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"Of gentle slope and wide,
As thou wert by my side;
I'll walk with gentle pace,
And choose the smoothest place,
And careful dip the oar,
And shun the winding shore,
And gently steer my boat
Where water-lilies float,
And cardinal flowers
Stand in their sylvan bowers."
A frivolous question has sometimes been raised whether the young
Thoreau knew what love was, like the Sicilian shepherd, who found
him a native of the rocks, a lion's whelp. With his poet-nature, he
early gathered this experience, and passed on; praising afterwards the
lion's nature in the universal god:--
"Implacable is Love,--
Foes may be bought or teased
From their hostile intent,--
But he goes unappeased
Who is on kindness bent.
"There's nothing in the world, I know,
That can escape from Love,
For every depth it goes below,
And every height above."
The Red Journal of five hundred and ninety-six long pages, in which
the early verses occur, was the first collection of Thoreau's
systematic diarizing. It ran on from October, 1837, to June, 1840,
and was succeeded by another journal of three hundred and ninety-six
pages, which was finished early in 1841. He wrote his first lecture
(on Society) in March, 1838, and read it before the Concord Lyceum in
the Freemasons' Hall, April 11, 1838. In the December following he
wrote a memorable essay on "Sound and Silence," and in February, 1840,
wrote his "first printed paper of consequence," as he says, on "Aulus
Persius Flaccus." The best of the early verses seem to have been
written in 1836-41. His contributions to the "Dial," which he helped
edit, were taken from his journals, and ran through nearly every
number from July, 1840, to April, 1844, when that magazine ceased.
For these papers he received nothing but the thanks of Emerson and the
praise of a few readers. Miss Elizabeth Peabody, in February, 1843,
wrote to Thoreau, that "the regular income of the 'Dial' does not pay
the cost of its printing and paper; yet there are readers enough to
support it, if they would only subscribe; and they will subscribe,
if they are convinced that only by doing so can they secure its
continuance." They did not subscribe, and in the spring of 1844 it
came to an end.
In 1842 Thoreau took a walk to Wachusett, his nearest mountain, and
the journal of this excursion was printed in the "Boston Miscellany"
of 1843. In it occurred the verses, written at least as early as
1841, in which he addresses the mountains of his horizon, Monadnoc,
Wachusett, and the Peterborough Hills of New Hampshire. These verses
were for some time in the hands of Margaret Fuller, for publication in
the "Dial," if she saw fit, but she returned them with the following
characteristic letter,--the first addressed by her to Thoreau:--
"[CONCORD] _18th October, 1841_.
"I do not find the poem on the mountains improved by mere
compression, though it might be by fusion and glow. Its
merits to me are, a noble recognition of Nature, two or
three manly thoughts, and, in one place, a plaintive music.
The image of the ships does not please me originally. It
illustrates the greater by the less, and affects me as when
Byron compares the light on Jura to that of the dark eye of
woman. I cannot define my position here, and a large class
of readers would differ from me. As the poet goes on to--
"Unhewn primeval timber,
For knees so stiff, for masts so limber."
he seems to chase an image, already rather forced, into
conceits.
"Yet, now that I have some knowledge of the man, it seems
there is no objection I could make to his lines (with the
exception of such offenses against taste as the lines about
the humors of the eye, as to which we are already agreed),
which I would not make to himself. He is healthful, rare,
of open eye, ready hand, and noble scope. He sets no limits
to his life, nor to the invasions of nature; he is not
willfully pragmatical, cautious, ascetic, or fantastical.
But he is as yet a somewhat bare hill, which the warm gales
of Spring have not visited. Thought lies too detached,
truth is seen too much in detail; we can number and mark
the substances imbedded in the rock. Thus his verses are
startling as much as stern; the thought does not excuse its
conscious existence by letting us see its relation with
life; there is a want of fluent music. Yet what could a
companion do at present, unless to tame the guardian of the
Alps too early? Leave him at peace amid his native snows.
He is friendly; he will find the generous office that shall
educate him. It is not a soil for the citron and the rose,
but for the whortleberry, the pine, or the heather.
"The unfolding of affections, a wider and deeper human
experience, the harmonizing influences of other natures,
will mould the man and melt his verse. He will seek thought
less and find knowledge the more. I can have no advice
or criticism for a person so sincere; but, if I give my
impression of him, I will say, 'He says too constantly of
Nature, she is mine.' She is not yours till you have been
more hers. Seek the lotus, and take a draught of rapture.
Say not so confidently, all places, all occasions are
alike. This will never come true till you have found it
false.
"I do not know that I have more to say now; perhaps these
words will say nothing to you. If intercourse should
continue, perhaps a bridge may be made between two minds
so widely apart; for I apprehended you in spirit, and you
did not seem to mistake me so widely as most of your kind
do. If you should find yourself inclined to write to me, as
you thought you might, I dare say, many thoughts would be
suggested to me; many have already, by seeing you from day
to day. Will you finish the poem in your own way, and send
it for the 'Dial'? Leave out
"And seem to milk the sky."
The image is too low; Mr. Emerson thought so too.
"Farewell! May truth be irradiated by Beauty! Let me know
whether you go to the lonely hut,[8] and write to me about
Shakespeare, if you read him there. I have many thoughts
about him, which I have never yet been led to express.
"MARGARET F.
"The penciled paper Mr. E. put into my hands. I have taken
the liberty to copy it. You expressed one day my own
opinion,--that the moment such a crisis is passed, we may
speak of it. There is no need of artificial delicacy, of
secrecy; it keeps its own secrets; it cannot be made false.
Thus you will not be sorry that I have seen the paper. Will
you not send me some other records of the _good week_?"
"Faithful are the wounds of a friend." This searching criticism would
not offend Thoreau; nor yet the plainness with which the same tongue
told the faults of a prose paper--perhaps "The Service,"--which
Margaret rejected in this note:--
"[CONCORD] _1st December (1841)_.
"I am to blame for so long detaining your manuscript. But
my thoughts have been so engaged that I have not found a
suitable hour to reread it as I wished, till last night.
This second reading only confirms my impression from the
first. The essay is rich in thoughts, and I should be
_pained_ not to meet it again. But then, the thoughts seem
to me so out of their natural order, that I cannot read
it through without _pain_. I never once feel myself in a
stream of thought, but seem to hear the grating of tools on
the mosaic. It is true, as Mr. Emerson says, that essays
not to be compared with this have found their way into the
'Dial.' But then, these are more unassuming in their tone,
and have an air of quiet good-breeding, which induces us to
permit their presence. Yours is so rugged that it ought to
be commanding."
These were the years of Thoreau's apprenticeship in literature, and
many were the tasks and mortifications he must endure before he became
a master of the writer's art.
CHAPTER VII.
FRIENDS AND COMPANIONS.
"Margaret Fuller," says William Henry Channing, "was indeed The
Friend; this was her vocation." It was no less the vocation of
Thoreau, though in a more lofty, unvarying, and serene manner.
"Literally," says the friend who best knew him, "his
views of friendship were high and noble. Those who loved
him never had the least reason to regret it. He made no
useless professions, never asked one of those questions
that destroy all relation; but he was on the spot at the
time, and had so much of human life in his keeping to the
last, that he could spare a breathing-place for a friend.
He meant friendship, and meant nothing else, and stood
by it without the slightest abatement; not veering as a
weathercock with each shift of a friend's fortune, nor like
those who bury their early friendships, in order to make
room for fresh corpses."
It is, therefore, impossible to sketch him by himself. He could have said, with Ellery Channing,--
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