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Henry D. Thoreau 7

Henry D. Thoreau 7



But to return to the childhood and youth of Thoreau. When he was three
or four years old, at Chelmsford, on being told that he must die,
as well as the men in the New England Primer, and having the joys
of heaven explained to him, he said, as he came in from "coasting,"
that he did not want to die and go to heaven, because he could not
carry his sled to so fine a place; for, he added, "the boys say it is
not shod with iron, and not worth a cent." At the age of ten, says
Channing, "he had the firmness of the Indian, and could repress his
pathos, and had such seriousness that he was called 'judge.'" As an
example of childish fortitude, it is related that he carried his pet
chickens for sale to the tavern-keeper in a basket; whereupon Mr.
Wesson told him to 'stop a minute,' and, in order to return the basket
promptly, took the darlings out, and wrung their necks, one by one,
before the boy's eyes, who wept inwardly, but did not budge. Having a
knack at whittling, and being asked by a schoolmate to make him a bow
and arrow, young Henry refused, not deigning to give the reason,--that
he had no knife. "So through life," says Channing, "he steadily
declined trying or pretending to do what he had no means to execute,
yet forbore explanations." He was a sturdy and kindly playmate, whose
mirthful tricks are yet remembered by those who frolicked with him,
and he always abounded with domestic affection. While in college he
once asked his mother what profession she would have him choose. She
said, pleasantly, "You can buckle on your knapsack, dear, and roam
abroad to seek your fortune;" but the thought of leaving home and
forsaking Concord made the tears roll down his cheeks. Then his
sister Helen, who was standing by, says Channing, "tenderly put her
arm around him and kissed him, saying, 'No, Henry, you shall not go;
you shall stay at home and live with us.'" And this, indeed, he did,
though he made one or two efforts to seek his fortune for a time
elsewhere.
 
His reading had been wide and constant while at school, and after
he entered college at the age of sixteen. His room in Cambridge was
in Hollis Hall; his instructors were such as he found there, but
in rhetoric he profited much by the keen intelligence of Professor
Channing, an uncle of his future friend and biographer, Ellery
Channing. I think he also came in contact, while in college, with
that singular poet, Jones Very, of Salem. He was by no means unsocial
in college, though he did not form such abiding friendships as do
many young men. He graduated in 1837. His expenses at Cambridge,
which were very moderate, compared with what a poor scholar must now
pay to go through college, were paid in part by his father, in part
by his aunts and his elder sister, Helen, who had already begun to
teach school; and for the rest he depended on his own efforts and the
beneficiary funds of the college, in which he had some little share.
I have understood that he received the income of the same modest
endowment which had been given to William and Ralph Waldo Emerson
when in college, some years before; and in other ways the generous
thought of that most princely man, Waldo Emerson, was not idle in
his behalf, though he knew Thoreau then only as the studious son of
a townsman, who needed a friend at court. What Mr. Emerson wrote to
Josiah Quincy, who was then president of Harvard College, in behalf of
Henry Thoreau does not appear, except from the terms of old Quincy's
reply; but we may infer it. Thoreau had the resource of school-keeping
in the country towns, during the college vacation and the extra
vacation that a poor scholar could claim; and this brought him, in
1835, to an acquaintance with that elder scholar, Brownson, who
afterwards became a Catholic doctor of theology. He left college one
winter to teach school at Canton, near Boston, where he was examined
by Rev. Orestes A. Brownson, then a Protestant minister in Canton.
He studied German and boarded with Mr. Brownson while he taught the
school. In 1836, he records in his journal that he "went to New York
with father, peddling." In his senior year, 1836-37, he was ill for
a time, and lost rank with his instructors by his indifference to
the ordinary college motives for study. This fact, and also that he
was a beneficiary of the college, further appears from the letter of
President Quincy to Mr. Emerson, as follows:--
 
"CAMBRIDGE, _25th June, 1837_.
 
"MY DEAR SIR,--Your view concerning Thoreau is entirely in
consent with that which I entertain. His general conduct
has been very satisfactory, and I was willing and desirous
that whatever falling off there had been in his scholarship
should be attributable to his sickness. He had, however,
imbibed some notions concerning emulation and college
rank which had a natural tendency to diminish his zeal,
if not his exertions. His instructors were impressed with
the conviction that he was indifferent, even to a degree
that was faulty, and that they could not recommend him,
consistent with the rule by which they are usually governed
in relation to beneficiaries. I have always entertained
a respect for and interest in him, and was willing to
attribute any apparent neglect or indifference to his ill
health rather than to wilfulness. I obtained from the
instructors the authority to state all the facts to the
Corporation, and submit the result to their discretion.
This I did, and that body granted _twenty-five dollars_,
which was within _ten_, or at most _fifteen_, dollars of
any sum he would have received, had no objection been made.
There is no doubt that, from some cause, an unfavorable
opinion has been entertained, since his return after his
sickness, of his disposition to exert himself. To what it
has been owing may be doubtful. I appreciate very fully
the goodness of his heart and the strictness of his moral
principle; and have done as much for him as, under the
circumstances, was possible.
 
"Very respectfully, your humble servant,
 
"JOSIAH QUINCY.
 
"Rev. R. W. EMERSON."
 
It is possible the college faculty may have had other grounds of
distrust in Thoreau's case. On May 30, 1836, his classmate Peabody
wrote him the following letter from Cambridge,--Thoreau being then at
home, for some reason,--from which we may infer that the sober youth
was not averse to such deeds as are there related:--
 
"The Davy Club got into a little trouble, the week before
last, from the following circumstance: H. W. gave a
lecture on Pyrotechny, and illustrated it with a parcel
of fireworks he had prepared in the vacation. As you may
imagine, there was some slight noise on the occasion. In
fact, the noise was so slight that Tutor B. heard it at his
room in Holworthy. This worthy boldly determined to march
forth and attack the 'rioters.' Accordingly, in the midst
of a grand display of rockets, etc., he stepped into the
room, and, having gazed round him in silent astonishment
for the space of two minutes, and hearing various cries of
'Intrusion!' 'Throw him over!' 'Saw his leg off!' 'Pull
his wool!' etc., he made two or three dignified motions
with his hand to gain attention, and then kindly advised
us to 'retire to our respective rooms.' Strange to say, he
found no one inclined to follow this good advice, and _he_
accordingly thought fit to withdraw. There is, as perhaps
you know, a law against keeping powder in the college
buildings. The effect of Tutor B.'s intrusion was evident
on the next Monday night, when H. W. and B. were invited
to call and see President Quincy; and owing to the tough
reasoning of Tutor B., who boldly asserted that 'powder was
powder,' they were each presented with a public admonition.
 
"We had a miniature volcano at Webster's lecture, the other
morning [this was Professor Webster, afterwards hanged
for the murder of Dr. Parkman], and the odors therefrom
surpassed all ever produced by Araby the Blest. Imagine to
yourself all the windows and shutters of the lecture-room
closed, and then conceive the delightful scent produced by
the burning of nearly a bushel of sulphur, phosphoretted
hydrogen, and other still more pleasant ingredients. As
soon as the burning commenced, there was a general rush
to the door, and a crowd collected there, running out
every half minute to get a breath of fresh air, and then
coming in to see the volcano. 'No noise nor nothing.'
Bigelow and Dr. Bacon manufactured some 'laughing gas,' and
administered it on the Delta. It was much better than that
made by Webster. Jack Weiss took some, as usual; Wheeler,
Jo Allen, and Hildreth each received a dose. Wheeler
proceeded to dance for the amusement of the company, Jo
jumped over the Delta fence, and Sam raved about Milton,
Shakespeare, Byron, etc. He took two doses; it produced a
great effect on him. He seemed to be as happy as a mortal
could desire; talked with Shakespeare, Milton, etc., and
seemed to be quite at home with them."
 
The persons named were classmates of Thoreau: one of them afterward
Rev. John Weiss; Wheeler was of Lincoln, and died early in Germany,
whither he went to study; Samuel Tenney Hildreth was a brother of
Richard Hildreth, the historian, and also died young. The zest with
which his classmate related these pranks to Thoreau seems to imply in
his correspondent a mind too ready towards such things to please the
learned faculty of Cambridge.
 
Mr. Quincy's letter was in reply to one which Mr. Emerson had written
at the request of Mrs. Thoreau, who feared her son was not receiving
justice from the college authorities. Thoreau graduated without much
distinction, but with a good name among his classmates, and a high
reputation for general scholarship. When he went to Maine, in May,
1838, to see if there was not some school for him to teach there, he
took with him this certificate from his pastor, Dr. Ripley:--
 
"CONCORD, _May 1, 1838_.
 
"TO THE FRIENDS OF EDUCATION,--The undersigned very
cheerfully hereby introduces to public notice the
bearer, Mr. David Henry Thoreau, as a teacher in the
higher branches of useful literature. He is a native of
this town, and a graduate of Harvard University. He is
well disposed and well qualified to instruct the rising
generation. His scholarship and moral character will bear
the strictest scrutiny. He is modest and mild in his
disposition and government, but not wanting in energy of
character and fidelity in the duties of his profession.
It is presumed his character and usefulness will be
appreciated more highly as an acquaintance with him shall
be cultivated. Cordial wishes for his success, reputation,
and usefulness attend him, as an instructor and gentleman.
 
"EZRA RIPLEY,
 
"_Senior Pastor of the First
Church in Concord, Mass._
 
"N. B.--_It is but justice to observe here that the
eyesight of the writer is much impaired._"
 
Accompanying this artless document is a list of clergymen in the towns
of Maine,--Portland, Belfast, Camden, Kennebunk, Castine, Ellsworth,
etc.,--in the handwriting of the good old pastor, signifying that as
young Thoreau traveled he should report himself to these brethren,
who might forward his wishes. But even at that early date, I suspect
that Thoreau undervalued the "D. D.'s" in comparison with the
"chickadedees," as he plainly declared in his later years. Another
certificate, in a firmer hand, and showing no token of impaired
eyesight, was also carried by Thoreau in this first visit to Maine. It was this:--

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