between the two beds of the
Reception Committee, and I heard nothing from him until they came to
report to me in the morning.
 
"Father," said one of the committee, "I don't like that old party you
brought out with you yesterday. All night long in his sleep he was
muttering: 'Down with the millionaire; curse the capitalist'--that man
is an anarchist."
 
A moment later the second member of the committee came in.
 
"Mr. Floyd, you know that wooden box that 'Whiskers' brought with him?"
he asked, nervously; "I put my ear down to it and listened. I could
hear something inside going tick, tick, tick, as plain as day."
 
"You are excited," I said. "After breakfast send the man to me."
 
In my room the German and myself talked a long time.
 
I asked him about the University of Heidelberg, the influence of
the student in German politics and of the world-wide socialistic
movement--had he ever read the works of Karl Marx, the great Socialist?
 
No, he never had.
 
Had he ever read La Salle, the anarchist?
 
No.
 
Or, in his travels, had he ever seen that little pamphlet entitled,
"Dynamite as a Revolutionary Agency?"
 
No.
 
But despite the denial, it was plain to see that my old German was
the anarchist that my committee had decided him to be. So I sent out
word that the boys should redouble their kindness to their half-crazed
friend. It was an opportunity to try our simple methods upon a man who
felt that the sad old world and its many peoples were as utterly lost
as a man may become who believes that there is no good within himself.
Men who feel themselves to be evil, they work evil.
 
Hardly had a fortnight passed before our good anarchist caught the
spirit of the place and began to feel that kindly sympathy that dwells
even in the hearts of stranded men. The young men grew really fond of
him.
 
At night he was the last man to knock at my door to see that everything
had been given attention; in the morning he was the first to ask what I
wished done.
 
It was a cheery "good night" and a cheery "good morning." After several
months our anarchist succeeded in finding his brother's address in
Philadelphia. The brother offered him a home and a chance to work, so
it was arranged for our friend to go to him.
 
As he was bidding me "adieu" he said: "When we first met, you
asked me if I had read any anarchistic writings, and I answered
you untruthfully. I have read the authors you mentioned, and in my
desperation I do not know to what extreme I might not have gone, for I
had lost faith in all men.
 
"But to see these young men at the Colony, forgetful of their own
troubles, trying to help me to a renewal of courage, gave me a clearer
viewpoint of life--the blood I see now in my dreams is not that of the
capitalist done to death by a communistic mob--it is the blood of the
gentle Christ, who said:
 
"'Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself.'"
 
[Illustration: MAIN BUILDING FROM THE BUNGALOW]
 
 
 
 
A BASHFUL BEGGAR
 
 
 
 
"Faint heart ne'er won fair lady."
 
 
 
 
A Bashful Beggar
 
 
"It is his diffidence," the good lady told me, "that has caused the
young man to fail dismally in this strenuous age of materialism. His is
a gentle spirit!"
 
At their first meeting, she told me, when he called at her home and
asked for something to eat, he appeared so shy and embarrassed that she
was immediately interested in him. He blushed and stammered in a most
pitiable way, and after he had eaten heartily of the roast beef and
potatoes placed before him he wanted to hurry away, hardly having the
courage to remain and thank his benefactor.
 
The good lady told me all this in such a serious manner that I felt
I must accept it seriously, and when she suggested that I drive over
to a neighboring village to meet the boy at the train, because, being
unaccustomed to travel, he could never find his way alone to the
Colony, I arranged to meet him.
 
There are simple-minded men--mental defectives--who are oftentimes
helpless as children, and I was inclined to put this boy in that class.
 
But the lad whom I found waiting for me at the station came out to meet
me in a manner so self-possessed that for the instant I was startled.
The report of him seemed to be much in error.
 
"I ought not to have put you to all this trouble," he said, in ready
apology.
 
"The letter," I replied, "stated that you might not be able to find
your way."
 
He gave me a sly, shrewd glance, and then, confident that he was
understood, he said simply, "Indeed?"
 
"Naturally you did not confide in the lady who sent you, that you had
freighted it through most States as far as the railroads go?"
 
"No, I did not approach her as a penitent at confessional," he
answered, "but rather as a panhandler at the side door. Confession may
help to advance a man spiritually, but to a man living on the material
plane, would you advise it?"
 
"Is it true," I asked, "that you stammered and blushed when our friend
offered you roast beef and potatoes?"
 
"It is my best canvass," he replied.
 
We had driven some distance while this conversation was in progress,
and coming to cross-roads, I was uncertain of the direction.
 
"Go in to that farmhouse, please," I said to my companion, pointing to
a cheerful looking home a short distance from the road, "and inquire
the way?"
 
He alighted quickly and went around to the side door out of my sight.
I waited, every moment expecting him to return with the desired
information, and was growing impatient when he came out to me, his face
beaming with the enthusiasm that follows a successful interview.
 
"This is your share," he said, holding out a generous portion of hot
apple pie to me. "The lady who lives here is a motherly soul--very
proud of her cooking, and the pie did smell most tempting--I could not
resist."
 
"Did you use your usual 'blush and stammer' method to solicit this
pastry?" I questioned him.
 
"No, she was as hungry for my compliments as I was for her apple pie,
so we simply made a fair exchange."
 
"And the directions back to the Colony?"
 
"The direction?" and he felt extremely stupid. "I felt all the time
that--in my sub-conscious mind--there was a thought trying to assert
itself."
 
"But the strength of a bad habit," I remarked, "held back the thought:
habit is a strong force for good or evil, for it perpetuates itself by
a form, as it were, of auto-suggestion. You know all suggestions are
powerful."
 
"It is good pie, isn't it?" he asked, irrelevantly.

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