2016년 1월 22일 금요일

The Lions Whelp 43

The Lions Whelp 43


There was the shadow of unshed tears in his sad, gray eyes, and an
almost childlike pathos in his dropped head. Jane could not bear it.
She stroked and kissed his big hand, and her tears fell down upon it.
"I will go home," she said softly, "and pray for you. I will not pray
for myself, but for you. I will ask God to stand at your right hand and
your left hand, to beset you behind and before, and to lay His
comforting, helping hand upon you. And you must not lose heart, sir,
under your burden, because many that were with you have gone against
you, or because there are constant plots to take your life. There is
the ninetieth Psalm. It is yours, sir."
 
And Cromwell’s face shone, and he spoke in an ecstasy, "Truly, truly, he
that dwelleth in the secret place of the Most High shall abide under the
shadow of the Almighty. How did David reach that height, Jane?"
 
"He was taught of God, sir."
 
"I am sure of that. I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my
fortress; my God, in Him will I trustthou shalt not be afraid for the
terror by night, nor for the arrow that flieth by dayHe shall give His
angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways."
 
"My dear lord, is not that sufficient?" and Jane’s face was now full of
light, and she forgot her fears, and her sorrow was lifted from her.
She found a strange courage, and the words were put into her mouth, so
that she must needs say them:
 
"It is most true, our Protector, that you have a great burden, but are
you not glad of heart that God looked down from heaven, and seeing poor
England bound and suffering, chose youyou, from out of tens of
thousands of Englishmenand called you from your sheep and oxen and
wheat-fields, and said unto you, ’_Oliver Cromwell, free My people_,’
and then so filled your heart with the love of freedom that you could
not help but answer, ’_Here am I, Lord_.’ The other night I listened to
some heavenly discourse from Doctor Verity, and he said that from
henceforth, every flying fold of our English flag would have but one
spoken word for all nations, and that word _Freedom_. Some may be
ungrateful, but your faith and valour and labour for England will never
be forgotten. Never!"
 
Her face gathered colour and light beyond the colour and light of mere
flesh and blood as she spoke, and Cromwell’s reflected it. He was "in
the spirit," as this childlike woman with prescient vision prophesied
for him, and looking far, far off into the future, as one seeing things
invisible, he answered confidently
 
"I know, and I am sure, Jane, that time will be the seal to my
faithfulness. I know, and I am sure, that my name shall mix with every
thought and deed of Freedom, even in lands now unknown, and in ages yet
to come. Then, brave freemen shall say in my ears, ’Well done my son.’
And shall not the dead ears hear? They shall. Indeed they shall! I
know, and am sure, Jane, that English speaking men will take in trust,
not only my name, but the names of all who, with me, held their lives
less than Freedom, and gave them a burnt-offering and blood sacrifice
without price or grudging. These men dying, mixed their breath and
names with Freedom’s, and they shall live forever. For this is the
truth, Jane: thrones shall fall and nations pass away, but death has no
part in Freedom."
 
And as he spoke, his words rang and sounded like music, and stirred the
blood like a trumpet; and Jane’s face was lifted to the rough, glorified
visage of the warrior and the seer, who saw yet afar off his
justification, saw it in the Red Cross of St. George flying over land
and sea, and carrying in all its blowing folds only one glorious
word"FREEDOM."
 
In such moments Cromwell’s spirit walked abreast of angels; he looked
majestic, he spoke without pause or ambiguity, and with an heroic
dictation that carried conviction rather than offense, for it had
nothing personal in it, and it suited him just as hardness suits fine
steel.
 
In this enthusiasm of national feeling, Jane forgot her personal grief,
and as she went homeward, she kept repeating to herself Cromwell’s
parting words, "Don’t doubt, Jane. God nor man nor nature can do
anything for doubters. They cannot." She understood what was included
in this advice, and she tried to realise it. The moment Mrs. Swaffham
saw her daughter, she took notice of the change in her countenance and
speech and manner, and she said to herself, "Jane has been with Oliver
Cromwell. No one else could have so influenced her." And very soon
Jane told her all that had been done and said, and both women tried to
assure themselves that a few more weeks of patience would bring them
that certainty which is so much easier to bear than suspense. For the
very hope of suspense is cruel, but in the face of a sorrow, sure and
known, the soul erects herself and finds out ways and means to mitigate
or to bear it.
 
States of enthusiasm, however, do not last; and they are not often to be
desired. The disciples after the glory of Mount Tabor were not able to
go with Christ up Calvary. Jane felt the very next day that she had
mentally promised herself to do more than she was able to perform. She
could not forget Cluny, or put in his place any less selfish object; and
though the days came laden with strange things, she did not take the
fervid interest in public events her father and mother did. For there
are in nature points of view where a cot can blot out a mountain, and on
our moral horizons a personal event can put a national revolution in the
background. In the main, she carried a loving, steadfast heart, that
waited in patience, sometimes even in hope; but there were many days
when her life seemed to be tied in a knot, and when fear and sorrow
crept like a mist over it. For there was nothing for her to do; she
could only wait for the efforts of others, and she longed rather for the
pang of personal conflict. But human beings without these tidal
fluctuations are not interesting; people who always pursue the "even
tenor of their way" leave us chilled and dissatisfied; we prefer that
charm of uncertain expectation, which, with all its provocations, made
Matilda dear and delightful to Jane, and Jane perennially interesting,
even to those who did not think as she thought or do as she did.
 
At length April came, and the bare brown garden was glorious with the
gold and purple of the crocus flowers and the moonlight beauty of the
lilies. Birds were building in the hedges, and the sun shone brightly
overhead. The spirit of spring was everywhere; men and boys went
whistling along the streets, the watermen were singing in their barges,
and a feeling of busy content and security pervaded London, and, indeed,
all England.
 
Suddenly, this atmosphere of cheerful labour and abounding hope was
filled with terror and with a cry of murder, of possible war and another
struggle for liberty. A gigantic plot for the assassination of the
Protector was discoveredthat is, it was discovered to the people;
Cromwell himself had been aware of its first inception, and had watched
it grow to its shameful maturity. He had seen the wavering give it aid,
and those who were his professed friends, strike hands with those
pledged to strike him to the heart. Two months previously he had
retired a number of foolish Royalist officers, broken to pieces their
silly plans, and given them their lives; but this drama of assassination
came from Charles Stuart and Prince Rupert, and from the headquarters of
royalty in the French capital. Its programme in Charles’ name giving
"liberty to any man whatsoever, in any way, to destroy the life of the
base mechanic fellow, Oliver Cromwell," had been in Cromwell’s
possession from the time of its printing, and he knew not only every
soul connected with the plot, but also the day and the hour and the very
spot in which, and on which, his life was to be taken. But to the city
of London the arrest of forty conspirators in their midst, was a shock
that suspended for a time all their business.
 
Israel Swaffham was the first person called into the Protector’s
presence. He found him in great sorrow, sorrow mingled with a just
indignation. Standing by the long table in the Council Chamber, he
struck it violently with his clenched hand as he pointed out to Israel
the personalities of the conspirators. At one name he paused, and with
his finger upon it, looked into Israel’s face. And as iron struck by
iron answers the blow, so Israel answered that sorrowful, inquiring
gaze.
 
"It is a burning shame," he said angrily. "You have pardoned and warned
and protected him for years."
 
"I must even now do what I can; I must, Israel, for his father’s sake.
A warrant will be issued to-night, and I cannot stay that; and
personally I cannot warn him of it. Israel, you remember his father?"
 
"Yes, a noble, upright man as ever England bred."
 
"You and he and I fought some quarrels out for our country together."
 
"We did."
 
"And this son is the last of the name. He played with my boys."
 
"And with mine."
 
"They went fishing and skating together."
 
"Yes; I know."
 
"One day I saved this man’s life. He was a little lad, twelve years or
about it, and he went through the ice. At some risk I saved him, and he
rode home behind me; I can feel, as I speak, his long childish arms
around my waist; I can indeed, Israel. These are the thorns of power
and office. On these tenter-hooks I hang my very heart every day. What
am I to do?"
 
"My dear lord, do nothing. I can do all you wish. There needs no more
words between us. In two hours Abel Deweyyou know Abelwill be on the
road. Nothing stops Dewey. Give him a good horse and he will so manage
himself and the beast as to reach his journey’s end in twenty-four
hours."
 
"But charge him about the good horse, Israel. These poor animalsthey
have almost human troubles and sicknesses."
 
Israel then went quickly home. He called Jane and explained to her in a
few words what she was to do; and by the time her letter to Matilda was
ready, Abel Dewey was at the door waiting for it. Its beginning and
ending was in the ordinary strain of girls’ letters, but in the centre
there were some ominous words, rendered remarkable by the large script
used, and by the line beneath them"I must tell you there has been a
great plot against the Protector discovered. Charles Stuart and Prince
Rupert are the head and front of the same, but there is a report that
Stephen de Wick is not behindhand, and my father did hear that a warrant
was out for Stephen, and hoped he would reach French soil, ere it
reached him. And I said I thought Stephen was in France; and father
answered, ’Pray God so; if not, he cannot be there too soon if he would
not have his head off on Tower Hill.’" Then the letter went on to speak
of the removal of the Protector’s family to Hampton Court palace, and of
the signing of the Dutch peace, and the banquet given to the Dutch
Ministers. "I was at the table of the Lady Protectoress," she said,
"and many great people were present, but the Protector seemed to enjoy
most the company of the Rev. Mr. Wheelwright, who was the only one who
could beat the Protector at football when they were at college together.
Some New England Puritans also were there, and I heard with much
pleasure about their cities in the wilderness; and Mr. Thurloe smoked
and said nothing; and Mr. John Milton played some heavenly music, and
lastly we all sung in parts Mr. Milton’s fine piece, ’_The Lord has been
our dwelling-place_.’ Ladies Mary and Frances Cromwell were beautifully
dressed, but the Lady Elizabeth Claypole is the light of Whitehall."
 
At these words Jane stopped. "Do I not know," she asked herself, "how
Matilda will have flung away my letter before this? And if not, with
what scorn she will treat ’the light of Whitehall’?" And these
reflections so chilled her memories, that she hasted to sign her name
and close the letter. Abel Dewey was ready for it; and as she watched
him ride away, her thoughts turned to de Wick, and she wondered in what
mood Matilda might be, and how she would receive the information sent her. Would it be a surprise?

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