Madame Lacour knew nothing of all this; she had been ill for a
week, and had seen no one but M. Guimont, who took no interest in
such absurdities. She received company on the Thursday for the first time,
and was astonished to find that nobody came. She supposed they still
considered her ill, and finding it getting late, sent her servant to the
houses of two or three of her neighbours, to tell them she was waiting for
them. They replied, that they could not come. This answer was given in the
presence of an old lady, who, having no daughter, did not consider herself
bound to share in the resentment occasioned by Aglaia's conduct; besides,
being fond of news and gossip, she was glad to have an opportunity of
ascertaining what was going on at Madame Lacour's; whether the agreement
which had been made would be adhered to; what Madame Lacour would think of
it, and what Aglaia would say. When, therefore, Madame Lacour expressed
her astonishment at being thus abandoned, "It is not at all
surprising," said the old lady, "after what has happened."
"What has
happened then?" asked Madame Lacour.
Hereupon the old lady detailed, with
all the exaggerations usual in such cases, the misconduct of Aglaia, and the
consequent indignation of her friends. During this recital, Aglaia was in the
most painful situation; she made excuses, endeavoured to justify herself,
denied some things, and explained away others; but all this did not
prevent Madame Lacour from being excessively angry with her. She told
her that she felt disposed to send her that very moment to apologize to
all those ladies, but that, at all events, she should have to apologize. M.
Guimont and his children entering at this moment, found her in tears. "I
hope, at least," added Madame Lacour, "that your rudeness has not extended to
the children of my friend M. Guimont; for this is a thing I would never
forgive."
Hortense blushed a little, and ran to embrace Aglaia; Gustave
was silent, but Madame Lacour having asked him, whether it was because he
was displeased with Aglaia, that he had not come to correct her exercises for
several days past, he assured her that he had been very much occupied, a
statement which his father confirmed, and he proposed to look over them at
once. Aglaia, trembling, went and brought her papers, and gave them to him,
not daring, however, to raise her eyes; he corrected them, but without
talking to her, as he was accustomed to do, and when he had finished, he went
over to see the game which M. Guimont was playing with Madame Lacour and the
old lady. Aglaia's heart was very heavy. Hortense consoled herself as well
as she could, and said to her, "We shall have plenty of other things to chat
about now; a German lady, the Princess de Schwamberg, arrived about an hour
ago; she will be obliged to remain here for some days, because her governess,
of whom she is very fond, and whom she treats like a friend, has been taken
ill. It turns out that the governess, who is a French-woman, is a relative of
Mademoiselle Champre. It was my father who informed them that she was here,
with Mademoiselle d'Armilly, and the princess intends, with M.
d'Armilly's permission, to send her daughters to spend a portion of their
time with Mademoiselle Leontine."
Aglaia, notwithstanding her grief,
thought with a certain degree of satisfaction, that she should see these
German princesses; her vanity rejoiced extremely at the idea of being
admitted into such distinguished society. She put many questions to Hortense,
to which the latter was unable to reply, as her father never conversed
with her about such frivolities; besides, the game was over, and
Gustave approached them; Aglaia therefore became silent.
The following
day, Madame Lacour was still too angry for Aglaia to think of asking
permission to visit Leontine, but she hoped that perhaps Leontine might send
and invite her. However, she heard nothing of her, either on that day or the
next. It had been agreed that, on the following Sunday, Leontine was to take
her for a drive in her father's carriage. Madame Lacour, when apprized of
this arrangement, was extremely unwilling to give her consent, but as it
was made, she did not like to interfere with it. She, however, again severely
reprimanded Aglaia for her misconduct, and ordered her to show the greatest
politeness to all her acquaintances whom she might chance to meet. At the
hour appointed, Aglaia went to Leontine's house. She was told that she was on
the parade with the Mesdemoiselles Schwamberg, where the carriage was to take
them up. She went there, and seeing the carriage in the distance, hurried
on, and arrived, quite out of breath, expressing her fear that she
had kept them waiting. "Oh! not at all," said Leontine, "we were
not waiting for you, for there is no room."
"What!" exclaimed Aglaia,
with astonishment, "did you not tell me...." "You see clearly, my dear,"
replied Leontine, in a tone of impatience, "that there is no room:
Mesdemoiselles de Schwamberg, Mademoiselle Champre, and myself make up
four."
Mademoiselle Champre was going to speak, and one of the
princesses proposed to make room for her. "No! no!" said Leontine, "we should
be stifled; it must be for another time."
At this moment the coachman
mounted his box; Leontine gave Aglaia a patronising bow, and the carriage
drove off. Aglaia remained stupified. All who were on the promenade had been
drawing near during the debate, and had witnessed her humiliation. She heard
their titterings and whisperings, and on raising her eyes, beheld
several of her acquaintances looking at her with an air of derision,
while others turned away, shrugging their shoulders. She made her
escape, her heart swelling with shame and anger. Some ill-bred young
men followed her, ridiculed her, and made a thousand offensive
remarks, which reached her ears. One of them, leaving his companions,
passed before her, and taking off his hat, said, "This is what
Mademoiselle Leontine d'Armilly does." The servant who accompanied Aglaia,
became angry with them, and said that their parents should be informed
of their conduct. This, however, only increased their laughter
and mockery. Aglaia walked as fast as she could, in order to escape from
them, and reached home heated and weeping. Interrogated by her grandmother,
she was obliged to relate what had happened, and she had the additional
mortification of being told that it was quite right, and that she had only
received what she deserved. Nevertheless, Madame Lacour determined, without
communicating her intentions to her granddaughter, to give a lesson to those
ill-bred young men, through M. Guimont, who possessed great authority in all
the circles of the town.
Aglaia spent two days very unhappily; she
would not have ventured out at all, had not her grandmother absolutely
ordered her to do so, so much did she dread to meet any of those persons who
had ridiculed her. Twice she had met Leontine, who, laughing and talking
with Mesdemoiselles de Schwamberg, had scarcely noticed her. No one
had visited her, not even Hortense. She knew that on the Wednesday
there was to be a _reunion_ at Madame Dufour's garden, and she had not
been invited. She was grieving at seeing herself thus abandoned by
every one, when on the Wednesday Hortense came to see her. She was
very much astonished, for she thought that she was at the garden with
the others. Hortense told her that her father had permitted her and
her brother to refuse the invitation. Aglaia timidly asked
why.
"Because I preferred spending the day with you."
"And
Gustave?" said Aglaia, still more timidly.
"Gustave," replied Hortense,
somewhat embarrassed, "would not go, because you had not been invited, and
gave this as his reason, because he did not wish it to be supposed that he
had quarrelled with you, but he said that he should come to the house as
little as possible, 'because,' he observed, 'I can no longer rely
upon Aglaia, who can abandon her old friends to accommodate herself to
the caprices of Mademoiselle d'Armilly.'"
Aglaia wept bitterly,
Hortense endeavoured to console her, but she could not venture to hold out
any decided hopes that her brother would relent, for he appeared to be very
decided, and Aglaia felt more than ever that the friendship of Gustave was
much more honourable than the momentary partiality of Mademoiselle
d'Armilly. While Hortense and she were sitting together very
sorrowfully, Gustave came in. He still looked somewhat serious, but he was
less cold. They both blushed with surprise and pleasure at seeing
him. "Aglaia," he said, "must come to the parade with us; I have asked my
father to take us, and he is now dressing to come. I have just learned," he
continued very warmly, "that there is a report that Aglaia is afraid to show
herself on the parade after what has recently occurred; we must prove that
this is not the case; every one will be there on their way home from Madame
Dufour's garden, and we must show them that she has still her ... former
friends to support her."
He had hesitated, not knowing what to say.
Aglaia, greatly affected, threw herself into the arms of Hortense, as if to
thank Gustave, but she was grieved that he had hesitated, that he had only
spoken of _former friends_. "Are you not still my friends?" she
exclaimed, leaning her head on Hortense's shoulder. Hortense embraced her,
and endeavoured to console her. Gustave said nothing, but when for
an instant she raised her eyes towards him, she perceived that his
face wore a softer and less serious expression. Madame Lacour was not
in the room at this moment, as he had availed himself of her absence to
relate what he had heard, for, as she was still an invalid, they wished to
say as little as possible to her about these broils, which were beginning to
annoy her, and might end in making her seriously angry with those
acquaintances with whom M. Guimont was anxious to reconcile her. They
therefore simply asked her to allow Aglaia to walk out with M. Guimont and
his children. To this she willingly consented, being delighted to have her
granddaughter in such good company. M. Guimont arrived. Hortense took her
father's arm, and Gustave offered his to Aglaia. She trembled a little, and
did not dare to say a word. At length a stone caught her foot in such a
way that she must have fallen, had he not supported her: he inquired
with such eagerness and kindness whether she were hurt, that she began
to gain courage. She spoke of her exercises, told him what she had
done, and asked his advice. At length she summoned up courage to say,
"Will you always be angry with me?"
Gustave did not reply. Tears
started to Aglaia's eyes; she held down her head, but Gustave nevertheless
perceived that he had grieved her. "We are not angry," he said, with some
degree of emotion; "but what grieves us is, that you could so readily forget
your old friends for a mere stranger."
Aglaia's tears now flowed fast.
"I did not forget you," she murmured, "for all my anxiety was to make you
acquainted with Leontine."
Gustave crimsoned, and replied with warmth,
"We would not have formed acquaintance with Mademoiselle d'Armilly. Her
society does not suit us. We wish to associate with those only who treat us
as their equals."
Aglaia understood by this reply how much he must
have felt humiliated on her account, in consequence of the slavish deference
she had manifested in Leontine's presence; she had reflected much on
this subject during the last two days, and at this moment Gustave's
pride made her blush for it still more. "Very well," she said, after
a moment's silence, "how must I act towards Leontine? for perhaps she may
wish to see me again; perhaps even I may now meet her on
the parade."
"Ask my father," said Gustave; for he was too sensible to
trust altogether to his own judgment in such a case. They approached
M. Guimont, and Gustave repeated to him her question.
"My dear child,"
said M. Guimont, "how would you act if it were Laurette, or Mademoiselle
Dufour, who had treated you as Mademoiselle d'Armilly has done? You would not
quarrel with her on this account, for that would be to attach too much
importance to such things; but as it would have been evident that she cared
little about your society, since she neglected to show you those attentions
which alone could render hers agreeable to you, you would treat her
with great reserve, and carefully avoid everything that could lead her
to suppose that you wish to retain her acquaintance. You ought to act
in the same manner with Mademoiselle d'Armilly. According to the usages of
society, you are not her equal, since she is richer and of higher birth than
you are; these usages have their reasons, whether good or bad, and we must
conform to them. Therefore, you ought to regard it as a matter of course,
that those who occupy a more elevated station than yours, should not seek
your society; and you ought to endure good humouredly the petty distinctions
which they think themselves entitled to claim. But no one is obliged to
associate with those who do not treat him in a manner congenial to his
feelings; therefore, you ought not to think of associating with a person
of superior station to your own, except when she altogether forgets
this inequality, and treats you as she does her other
acquaintances." Gustave listened with great pleasure to these observations of
his father, in whose judgment he had full confidence, and who
sometimes had to check his rather exaggerated notions of self-respect.
Aglaia thanked M. Guimont, and promised to act towards Leontine with
proper reserve.
"Oh, if you see her again," said Gustave, "she will
resume her influence over you, and we shall have the same thing over
again." Aglaia assured him that he was mistaken; but Gustave seemed
sceptical on the subject.
"Aglaia would be in no danger," said M.
Guimont, "if she were always accompanied by a sensible person; but her
excellent grandmamma cannot always be with her."
"Very well," said
Aglaia, taking the arm of Hortense, while she still held that of Gustave, "in
order that I may always have some one to support me, if M. Guimont will
consent, and my grandmamma permit, I will never go anywhere when she is not
with me, unless I can have Hortense and Gustave by my side."
"That
might perhaps be inconvenient to you sometimes," said Gustave, who
nevertheless was greatly pleased with her declaration.
"No, no," she
exclaimed; for she felt at that moment that nothing could confer on her such
happiness or honour, as to be always surrounded by those good and worthy
friends. They reached the parade: it was already crowded. Aglaia held the arm
of Hortense, and Gustave walked by her side with a proud and satisfied
bearing. The young men who had ridiculed her, now bowed with a disconcerted
air, for M. Guimont, who had already reprimanded them, gave them a look
of severity, which made them cast down their eyes. Aglaia blushed
a little, but she felt protected, and rejoiced in her position. Madame and
Mademoiselle Dufour passed by. M. Guimont, with a smile, took their arms, and
obliged them, after some little manoeuvring, to walk with them. The friends
who were with Madame Dufour, followed, and thus Aglaia saw herself in the
midst of that society which had been so dissatisfied with her conduct. At
first no one spoke to her, and even some disagreeable allusions were allowed
to escape; but the presence of M. Guimont restrained them, especially as he
had already spoken to several of these persons about the absurdity of
their bickerings.
Still Aglaia felt very uncomfortable, but at each
unkind word, Hortense tenderly pressed her hand, and Gustave approached
her, to show her some mark of attention, or to offer a kind word; and this
friendliness was very consoling to her. At length they ceased to torment her,
but she trembled at beholding Leontine coming towards them, accompanied by
Mesdemoiselles de Schwamberg. Leontine approached her, and said something
expressive of her regret at not having been able to take her in the carriage
two days previously. Mademoiselle Champre had at last taken upon herself to
make her feel how ridiculous her behaviour had been: and as the young
princesses, who were very polite, had been extremely grieved at the
annoyance which Aglaia had experienced on their account, Leontine,
therefore, in order to retain their good opinion, endeavoured in some degree
to repair an error, which she assured them had been committed through mere
thoughtlessness. She made her excuses with an awkward air, which she meant to
be easy. Aglaia was silent, and this silence, together with the number of
people who surrounded her, embarrassed Leontine extremely, and she said to
her, with some degree of brusquerie, "Will you take a turn with
us?"
"No," said Aglaia, indicating by her looks the persons by whom
she was surrounded, "I am with these ladies." Leontine blushed, bowed, and
went away, with an air of considerable annoyance. Aglaia's refusal had a very
good effect; nothing was now thought of but Leontine. She was examined at
every turn of the walk, with a degree of attention which ended in
embarrassing her very much, though she affected an air of _hauteur_ which
disconcerted no one. The next Thursday, Madame Lacour was again surrounded by
most of her friends. There were some few complaints and expostulations, but
the lovers of peace interfered, and put a stop to them as quickly as
possible, and at last everything went on as formerly. When the
princesses were gone, Leontine wished to renew her intimacy with Aglaia,
but the latter sent word that she could not go out; though with
her grandmamma's permission, she invited her to their party. Leontine, to
while away her time, twice accepted the invitation, but she felt no
enjoyment. Surrounded by persons who were entire strangers to the manners to
which she was accustomed, she knew not how to act towards them, and was
continually doing something amiss. A fortnight previously, Aglaia would have
proclaimed silence, in order that she might be heard, but now she had
discovered that it was not her good opinion which it was of consequence to
obtain. Leontine, dissatisfied, ceased to seek her society, and ended by
being so completely wearied, that she obtained her father's permission
to pass the remainder of the summer with one of her aunts.
Aglaia's companions still kept up, for some time, a little of their
resentment against her, but she was sustained by the friendship of Hortense
and Gustave, to whom she attached herself more and more, and at last
she felt at a loss to conceive how she could for a moment have
preferred, to the happiness she found in their society, the discomfort
and constraint to which she had submitted in the company of
Leontine.
OH! OH! OH!
A TALE.
"Oh! Oh! Oh!"
cried little Louis, "see, my tooth moves again, I cannot eat;" and he put his
breakfast down upon the table.
"And it will continue to move until it is
taken out," said his mother.
"I don't want to have it taken out, it would
hurt me so."
"Do not complain then of its being loose."
"But I
can't eat."
"In that case let me take it out, it is only a first tooth,
and has scarcely any hold."
"Oh! indeed! It has scarcely any hold! I
am sure it has very long fangs."
"As you prefer to let it remain, you
must put up with the annoyance it causes you."
Louis did not reply,
and his mother urged him no further; she wished to direct and mould the
inclinations of her children, not to constrain them; she therefore gave few
commands or prohibitions. A command cannot correct a fault, nor can a
prohibition prevent an inclination to disobedience; therefore she preferred
to wait with patience, and teach her children to correct themselves. Louis
again tried to eat his breakfast, but his tooth clattered and shook
at every mouthful, and being persuaded that by moving it, it hurt him, he
put down his bread and his apple, and went to play with Fidele.
Fidele
was a charming dog, of a very gentle disposition, and accustomed to allow
himself to be tormented, without manifesting any displeasure. Louis took him
by the paws: "There, stand up, Fidele; make a bow; give me your paw; no, not
that, the other one;" and Fidele obeyed him with the best grace imaginable,
though this kind of sport did not at all please him. With a docile dog,
almost anything may be done. Louis, in order to prolong his game, took it
into his head to take hold of Fidele by the tail, and thus to force him
to rise upon his fore-paws, and then to turn a somerset. At the
first attempt, Fidele contented himself with resisting, with a slight
growl merely; at the second, the growl became louder, but at the
third, Louis pulled his tail so violently, that Fidele, quite angry,
turned upon him and slightly bit his little finger. "Oh! oh! oh!"
cried Louis, "the horrid dog has bitten me; mamma! Fidele has bitten
me; oh! how my finger pains me!"
"Let me see, my boy; oh! that's
nothing, I can hardly see the mark of his teeth; what were you doing to
him?"
"I only took hold of his tail, to teach him to turn a somerset,
but he wouldn't stand on his fore-paws."
"You certainly hurt him much
more by pulling his tail, than he has hurt you by his bite; why do you expect
him to be more patient than you are?"
"I will never play with him
again."
"You can do as you like as to that, he will not
complain."
Louis went away, and as he passed by Fidele, the dog began to
growl. "Go away," said the child, "I don't wish to be bitten again,"
and he held his little finger in his other hand, as if it had
been dreadfully wounded. He went to look for his little sister
Henriette, to come and play with him, but she had just pricked her finger
with her needle, and being as little able to bear pain as himself,
she received his proposition with a very bad grace. "Let me alone,"
she said, "I have pricked my finger," and she watched the blood
which scarcely tinged the water into which she had plunged it.
"That's
a funny sort of a wound!" said Louis, "Why the blood doesn't come!"--"A funny
sort of a wound? Oh! you shall see if it is so funny," and she immediately
pricked him with the needle, which she still held in her hand. "Oh! oh! oh!
nurse, Henrietta has pricked me, give me a glass of water, oh!" The nurse
brought him the water without looking at him, she was leaning her head upon
her left hand.
"Just look, nurse, how she has pricked me."
"What
am I to look at? What a terrible affair: what would you say if you had such a
tooth-ache as I have?"
"Have you the tooth-ache?"
"Yes: I have had
no sleep these three nights, and I shall certainly go to-morrow and have the
tooth which torments me taken out; for I don't want to let my work lie
there," and she went and resumed her sewing.
When Louis, after having
well squeezed his finger, could make no more blood flow from it, he was
greatly embarrassed. How was he to amuse himself? Fidele still growled at
him, Henriette was out of temper, and his nurse had the tooth-ache and was
busy; every one was taken up with his own sufferings. Louis did not find the
house very gay; he therefore went back to his mother, who, at all events, was
not a grumbler. At this moment he heard on the stairs the voice of
little Charles, one of his companions. He rushed forward to open the
door. Charles, accompanied by his tutor, had come to ask him to join
him and five or six other boys of his age, in a walk to the Canal
de l'Ourcq, to see the skating. Louis, transported with joy, obtained his
mother's consent: he put on his great coat and his fur gloves, and they set
off.
It was the middle of winter, but the weather was dry, and the
sun brilliant. The little boys ran and jumped about the whole of the
way. Louis did the same at first, but by degrees he felt his nose
getting cold, and one of his hands was fully employed in holding it
and keeping it warm. His fingers soon became numb; he put the hand he
was not using into his pocket, and complained of being obliged to
leave the other exposed to the air; then his feet became cold. It was
quite useless to tell him that if he ran about, he would soon get
warm again.
"How am I to run," he replied, "when my feet are
frozen?"
He dragged himself along, with great difficulty, by the side of
the tutor, slipping at every step, notwithstanding the slowness of
his pace, and every now and then withdrawing his hand from his nose
to breathe upon his fingers, and then hurriedly replacing it, with
an appearance of the utmost concern. They reached the side of the
canal, which was covered with skaters, who, with a free and
unrestrained air, with head erect, and arms sometimes crossed, sometimes
in motion, glided rapidly over the smooth expanse, on which the
timid walker could scarcely maintain his footing.
The children, with
the permission of their guide, went down upon the ice in order to have a
slide. Louis suffered himself to be persuaded to follow them, and soon, by
sliding in the same place, they had formed a long path, as polished as a
mirror, over which, after taking a slight run, they glided with the rapidity
of lightning. Louis had not yet dared to venture upon it.
"Come,
Louis, have a slide," said one of his companions, "how can you avoid being
frozen if you do not move about?"
Louis made up his mind to do so; he
took a run of a few steps, reached the glistening path, and ventured on it,
still holding his nose with one hand and keeping the other in his pocket. He
proceeded, and maintained his equilibrium; but a mischievous little boy, who
was more used to this sport, rushed after him, and reaching him before he
got to the end, gave him a push, which made him fall with some violence upon
the ice.
"Oh! oh! oh!" exclaimed Louis. "Oh! oh! oh! who has thrown me
down? I can't get up; help me to get up. Oh! oh!" and he continued on
the spot where he had fallen, because he would not make use of one of his
hands to lean upon the ice. His companions laughed both at his awkwardness
and his misfortune. The tutor went to him, raised him up, and endeavoured to
console him, telling him that such falls only gave a little pain, which was
soon over. But Louis cried, and became angry, left the canal, and went and
stood against a tree, which was growing on the banks, turning his back to the
skaters. An old soldier passed by him, laughing heartily.
"What a pity
I have a wooden leg!" He had one, in fact. "What is the matter with you, my
little friend," he said to Louis, seeing his loneliness and melancholy. "Why
are you not down there with the rest?"
"But can I skate?"
"You do
not know how to skate? Go quickly then and learn; I wish I were your age, to
be able to do the same: at all events you can amuse yourself by
sliding."
"Yes, to have them push me, and throw me down."
"Well,
if they push you, you can push them in return, and if you fall, you can get
up again."
"Yes, and freeze my hands by putting them upon the
ice."
"Oh! you are afraid of freezing your hands; poor child! what
would you have done, if, like me, you had fallen into a deep ditch, in
the midst of a battle, and when it was intensely cold?"
"Into a ditch?
Oh! they would soon have come and taken me out."
"You think so, do you?
but I can tell you, that before any one would have come and taken you out,
you would have been frozen to death. Oh! if I had not broken my leg, how I
should have returned to the action!"
[Illustration: "What is the
matter with you, my little friend?" he said to Louis, seeing his depression
and melancholy.--P. 364.]
"If your leg was broken, how did you get out of
the ditch?"
"The deuce! would you have had me remain in it? It was not
very comfortable there, I assure you. I dragged myself along upon
my hands, and in less than five minutes I was out of it."
"And what
did they do to your leg afterwards?"
"What did they do to it? why, they
cut it off; thank God! no harm came of it; and I manage to get along pretty
well upon my wooden leg. Come along, my little friend, we will both go upon
the ice; you shall learn to slide, and I will protect you from being
pushed."
Louis, who had been interested and cheered by the conversation
of the pensioner, followed him. The tutor, who had overheard what was
said, allowed him to do so. He walked at first upon the ice with
great precaution; the good soldier allowed him to hold his hand for a
few minutes.
"Now," said he, "you must go alone. You have your two
legs, and I am going to look at you. Forward, march!"
Louis began to
slide.
"Take your hand out of your pocket," cried the pensioner, "and let
go of your nose; are you afraid it will fall off? Make use of your arms to
balance yourself; hold up your head; stretch out your leg; bravo! that's the
way; leave yourself free, unbutton your great coat, don't you see how it
hinders you?"
Louis unbuttoned his coat, stretched out his arms, and
allowed himself to go on without fear. In a quarter of an hour he had
learned to slide as well as any of the little boys on the
canal.
"Listen," said the pensioner, "let us join your comrades; they
have not seen you. You shall go upon their slide, and in your turn
push the boy who threw you down a little while ago. Keep yourself up,
at all events."
They made a slight circuit; the moment arrived; Louis
started.
"Ha! ha! here's Louis," was exclaimed from all sides. He reached
his adversary in the middle of the slide, pushed him, made him come
down with considerable force, then turned round, and finished his
course in grand style; while the other, somewhat ashamed, got up
without saying a word.
"Who taught you to slide?" asked all the
children.
"I did, young gentlemen," said the man with the wooden leg,
"and I warrant you he is not afraid of any of you now."
The boys, very
much astonished, resumed their sports, and Louis maintained his place amongst
them very well. When the hour for departure came, he went to say good bye to
his friend the pensioner, who pressing his hand warmly, said, "Good bye,
comrade, till we meet again; if I happen to be here when you return, I will
teach you to skate."
As they went home, Louis did not complain of the
cold, did not put his hands in his pockets, left his nose exposed to the air,
ran about like the rest, and reached the house not only without
having grumbled, but without having suffered. As he was running towards
his mother to tell her his tale, he saw her talking to a poor old
woman, who was crying, and who seemed to be asking assistance. "Oh!
madame," said she, "you could never imagine what my Jacques has done.
He is my only support, and though he is not yet fourteen, he works so well
at his master's, who is the carpenter at the corner, that every evening he
brings me home tenpence for his day's wages. We have nothing but that to live
upon, for it is very little I can do. Well, about a fortnight ago, my poor
Jacques had the misfortune to put his wrist out of joint, in carrying a
wainscoting. He came home in great trouble; fortunately I had saved during
six months ten shillings, to buy him a waistcoat. I gave them to him, and
told him to go immediately and have his wrist set by the surgeon of the
district, who is very clever. He went out, and I supposed that he had
done so. Nothing of the kind. He was afraid that it would cost too
much. Our neighbour, the blacksmith, offered to set it for half a
crown; he allowed him to do so, and brought me home the remainder,
saying that he had not been asked for more; but certainly his wrist
must have been badly set, for since that time, it has been swelling,
and getting numb; and on looking at it, I saw clearly that the bones
were not in their right place. By dint of questioning, I at last got
the truth from him. We have been to the surgeon, who says that it can
be cured, but that it will take a long time, and much medicine, and
we have no means of getting any, as my poor Jacques has not worked for
a fortnight, and will not be able to work for a long time to come.
In God's name, madame, you, who are so good, have pity on us!" Here
the poor woman ceased.
Louis had listened to her with great attention.
His mother, very much affected herself, observed how this recital led him to
reflect upon his own want of fortitude in bearing pain; she did not know that
he had already begun to be ashamed of it. "My good woman," she said, "give
yourself no uneasiness, as your son can be cured, he shall be cured. Let us
go for him. I will take him myself to the surgeon's, who will again examine
his arm, and I will pay the expenses of the treatment. Will you come,
Louis?"
"Oh! yes, mamma, I want to see Jacques very
much."
Henriette, who was working at her embroidery, in a corner of
the drawing-room, exclaimed, "And I too, mamma."
"Yes, you too, my
child; come, be quick, Jacques's cure must not be delayed."
They set
off at once. There were no complaints of the cold during the whole of the
way. On arriving, they found Jacques employed in making the handle of a tool
with his remaining hand. His mother informed him, with tears of joy, of the
success of her visit. "He did not want me to apply to you, madame," she
added; "he said that other people ought not to be tormented with his
troubles." Jacques advanced, and expressed his thanks, with some
embarrassment.
"It must have given you a great deal of pain, Jacques, did
it not?"
"Oh! not much, madame, if I could only have
worked!"
"Come, come, cheer up, you shall be cured as soon as
possible. You are a good and a brave boy;" and Jacques bowed with an air
of increased embarrassment.
They went to the surgeon's, who was not
acquainted with Jacques's whole history, because he would not allow his
mother to relate it at their former visit. As soon as he learned it, he took
the most lively interest in the courageous child, and his attentions
were soon efficacious. At the end of a fortnight, the swelling began
to decrease. They were obliged to prevent Jacques from working so soon as
he wished, but they gave him hope that it would not be long before he was
again in a condition to handle the plane; and in the mean time he wanted for
nothing. Louis, on his return home, said to his mother, "Mamma, tie a thread
round my tooth," and he immediately pulled it out himself, having learned by
the example of the pensioner, as well as by that of Jacques, never to cry
out, "Oh! oh! oh!" for so slight a cause as a little cold, or a prick of a
pin.
HELEN;
OR THE FAILURE.
"Take care,
Helen!" said Madame d'Aubigny, to her daughter, "when you are going one way,
you are looking another; in this manner you will never go straight
anywhere."
And such was exactly the case. Whether in the street, or on
the promenade or even when running in the fields, Helen seldom thought of
looking before her, or watching her steps; her attention was constantly
directed to one side or the other, to see if any one noticed her; and when
she fancied herself observed, she gave herself all sorts of airs and graces.
Often when at the Tuileries, she was so completely absorbed in endeavouring
to give a graceful turn to her head, or in casting down her eyes, when she
considered it suitable to do so, or in looking at the leaves with an air of
abstraction, according as one or other of these different movements appeared
to her best calculated to attract attention, that she struck against
a tree, or against some one coming in an opposite direction. Often
when wishing to jump gracefully over a pool of water, she fell into
the middle of it, and was covered with mud. In fine, Helen did nothing in
a simple manner, like other people, and merely for having the thing done; she
neither walked, nor ate, nor drank, for the sake of walking, or eating, or
drinking, but in order that people might see the grace she was able to throw
into all her movements; and had there been any one to observe her while
sleeping, she would certainly have contrived the means of sleeping
gracefully.
She little thought how much all these efforts tended to
defeat the very object which she had in view, and yet she might easily
have perceived, that if, while doing one thing, her thoughts were
on another, it was quite impossible that she should do the thing well, and
consequently impossible that she should be favourably noticed. If, when she
saw some one entering the room, in whose eyes she wished to appear agreeable,
she began to talk with greater animation to the person near her; if she threw
more vivacity into her gestures, and made her gaiety more conspicuous, still,
as she was not really amused, but only supposed that she had the appearance
of being so, her laugh was not hearty, her gestures were unnatural, and her
gaiety so obviously forced, that no one could possibly fancy that she
was really gay, while the pretence of being so occupied her thoughts.
In like manner, no one who saw her bestowing alms would have supposed that
she was really kind-hearted, and yet Helen gave when she was not observed,
and she gave with good will; but if there happened to be any one near to
notice her, it was no longer of the poor that she thought, but of the
pleasure of being seen bestowing alms. Her pity then assumed an appearance of
exaggeration and eagerness, which made it quite apparent that her object was
to display it. Her eyes indeed expressed compassion, but instead of being
fixed upon the beggar, they were turned towards the persons present, so that
it might have been said that it was they, and not the beggar, who had caused
her emotion.
Madame d'Aubigny had continually reprimanded her daughter
for this tendency, which she had displayed from her childhood, and had
succeeded in correcting the most absurd and gross of her affectations; and
Helen herself, as she advanced in age, became more skilful in detecting such
as were likely to appear too glaring; but as her affectations also increased
in number, she merely took a little more pains to conceal them, without being
able to persuade herself that, while she had them at all, they could not
possibly be concealed. "My child," her mother would sometimes say to her,
"there is but one way of obtaining praise, and that is by acting well;
and as there is nothing commendable in an action done for the sake
of commendation, it is impossible that such actions should secure
you praise: rest assured, therefore, that to make praise and
reputation your aim, is a certain way of never obtaining it." Helen felt,
to some extent, the truth of these remarks, and she promised herself
to conceal her vanity with greater care, but it returned at the
first opportunity; and besides, where is the girl who fully believes
all her mother says to her?
In the same house with Madame d'Aubigny,
there lodged one of her relations, Madame de Villemontier, whose daughter
Cecilia was Helen's particular friend. Cecilia was so full of kindness
and simplicity, that she did not even perceive Helen's affectation, and
was continually disputing on this subject with the old Abbe Riviere, the
former preceptor of M. de Villemontier, Cecilia's father, and who, after
having educated his son, and resided with him at the college, where he
finished his studies, had returned to take up his abode in the house, where
he was respected as a father, and where he occupied himself in the education
of Cecilia, whom he loved as his own child. They never quarrelled, except on
Helen's account, whose affectation appeared so absurd to the Abbe
Riviere, that he was incessantly ridiculing it. Accustomed to speak
exactly what he thought, he did not restrain himself in her presence,
though there was all the more necessity for doing so, as Helen, who
had always heard him spoken of with great consideration at Madame
de Villemontier's, and had witnessed the pleasure caused by his
return, and the respect with which he was treated, felt extremely
anxious to gain his good opinion. This desire was increased by the
praises he constantly bestowed on Cecilia. It was not that she was
jealous; for, notwithstanding her vanity, she was incapable of any
meanness, she only thought that she merited the same praises as her
friend, and indeed, she would have done so, had she not sought for
them. But her desire of being noticed by the Abbe Riviere destroyed
all the means she would have had of gaining his esteem; therefore, did he
torment her with provoking jokes, which had only the effect of rendering her
more anxious to gain his approbation, and induced her to make redoubled,
though always awkward and misdirected efforts to obtain it. The Abbe was a
very well-informed man. Helen could not be so foolish as to make a parade, in
his presence, of the small amount of knowledge which a girl of her age is
capable of possessing; but she never allowed a day to pass without finding
some indirect means of alluding to her love of study. Some remark was made
about walking: she said that she took very little pleasure in it,
without a book: it was also one of her greatest griefs that her mother
would not permit her to read before going to bed; and then she related
how, during the morning, she had so completely forgotten herself,
that three hours had passed without her being conscious of it. The
Abbe pretended not to hear her; this was one of his mischievous ways;
then she emphasized, and varied her expression. "Yes," she said, as
if speaking to herself, "I commenced at a quarter to one, and when,
for the first time, I looked at the timepiece, it was four o'clock;
so that more than three hours had elapsed without my having
perceived them."
"There was nothing lost, however," said the Abbe,
"for you took very good notice of them afterwards."
Helen became
silent, but she did not the less begin again on the following
day.
What the Abbe most praised in Cecilia's conduct, was her
attention to her mother, who was in very delicate health. One evening,
Madame d'Aubigny happened to faint. Helen, who was in the habit of
taking her work, and sitting with Madame de Villemontier almost
every evening, did not come down on this occasion, except for a moment, to
relate the accident, and to have the pleasure of speaking of the anxiety
which it had caused her. She began by expatiating so much upon the alarm she
felt, when she beheld her mother pale and almost unconscious, that the Abbe
could not help saying, "I see clearly all that Mademoiselle Helen has
suffered from her mother's accident, but I should like to know what Madame
d'Aubigny has suffered."
The following day, Madame d'Aubigny, though
still indisposed, insisted that her daughter should go as usual, and pass the
evening with Madame de Villemontier. She entered with an air of languor
and fatigue, saying that she was very sleepy, in order that they
might understand that she had passed a bad night. As the questions
to which she was anxious to reply, were not put to her, she endeavoured to
lead to them in another way. She observed that the weather was delightful at
five o'clock that morning: that her mother had been very restless until two,
but that at three o'clock she slept quietly; from which it was evident that
Helen must have got up at these various hours, for the purpose of
ascertaining how her mother was. Several times she requested to know the
hour, saying that although her mamma had given her permission to remain until
ten o'clock, she should certainly return to her at nine. She inquired again
at half-past eight, and again at a quarter to nine. During this
time, Cecilia, without being observed, had two or three times raised
her eyes to the clock. A minute before nine she rang the bell; her
mother asked her why she did so. "You know, mamma," said Cecilia, "that
it is time for you to take your broth." Helen immediately jumped up, with a
loud exclamation, and put away her work in a great hurry, for fear of staying
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