"It is not just now, and it is only for a few days," replied
Edward. "Would you not have taken advantage of a similar offer if it
had presented itself to you?"
"Oh! as to that, no such offer would
have been made to me."
"And is it then on this account that you are sorry
I should profit by it?" said Edward, with still more gentleness than
before.
Eugenia began to cry: she felt the injustice of that egotism,
which could not endure that those she loved should enjoy any pleasure
which she did not share; but it was in her heart, and she did not know
how to conquer it. Edward kissed her, comforted her, and passed the
whole evening with her, talking to her of their affairs, of his
projects, and of a thousand other rational subjects. Eugenia, quite
delighted, thought, when she went to bed, that no one could have a more
amiable brother than herself. The following days passed off very well.
He had proposed to her to employ a part of their mornings in
reading English together, and this they had done; but as he was very
anxious to gain information, he had been advised to attend some of the
public lectures, and to visit the manufactories. The mornings being
thus taken up, he proposed to defer the English until the evening;
but Eugenia, who was displeased that the lesson did not take precedence of
everything else, replied that she did not like studying at night. Edward said
no more about the matter.
By degrees he ceased altogether to speak about
his affairs. He would have had the greatest pleasure in giving her an account
of his proceedings, but Eugenia was always annoyed at those
occupations which took him away from home, and listened to his accounts of
them in so cold and listless a manner, and sometimes even she was so
much displeased, that, fancying she took no interest in his pleasures, he
soon became silent, and did not again recur to them. Certain of not being
able to speak a word without giving her pain, he became uncomfortable and
constrained in her society. In the evening, after having spent some time
behind the piquet-table of his cousin, in studying his words, he either
retired to his room, or went out. As for Eugenia, she could never go out, for
her cousin was subject to rheumatism, and would not have dared to expose
herself to the air; and, besides, would not have put herself out of the way
on Eugenia's account. Tears often started into Edward's eyes, when he looked
upon his sister, and thought of the melancholy life she led; but if
he wished to speak a kind word to her, she repulsed him with so
much asperity, that he renounced the hope of ever being able to render
her happy.
As he was extremely sensible for his age, his father's
friends had introduced him into several families, where he had been
well received, and was sometimes invited to spend the evening with
them. The idea that he could amuse himself while she was wearied to
death, threw Eugenia into despair. The house that he mostly frequented,
was that of Fanny's aunt, with whom Fanny had resided since she
left school, as her mother had been long dead. Eugenia was indignant
that Fanny had not sought to renew their acquaintance, though Edward
had assured her that she had the greatest wish to do so, but was
not permitted by her aunt, on account of their old cousin, whom she
did not like. Eugenia persuaded herself, however, that Fanny had not
done as much as she could have done. She was angry with the aunt, with
the niece, and with Edward, who took pleasure in their society, and who no
longer dared to speak to her of Fanny's amiability and kindness, as on two or
three occasions he had attempted to do.
Eugenia sometimes saw
Mademoiselle Benoit. This lady was the governess who had so vainly
endeavoured to make her more reasonable. Her griefs were the only topic of
their conversation, and Edward was the text.
"Oh! my poor Eugenia,"
said Mademoiselle Benoit, with an air of compassion, "why do you not love him
more? You would then take an interest in his pleasures."
"No," replied
Eugenia warmly; "it is because I love him, that I cannot endure that he
should abandon me, to go and amuse himself and forget me."
Her
disposition became daily more and more morose: a profound melancholy seemed
to take possession of her mind; she no longer took pleasure in anything, and
even her health began to give way. Edward perceived all this with the deepest
grief, but without knowing how to remedy it. On the other hand, a situation
which he had hoped to obtain had been given to another; an office in which he
had been promised an engagement was never established; the money he
had brought with him from Germany was all gone, and he saw nothing
before him but unhappiness for both. Their mutual friendship would
have alleviated it, but Eugenia's disposition marred everything.
One
morning, when she was in the hall, she heard Edward, in the passage, talking
to the cook.
"Catherine," said he, in a low voice, "could you not
occasionally look to my linen? Nothing has been done to it since I have been
here, and soon I shall not have a shirt that is not torn."
"Indeed,"
cried Catherine, in a very loud voice, probably that Eugenia might hear her,
"I have so much time to amuse myself in that way! Give them to Mademoiselle
Eugenia; she might very well undertake to keep them in order, but she thinks
of nothing but playing the fine lady."
"Catherine," replied Edward, in
a very firm though low voice, "Eugenia gives you no trouble, she asks no
favours of you; and consequently, what she does, or what she leaves undone,
does not concern you in any manner."
Eugenia, who had approached the
door, did not lose a word of this reply: her heart beat with a joy such as
she had not experienced for a long time. She would gladly have gone and
embraced her brother, but she did not dare to do so; some undefinable feeling
restrained her. However, she opened the door, when a servant came from
Fanny's aunt, to invite Edward to pass the evening with them. He said that
he would go. The heart of Eugenia was again oppressed: she closed
the door. "That does not prevent him from going out to enjoy himself," she
said. And she threw herself into a chair weeping, and thinking herself more
unhappy than ever. The bare idea of what the cook had said, threw her into a
violent passion, without, however, leading her to regret her negligence, so
much did the thought of her own wrongs prevent her from thinking of those
which she inflicted upon others.
At dinner she was more than usually sad,
and Edward appeared sad too. A short time after they had left the table, he
said that he was going to his own room to study; "And then to spend the
evening out?" said Eugenia, with that tone of bitterness which had become
habitual to her.
"No," said Edward, "I shall not go."
"And by
what wonderful chance?"
Edward told her, that when he was going to dress,
he had found his coat so much torn, that he was obliged to resolve on
remaining at home.
"That," said Eugenia, "is what happens to me every
day."
"Well, Eugenia," he replied, "if that can console you, it
will henceforward also happen to me every day." With these words, he
went out of the room. Eugenia saw that she had grieved him, and, for
the first time in her life, she thought she might be in the wrong. It was,
also, the first time she had seen Edward sad and unhappy, and this
circumstance so occupied her mind, that she was prevented from thinking so
much of herself. Nevertheless, she was not very sorry that he was obliged to
remain in the house. When she returned to her room, she heard Catherine, who
was very cross with him, crying out, that Madame did not understand having so
many candles burnt, that there were none in the house, and that she would not
give him any. Until that time, both Edward and Eugenia had bought candles
for themselves, in order to avoid Catherine's ill temper; but now
Edward had no money left. Whilst Catherine went away grumbling,
Edward remained leaning against the wall, with his arms folded, and his
head bent down. He was pale from the effort he had made to prevent
himself from answering Catherine. Although it was beginning to get
dark, Eugenia was so struck with the pallid and melancholy expression
of his usually animated countenance, that at that moment she would
have given the world to prevent his wanting anything. She timidly
proposed to him to come and sit in her room, as she had still some
candle left. He took his book, and commenced reading. Eugenia was
careful not to interrupt him; it seemed as if she were afraid, that
by hearing him speak, she should discover the extent of his
melancholy; and, besides, what she most wished at this time, was to have
Edward to do as he pleased. Two notes of invitation were brought to him,
one to a concert, which was to take place the following day, and to
which he had a great wish to go, the other to a ball, where he was to
have danced with Fanny. He threw them into the fire. "All that is
past;" he said, "I must think no more of it."
Oh, how these words
pierced the heart of Eugenia! How she reproached herself for what she had
said, and for the joy she had at first experienced. Edward went to bed early.
As for herself, she could not sleep all night; she thought how wrong she had
been in neglecting Edward's wardrobe, and she remembered that he had never
even reproached her. She determined not to lose a moment in putting it in
order. If she could also mend his coat! If he could go to the concert! She
waited with great impatience until it was daylight, and until Edward had gone
out in his morning wrapper. She then ran and took his coat, sought among her
wools for one to match it, found one, and full of zeal, began her work; but
the hole was so large, that she tried in vain to cover it. A dozen times she
unpicked what she had done, and did it over again; but this kind of work upon
a worn-out material only increased the evil. Greatly excited, all flushed
and heated, the more she tried to get on, the less she advanced.
At length, when she had almost lost all hope of success, she heard Edward
return. She began to cry, and when he entered, he saw her with the coat upon
her knees, and her eyes filled with tears.
"Here," said she, "I had hoped
you might have been able to go to the concert, and I have only made the hole
larger." Edward embraced her tenderly; he was delighted to find her
attentive, and occupied about him; he called her his dear, his good Eugenia,
but all these marks of affection only increased her tears. She could not
reconcile herself to the thought of Edward's passing the whole winter without
going out.
"I shall be like you then, my dear Eugenia," said
Edward.
"Oh, don't think about me."
This was the first time she
had made use of such an expression. It was the first time such a sentiment
had entered her heart; but she had at length discovered that the griefs of
those we love are much more distressing than our own.
As soon as
Edward had left her room, she ran to her drawers, gathered together her few
trinkets, and a louis that still remained of the money that Edward had given
her, and wrote to Mademoiselle Benoit, telling her that she wanted most
urgently to see her. Mademoiselle Benoit came that very evening. Eugenia told
her everything, and said that with her trinkets and this money she must buy a
coat for Edward; but the trinkets were of too little value to answer the
purpose. Eugenia was in despair. Mademoiselle Benoit proposed a plan to
her.
"I have taught you to make flowers," she said; "buy some
materials, and I will lend you some instruments, and also assist you. The
winter is coming on, ornaments will be required, we shall sell cheap,
and shall have as many customers as we desire."
Eugenia embraced
Mademoiselle Benoit in a transport of joy. All the vivacity she had formerly
employed in making Agatha and her companions angry, now returned, and she
determined to commence on the following day. She sometimes worked while
Edward was present, but the greater part of her work was executed in his
absence. She would not lose an instant. All her cheerfulness and bloom
returned, and Edward was astonished at the change. He thought it arose from
her being no longer jealous at seeing him go out without her; and
notwithstanding his kindness, he would sometimes have been tempted to be a
little vexed, if the uneasiness she manifested when she saw him sad,
and the industry with which she occupied herself, when not busy with
her flowers, in putting his linen in order, had not led him to
forgive what he regarded as a weakness.
At length, after two months'
work, the necessary sum was completed. The coat was ordered, made, brought
home, and placed upon Edward's bed. Eugenia had learned from Mademoiselle
Benoit, that Fanny's aunt was to give a ball, and she got Edward invited. He
came home; she saw him pass, and trembled for joy. He beheld the coat, and
could not conceive where it came from. Eugenia had no wish to conceal
herself.
"It is I!" she exclaimed. "It is from my work--from my flowers;
and here is a note inviting you to a ball at Fanny's this
evening."
"What!" said Edward, "are you occupying yourself about my
pleasures, while leading so dreary a life?"
"Oh! do not make yourself
uneasy; I have discovered a plan of amusing myself; I shall work for
you."
Edward was deeply moved; he could not express to his sister all
the tenderness he felt for her, nor the esteem with which her
conduct inspired him. She would let him have no peace, however, until
he was dressed; until he had cast aside his old soiled coat, for
the beautiful new one. She was never tired of looking at him, so much did
she think him improved. She arranged his cravat and his hair. She was anxious
that everything should be in order, and she hurried him to the ball, where
she imagined that every one must be delighted to see him, and she felt
inexpressible joy at beholding him depart. Mademoiselle Benoit, who came that
evening to see her, found her as much animated as if she had been at the ball
herself.
"Do you think you love your brother as much now," she said,
smiling, "as when you were annoyed at his leaving you?"
"Oh! a great
deal more."
"And have you had to complain of him during these two
months?"
"I have never even thought of such a thing."
"I think,
indeed, my dear child," said Mademoiselle Benoit, "that an excellent plan to
avoid complaining of people is to endeavour to render them pleased with
us."
Edward returned home early. Eugenia scolded him for doing so;
but he came because he had good news to tell her. Although, from a feeling
of proper pride, he did not like to speak of his happiness, he, nevertheless,
was not proud with Fanny, who was so kind and sensible; besides, he wanted to
tell her what Eugenia had done for him. Whilst he was relating the affair,
one of Fanny's relations, who was behind them, heard a part of what was said,
and wished to learn the remainder. As he was Fanny's guardian, and a person
in whom she had great confidence, she related the circumstance to him,
and spoke, moreover, of Edward's position. This guardian was an
excellent man; he conversed with Edward, and found that he possessed
both intelligence and good feelings: he was a banker, and he told him
that he would take him into his counting-house and give him a salary:
and, indeed, Edward entered on his new duties the following day. His
first month's salary was partly employed in purchasing a dress for
Eugenia. She was sorry for it, though not excessively so, for the dress was
so pretty, and it was so long since she had a new one. But the
following month he bought her a bonnet to match the dress. This time,
she scolded him seriously.
"Very well," said he, "take my money, and
let us spend it in common."
Eugenia became his manager; she bought
nothing for herself, but she was delighted when she could put in order or
mend any of Edward's clothes. She purchased, bargained, and economised for
him, and was so careful of his money, that she would not always let him have
some when he asked for it, so that he sometimes tried to steal a part
of it from her, in order to make her presents.
Edward related to her
every evening, what he had seen and what he had done. If sometimes she felt
disposed to be a little vexed because he returned home rather later than
usual, she took one of his shirts to mend, and thought no more of her ill
humour. Mademoiselle Benoit, finding her once thus occupied, said to her,
"You must allow, that when we make our happiness consist in the attentions
which others bestow upon us, we may often be disappointed, because they are
not always disposed to grant these attentions; whereas, when we make
it consist in what we do for them, we have it always at our own
command."
The banker's wife, who was as kind as her husband, had just
returned from a journey; Edward soon spoke to her of Eugenia. She wished
to see her: called on her, took her to her house, where Eugenia
even passed some days with her, while their cousin, delighted at
having saved her favourite canary from a violent attack of the
cramp, troubled herself as little at seeing her go out as she had done
at seeing her stay within, wasting away with _ennui_. The banker's
wife also introduced her to Fanny's aunt, and the two girls were
soon united in the most tender friendship.
The affairs of Edward and
Eugenia were arranged, they succeeded to a small inheritance, and are now in
easy circumstances. A marriage is spoken of between Edward and Fanny, and it
is also possible that Eugenia may marry the banker's son. She is very happy,
since affection has conquered the defects of her character. She
still finds them starting up occasionally, but when she feels disposed
to be irritable, jealous, or exacting, she always succeeds, by dint
of reasoning, in convincing herself that her ill humour is unjust; and if
it be directed against any one she loves, she says, "_I suppose I do not yet
love them sufficiently._"
MARIE;
OR THE FEAST OF
CORPUS CHRISTI.
At the commencement of the revolution, Madame
d'Aubecourt had followed her husband into a foreign country. In 1796, she
returned to France, with her two children, Alphonse and Lucie, for, as her
name did not stand on the list of emigrants, she was able to appear
there without danger, and to exert herself to obtain permission for
her husband's return. She remained two years in Paris with this
intent; but at length, having failed in her efforts, and being assured by
her friends that the time was not propitious for her purpose, she determined
to quit the capital and proceed to the seat of her father-in-law, old M.
d'Aubecourt, with whom her husband wished her to reside, until he was able to
rejoin her: besides, having no resources but the money sent her by her
father-in-law, she was glad to diminish his expenses by residing with him.
Every letter which she received from him, was filled with complaints of the
hardness of the times, and with reflections on her obstinacy, in persevering
in such useless efforts; and to all this he never failed to add, that as
for himself, it would be altogether impossible for him to live in
Paris, since it was difficult enough for him to manage in the country,
where he could eat his own cabbages and potatoes. These complaints
were not suggested by poverty, for M. d'Aubecourt was tolerably rich, but
like the majority of old people, he was disposed to torment himself on the
score of expense, and his daughter-in-law perceived that however economically
she might live in Paris, her only means of tranquillizing him, was to go and
live under his own eyes.
She therefore set out with her children, in the
month of January, 1799, for Guicheville, the estate of M. d'Aubecourt.
Alphonse was then fourteen years of age, and Lucie nearly twelve: shut up
for two years in Paris, where her mother, overwhelmed with business, had
but little time to devote to them, they were delighted to go into the
country, and were but little troubled about what she told them, respecting
the great care they would have to take not to teaze and irritate their
grandpapa, whom age and the gout had rendered habitually discontented and
melancholy. They mounted the diligence full of joy; but as the cold gained
upon them, their ideas sobered down. A night passed in the carriage served to
depress them completely; and when, on the following evening, they
reached the place where they were to leave the diligence, they felt
their hearts as sad as if some terrible misfortune had just befallen
them. Guicheville was still a league distant, and this they must travel on
foot, across a country covered with snow, as M. d'Aubecourt had only sent a
peasant to meet them with an ass to carry their luggage. When the man
proposed starting, Lucie looked at her mother with a frightened air, as if to
ask her if that were possible. Madame d'Aubecourt observed that as their
conductor had managed to come from Guicheville to the place where they were,
there was nothing to prevent them from going from that place to
Guicheville.
As to Alphonse, the moment he regained the freedom of his
limbs, he recovered all his gaiety. He walked on before them, to clear
their way as he said, and to sound the ruts, which he called
precipices. He talked to the ass, and endeavoured to make him bray, and in
fact made such a noise, with his cries of, "_Take care of yourselves, take
care of the bogs!_" that he might have been mistaken for a whole caravan; he
even succeeded so well in cheering Lucie, that, on arriving at their
destination, she had forgotten the cold, the night, and the snow. Their merry
laugh as they crossed the court-yard of the chateau, called forth two or
three old servants, who, from time immemorial, had not heard a laugh at
Guicheville, and the great dog barked loudly at it, as at a sound quite
unknown to him. They waited in the hall for some time, when presently M.
d'Aubecourt appeared at the dining-room door, exclaiming, "What a racket!"
These words restored quiet; and seeing all three of them wet and muddy, from
head to foot, he said to Madame d'Aubecourt, "If you had only come
six months ago, as I continually pressed you to do ... but there was
no getting you to listen to reason." Madame d'Aubecourt gently
excused herself, and her father-in-law ushered them into a large room
with yellow wainscoting and red furniture, where, by the side of a
small fire, and a single candle, her children had time to resume all
their sadness. They presently heard Miss Raymond, the housekeeper,
scolding the peasant, who had conducted them, because, he had put
their packages upon a chair instead of upon the table. "See," she said, in
a tone of ill temper, "they have already begun to put my house into
disorder." The instant after, Alphonse, rendered thirsty by the exercise he
had given his legs, went out to get a glass of water, and perhaps also to
obtain a moment's recreation by leaving the room; he had the misfortune to
drink out of his grandfather's glass, and Mademoiselle Raymond, perceiving
it, ran to him, as if the house had been on fire.
"No one is allowed
to drink out of M. d'Aubecourt's glass," she exclaimed: Alphonse excused
himself by saying that he did not know it was M. d'Aubecourt's glass.
Mademoiselle Raymond wished to prove to him that he ought to have known it;
Alphonse replied; Mademoiselle Raymond became more and more vexed, and
Alphonse getting angry in his turn, answered her in no very polite terms, and
then returned to the dining-room, slamming the door after him with
considerable violence. Mademoiselle Raymond immediately followed him, and
shutting the door with marked precaution, said to M. d'Aubecourt, in a voice
still trembling with passion, "As you dislike any noise with the door,
you will have the kindness to mention it yourself to your grandson;
for, as to me, he will not allow me to speak to him." "What do you
say, Mademoiselle?" replied M. d'Aubecourt, "is this the style in
which children are brought up in the present day? must we bow to
them?"
Fortunately Madame d'Aubecourt was by the side of her son;
she pressed his arm to prevent him from answering his grandfather, but he
stamped his feet impatiently, and did not speak a word until supper-time. At
table they ate but little, and spoke still less, and immediately after Madame
d'Aubecourt asked permission to retire. When they were in the room which she
and her daughter were to occupy, Lucie, who had until then restrained
herself, began to cry, and Alphonse, walking about the room, in great
agitation, exclaimed, "This is a pretty beginning!" then he continued,
"Mademoiselle Raymond had better take care how she speaks to me again in
that style."
"Alphonse," said his mother with some little severity,
"remember that you are in your grandfather's house."
"Yes, but not in
Mademoiselle Raymond's."
"You are where it is your grandfather's will
that she should be treated with respect."
"Certainly, when she does
not clamour in my ears."
"I believe, indeed, that you would not be guilty
of any want of respect towards her, did she treat you as she ought to
do."
"And if she does not, I owe her nothing."
"You owe her all
that you owe to the wishes of your grandfather, to whom you would be greatly
wanting in respect, were you capable of misconducting yourself towards a
person who possesses his confidence. There are persons, Alphonse, whose very
caprices we are bound to respect, for we ought to spare them even their
unjust displeasure." Then she added, with more tenderness, "My dear children,
you do not yet understand what caprice and injustice are; you have never
been accustomed to them, either from your father or me; but you will
do wrong to imagine that you will be able to pass your lives, as you have
hitherto done, without having your rights infringed, or your actions
restrained, when they are proper in themselves. You must now begin to
learn,--you, Alphonse, to repress your hastiness, which may lead you into
many serious faults, and you, Lucie, to overcome your weakness, which may
render you unhappy." Then she added, smiling, "We will serve together our
apprenticeship in patience and courage." Her children embraced her
affectionately; they had unbounded confidence in her, and besides, there was
so much sweetness in her disposition, that it was impossible to resist her.
Lucie was quite consoled by her mother's words, and Alphonse went to bed,
assuring her, however, that he was so much excited, that he should not be
able to sleep the whole night. Nevertheless, he no sooner laid his head upon
his pillow, than he fell into a sound sleep, which lasted until the following
morning.
When he awoke, he was astonished to hear the warbling of the
birds, for he had persuaded himself, since the previous evening, that
they would not dare to sing at Guicheville. As for them, however,
deceived by the warm sun and mild atmosphere, which melted the snow,
they seemed to fancy that the spring was commencing. This idea
rendered them quite joyous, and Alphonse began to be joyous also. He ran
about the park in the _sabots_ which his mother had bought for him on
the previous evening: then he returned for his sister, whom,
somewhat against her inclination, he dragged through the mud of the
park, from which she did not so easily extricate herself as he did.
At first she found her sabots very heavy, and very inconvenient: one
of them she nearly left in a hole, and two or three times she almost gave
up in despair. Alphonse sometimes assisted her; sometimes laughed at her,
promising to harden her to it. He returned home, pleased with everything, and
disposed to put up with a good deal from Mademoiselle Raymond, whom he found
to be better tempered than on the previous evening.
Madame d'Aubecourt
had not brought a maid with her. Mademoiselle Raymond, therefore, proposed
that she should take into her service a young girl named Gothon, who was her
goddaughter, and Madame d'Aubecourt accepted this proposal with her usual
grace and sweetness, saying that, recommended by Mademoiselle Raymond,
she was sure she would suit her. Mademoiselle Raymond, enchanted,
drew herself up, bewildered herself in complimentary phrases, and ended
by saying that Mademoiselle Lucie had her mother's sweet look, and that M.
Alphonse, though a little hasty, was very amiable.
M. d'Aubecourt's
temper experienced the good effects of this return to a friendly
understanding. When Mademoiselle Raymond was out of humour, every one in the
house was so likewise, for every one was scolded. She was naturally
kind-hearted, but easily offended. Subject to prejudices, and being
accustomed to have her own way, she feared everything that might interfere
with her authority. But when she saw that Madame d'Aubecourt interfered with
nothing in the house, she laid aside all the bitterness which had at first
been produced by her arrival. M. d'Aubecourt, who had hesitated between the
desire of spending less money, and the dread of the confusion which
might result from the establishment of his daughter-in-law at the
chateau, was comforted when he learned that Madame d'Aubecourt had
refused to pay any visits in the neighbourhood, alleging that her
present situation, and that of her husband, did not permit of her
seeing any one. Besides, she was careful to conform to all his habits, so
that everything went on smoothly, provided that Alphonse and Lucie scarcely
spoke at dinner, because M. d'Aubecourt, accustomed to take his meals alone,
asserted that noise interfered with his digestion; provided they were careful
never to exceed a smile, for a burst of laughter would make M. d'Aubecourt
start as violently as a pistol-shot; and provided they never entered his
private garden, which he cultivated himself, and where every day he counted
the buds and the branches. He could not without trembling see Alphonse,
who was always impulsive and ever bustling from side to side, go into
it, or even Lucie, whose shawl might accidentally catch and break some
of the branches as she passed by.
Madame d'Aubecourt had been about
six weeks at Guicheville, when she received a letter from her husband,
informing her that one of their relations, little Adelaide d'Orly, was living
at a village two leagues off. Adelaide was at that time about the age of
Lucie; she had lost her mother at her birth, and had been placed at
nurse with a peasant, on the estate of M. d'Orly. As she was
extremely delicate, and had been benefited by the country air, she was
left there a long time. The revolution having broken out, her father
left France, and not being able to carry with him a child who was
only three years old, he thought it best to leave her, for the
present, with her nurse, hoping to be able to return soon, and take her
away. Things turned out otherwise, however: M. d'Orly died soon after
his arrival in a foreign land; his property was sold, and Adelaide's nurse
having lost her husband, married again, and left the province, taking
Adelaide with her, as she was now her sole protector. For a long time it was
not known where she had gone to, but at last it was ascertained, and M.
d'Aubecourt, who had received information of it from another relative, begged
his wife to see her.
M. d'Orly was the nephew of old M. d'Aubecourt, and
had been an intimate friend of his son's, whom at his death, he had
entreated to take care of his daughter. M. d'Aubecourt had several
times mentioned the matter in his letters to his father, but the
latter had remained silent on the subject, from which the son had
concluded that he was ignorant of the fate of the child. Such, however,
was not the case, for the nurse having discovered, the year before,
that he was Adelaide's grand-uncle, had come to see him. M.
d'Aubecourt, who feared everything that might put him out of his way, or lead
to expense, had tried to persuade himself that she had made a
false statement, and that Adelaide was really dead, as had been
rumoured. Mademoiselle Raymond, who did not like children, confirmed him
in this opinion, which possibly she believed to be well founded, for
we are always tempted to believe what we desire to be true. The
nurse having met with an indifferent reception, and, besides, not caring
to have Adelaide, whom she loved as her own child, taken from her, did not
insist further, and the child, therefore, remained with her.
As soon as
Madame d'Aubecourt had received this intelligence, she communicated it to her
father-in-law, at the same time informing him of her intention of going to
see Adelaide. M. d'Aubecourt appeared embarrassed, and Mademoiselle Raymond,
who happened to be in the room, assured her that the roads were very bad, and
that she would never be able to get there. Madame d'Aubecourt saw plainly
that they were already in possession of the information which she had
supposed herself the first to communicate, and she also perceived that
her project was not very agreeable to M. d'Aubecourt;
nevertheless, however great might be her desire to oblige him, she did not
consider herself justified in renouncing her intention. Her extreme
gentleness of disposition, did not prevent her from possessing great firmness
in everything that she considered a duty. She set out then, one
morning, with Lucie, who was enchanted at making acquaintance with her
cousin, and with Alphonse, who was delighted at having to travel four
leagues on foot.
As they approached the village, they asked each other
what kind of person their cousin was likely to be, brought up as she was
among the peasantry.
"Perhaps something like that," said Alphonse,
pointing to a young girl, who, in company with two or three little boys, ran
out to see them pass. There was a pool of water by the side of the road
where they were walking, and the children, in order to see them
closer, ran into it, splashing them all over. Alphonse wanted to throw
stones at them, but his mother prevented him.
"It would be a good
joke," said he, "if it turned out to be my cousin, at whom I was going to
throw stones."
Lucie exclaimed against such an idea, and one of the
little boys having called the girl _Marie_, she was comforted by thinking
that it was not her cousin Adelaide d'Orly, whom she had seen dabbling
about with a troop of little idle urchins.
On reaching the cottage, in
which Adelaide's nurse lived, they found her laid up with an illness
resulting from debility, and from which she had suffered for six months.
Madame d'Aubecourt having given her name, the poor woman recognised her, and
said she was thankful to see her before she died, and that finding herself
unable to go out, it had been her intention to ask the mayor to write to M.
d'Aubecourt, "for," said she, "my child" (it was thus she always called
Adelaide) "will have no one to look to when I am gone." She had lost her
second husband; and had no children of her own, and she did not doubt
that her brother-in-law would come and take possession of everything,
and turn her child out of doors, who would not then have even bread
to eat, for she had nothing to leave her; and the poor woman began
to weep. She added, that she had been to see M. d'Aubecourt, who would not
listen to her, and she went on to complain of the cruelty of Adelaide's
relations, who thus left her a burden upon a poor woman like her. Madame
d'Aubecourt interrupted her to inquire whether she had any documents. The
nurse showed her an attestation from the mayor and twelve of the principal
inhabitants of the parish which she had left, certifying that the child whom
she took with her, was truly the daughter of M. d'Orly, and baptized under
the name of _Marie Adelaide_, and also another from the mayor of the parish
in which she was now residing, certifying that the girl living with her
under the name of _Marie_, was the same that she brought with her into
the parish, and whose age and description corresponded exactly with
those of _Marie Adelaide d'Orly_.
"Marie," exclaimed Lucie, when she
heard this name.
"Yes, indeed," said the nurse, "the Holy Virgin is her
true patron; she has saved her in a dangerous illness: this is her only name
in the village."
Lucie and her brother looked at each other, and
Alphonse began to laugh, amused at the idea of having been on the point of
throwing stones at his cousin. At this moment Marie made her
appearance, singing in a loud voice, and carrying a faggot, which she
had gathered. She threw it down as she entered, and was
somewhat astonished on seeing with her nurse the very ladies whom she
had splashed, and the young gentleman who was going to throw stones
at her.
"Embrace your cousin, Marie," said the nurse, "if Mademoiselle
will be so good as to allow you."
Marie did not advance a step, nor
Lucie either.
"Oh! she also was made to wear fine clothes," continued the
nurse, "but what more could a poor woman like me do?"
Madame
d'Aubecourt assured her that all the family were under great obligations to
her, and Lucie, on a sign from her mother, went, blushing, and embraced her
cousin. It was not pride that had at first withheld her, but the idea of
having a peasant cousin had astonished her; and everything that astonished,
also embarrassed her. Marie, equally surprised, had allowed herself to be
kissed, without moving, or without returning the salutation. Madame
d'Aubecourt took her by the hand, and drew her kindly towards her,
remarking how much she resembled her father. The resemblance, in fact,
was striking. Marie was very pretty; she had fine dark, brilliant,
though at the same time very soft eyes; but the way in which she had
been brought up, had given a certain brusquerie to her manners. She
had beautiful teeth, and would have had a pretty smile, had it not
been spoiled by awkwardness, shyness, and the habit of making
grimaces. Her complexion, somewhat sun-burnt, was animated, and glowing
with health; she was well formed, tall for her age, and had it not
been for her awkward carriage, would have displayed nobility even
under her coarse dress. It was impossible to make her raise her head,
or answer a single word to Madame d'Aubecourt's questions. Her nurse was
in despair: "That is the way with her," she said; "if she takes a thing into
her head, you will never get it out of it;" and she began scolding Marie, who
did not appear in the slightest degree moved by what she said. Madame
d'Aubecourt made an excuse for her, on account of her embarrassment, and said
that she had a gentle look. The nurse immediately began praising her with as
much warmth as she had displayed in scolding her. Marie smiled, and looked at
her with affection, but still without saying a word, or stirring from
her place.
Madame d'Aubecourt promised the nurse that she should soon
hear from her again, and took away the documents relating to Marie, and
which the nurse, with some hesitation, confided to her. She felt sure
that she should be able to induce her father-in-law to receive Marie;
he was her nearest relative in France, and it was quite impossible that he
should not feel what duty required of him in regard to her; still she well
knew how much annoyance this would cause him. The children could talk of
nothing else during their return to Guicheville, and M. d'Aubecourt awaited,
with some anxiety, the result of the visit. He had nothing to oppose to the
proofs she brought with her; nevertheless he said that further information
was necessary. Madame d'Aubecourt wrote to every one whom she thought likely
to give her any. All agreed with the first. There was, therefore, no longer
any doubt of Marie's being really Adelaide d'Orly.
Then M. d'Aubecourt
said, "I will think of it;" but the nurse, feeling herself worse, and not
hearing from Madame d'Aubecourt, who had been prevented from going to see
her, by a severe cold, had got the mayor to write to M. d'Aubecourt. It was
also known, since Marie had been talked about at the chateau, how much
people complained in the neighbourhood, of his neglect of his
grandniece. Madame d'Aubecourt's visit to the nurse had spread the
intelligence, that at last he was going to receive her. He heard this
mentioned by the Registrar, by the Cure, and especially by Mademoiselle
Raymond, who was much annoyed at it, and who, consequently, was
perpetually talking of it. In order, therefore, to get rid of a subject
which tormented him, he gave his consent in a moment of impatience,
and Madame d'Aubecourt hastened to take advantage of it, for she
felt extremely anxious about the situation of Marie, and grieved that
so much time should not merely be lost to her education, but
actually employed in giving her a bad one.
Having sent to inform the
nurse of the day on which she would fetch Marie, Madame d'Aubecourt and her
children set off one morning, mounted upon donkeys. The one that was to carry
Marie, being mounted by a peasant girl, whom Madame d'Aubecourt had engaged
to attend the nurse during her illness, which she was grieved to see would
not be of long duration. As she could not reward her for all that she had
done for Marie, she wished at least to do all that was in her power for her.
She had already sent her some medicines suited to her condition, and some
provisions rather more delicate than those to which she was accustomed, and
she had learned with great satisfaction, that this good woman was in
comparatively easy circumstances.
When they reached the cottage they
found the door locked. They knocked, but remained for some time unanswered,
and Madame d'Aubecourt began to feel excessively uneasy, for she feared
the nurse might be dead, and in that case what had become of Marie?
At length, the nurse herself, notwithstanding her debility, came
and opened the door, telling them that she had been obliged to fasten it,
as on the previous day, Marie, imagining that it was the one fixed for her
departure, had fled from the house, and did not return until night, and she
had been anxious to prevent the recurrence of the same thing on that day.
Marie was standing in a corner, her eyes swoln and red with crying. She no
longer wept, but stood perfectly motionless, and silent. Madame d'Aubecourt
approached, and gently endeavoured to induce her to accompany them, promising
that she should return to see her nurse. Lucie and Alphonse went to kiss
her, but she still continued fixed and silent. Her nurse exhorted
her, scolded her, and then began to grieve and weep at the idea of
losing her. But all this did not extract a single syllable from Marie,
only when she saw her nurse weep the tears rolled down her own cheeks.
At length, Madame d'Aubecourt seeing that nothing was to be gained
by these means, went over to her, and taking her by the arm, said in
a firm tone, "Come, come, Marie, this will not do; have the kindness to
come with me immediately." Astonished at this authoritative tone, to which
she was not accustomed, Marie allowed herself to be led. Alphonse took her
other arm, saying, "Come along, cousin." But when she came near her nurse,
she threw her arms round her, weeping and sobbing as if her heart would
break. The nurse wept as violently as the child, and Madame d'Aubecourt,
though herself greatly affected, was nevertheless obliged to exercise her
authority in order to separate them.
At length Marie was mounted on
her donkey, she went on in silence, only now and then allowing large tears to
escape from her eyes. By degrees, however, she began to laugh at the
caracoles which Alphonse endeavoured to make his animal perform. All at once
Lucie's donkey began to bray, and was going to lie down. Marie jumped off
hers before either of the others, and ran to Lucie's assistance, who
was crying out and unable to retain her seat. She scolded and beat
the animal, and at length reduced him to obedience; but perceiving that he
was about to recommence, she insisted that Lucie should mount hers, which was
more gentle, saying that she would soon manage the other. This little
incident established a good understanding between the two cousins. Marie
began to be cheerful, and to defy Alphonse in the race, and had quite
forgotten her griefs and troubles, when, on arriving at Guicheville, the
sight of Mademoiselle Raymond and M. d'Aubecourt, again rendered her silent
and motionless. She was, however, soon roused by Mademoiselle Raymond's dog,
who came forward barking with all his might. Like the generality of dogs
brought up in the house, he had a great antipathy to ill-dressed people,
and Marie's dress quite shocked him. He rushed upon her as if about to
bite her, but Marie gave him so violent a kick, that it sent him howling into
the middle of the room. Mademoiselle Raymond ran forward and took him up in
her arms, with a movement of anger which sufficiently announced all she was
going to say, and which she would have said without hesitation, had not the
presence of Madame d'Aubecourt in some degree restrained her. Alphonse
forestalled her by saying, that if her dog had been better brought up, he
would not have drawn such treatment upon himself. Mademoiselle Raymond
could no longer contain herself. Madame d'Aubecourt, by a sign,
imposed silence upon her son, who was about to reply. This sign, though
not addressed to Mademoiselle Raymond, nevertheless obliged her also
to restrain her feelings, and she left the room, carrying with her her dog
and her resentment. |
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