2014년 11월 28일 금요일

war and peace 46

war and peace 46


Princess Mary spent half of every day with little Nicholas, watching his

lessons, teaching him Russian and music herself, and talking to

Dessalles; the rest of the day she spent over her books, with her old

nurse, or with "God's folk" who sometimes came by the back door to see

her.

 

Of the war Princess Mary thought as women do think about wars. She

feared for her brother who was in it, was horrified by and amazed at the

strange cruelty that impels men to kill one another, but she did not

understand the significance of this war, which seemed to her like all

previous wars. She did not realize the significance of this war, though

Dessalles with whom she constantly conversed was passionately interested

in its progress and tried to explain his own conception of it to her,

and though the "God's folk" who came to see her reported, in their own

way, the rumors current among the people of an invasion by Antichrist,

and though Julie (now Princess Drubetskaya), who had resumed

correspondence with her, wrote patriotic letters from Moscow.

 

"I write you in Russian, my good friend," wrote Julie in her Frenchified

Russian, "because I have a detestation for all the French, and the same

for their language which I cannot support to hear spoken.... We in

Moscow are elated by enthusiasm for our adored Emperor.

 

"My poor husband is enduring pains and hunger in Jewish taverns, but the

news which I have inspires me yet more.

 

"You heard probably of the heroic exploit of Raevski, embracing his two

sons and saying: 'I will perish with them but we will not be shaken!'

And truly though the enemy was twice stronger than we, we were

unshakable. We pass the time as we can, but in war as in war! The

princesses Aline and Sophie sit whole days with me, and we, unhappy

widows of live men, make beautiful conversations over our 'charpie',

only you, my friend, are missing..." and so on.

 

The chief reason Princess Mary did not realize the full significance of

this war was that the old prince never spoke of it, did not recognize

it, and laughed at Dessalles when he mentioned it at dinner. The

prince's tone was so calm and confident that Princess Mary

unhesitatingly believed him.

 

All that July the old prince was exceedingly active and even animated.

He planned another garden and began a new building for the domestic

serfs. The only thing that made Princess Mary anxious about him was that

he slept very little and, instead of sleeping in his study as usual,

changed his sleeping place every day. One day he would order his camp

bed to be set up in the glass gallery, another day he remained on the

couch or on the lounge chair in the drawing room and dozed there without

undressing, while--instead of Mademoiselle Bourienne--a serf boy read to

him. Then again he would spend a night in the dining room.

 

On August 1, a second letter was received from Prince Andrew. In his

first letter which came soon after he had left home, Prince Andrew had

dutifully asked his father's forgiveness for what he had allowed himself

to say and begged to be restored to his favor. To this letter the old

prince had replied affectionately, and from that time had kept the

Frenchwoman at a distance. Prince Andrew's second letter, written near

Vitebsk after the French had occupied that town, gave a brief account of

the whole campaign, enclosed for them a plan he had drawn and forecasts

as to the further progress of the war. In this letter Prince Andrew

pointed out to his father the danger of staying at Bald Hills, so near

the theater of war and on the army's direct line of march, and advised

him to move to Moscow.

 

At dinner that day, on Dessalles' mentioning that the French were said

to have already entered Vitebsk, the old prince remembered his son's

letter.

 

"There was a letter from Prince Andrew today," he said to Princess Mary-

-"Haven't you read it?"

 

"No, Father," she replied in a frightened voice.

 

She could not have read the letter as she did not even know it had

arrived.

 

"He writes about this war," said the prince, with the ironic smile that

had become habitual to him in speaking of the present war.

 

"That must be very interesting," said Dessalles. "Prince Andrew is in a

position to know..."

 

"Oh, very interesting!" said Mademoiselle Bourienne.

 

"Go and get it for me," said the old prince to Mademoiselle Bourienne.

"You know--under the paperweight on the little table."

 

Mademoiselle Bourienne jumped up eagerly.

 

"No, don't!" he exclaimed with a frown. "You go, Michael Ivanovich."

 

Michael Ivanovich rose and went to the study. But as soon as he had left

the room the old prince, looking uneasily round, threw down his napkin

and went himself.

 

"They can't do anything... always make some muddle," he muttered.

 

While he was away Princess Mary, Dessalles, Mademoiselle Bourienne, and

even little Nicholas exchanged looks in silence. The old prince returned

with quick steps, accompanied by Michael Ivanovich, bringing the letter

and a plan. These he put down beside him--not letting anyone read them

at dinner.

 

On moving to the drawing room he handed the letter to Princess Mary and,

spreading out before him the plan of the new building and fixing his

eyes upon it, told her to read the letter aloud. When she had done so

Princess Mary looked inquiringly at her father. He was examining the

plan, evidently engrossed in his own ideas.

 

"What do you think of it, Prince?" Dessalles ventured to ask.

 

"I? I?..." said the prince as if unpleasantly awakened, and not taking

his eyes from the plan of the building.

 

"Very possibly the theater of war will move so near to us that..."

 

"Ha ha ha! The theater of war!" said the prince. "I have said and still

say that the theater of war is Poland and the enemy will never get

beyond the Niemen."

 

Dessalles looked in amazement at the prince, who was talking of the

Niemen when the enemy was already at the Dnieper, but Princess Mary,

forgetting the geographical position of the Niemen, thought that what

her father was saying was correct.

 

"When the snow melts they'll sink in the Polish swamps. Only they could

fail to see it," the prince continued, evidently thinking of the

campaign of 1807 which seemed to him so recent. "Bennigsen should have

advanced into Prussia sooner, then things would have taken a different

turn..."

 

"But, Prince," Dessalles began timidly, "the letter mentions

Vitebsk...."

 

"Ah, the letter? Yes..." replied the prince peevishly. "Yes... yes..."

His face suddenly took on a morose expression. He paused. "Yes, he

writes that the French were beaten at... at... what river is it?"

 

Dessalles dropped his eyes.

 

"The prince says nothing about that," he remarked gently.

 

"Doesn't he? But I didn't invent it myself."

 

No one spoke for a long time.

 

"Yes... yes... Well, Michael Ivanovich," he suddenly went on, raising

his head and pointing to the plan of the building, "tell me how you mean

to alter it...."

 

Michael Ivanovich went up to the plan, and the prince after speaking to

him about the building looked angrily at Princess Mary and Dessalles and

went to his own room.

 

Princess Mary saw Dessalles' embarrassed and astonished look fixed on

her father, noticed his silence, and was struck by the fact that her

father had forgotten his son's letter on the drawing-room table; but she

was not only afraid to speak of it and ask Dessalles the reason of his

confusion and silence, but was afraid even to think about it.

 

In the evening Michael Ivanovich, sent by the prince, came to Princess

Mary for Prince Andrew's letter which had been forgotten in the drawing

room. She gave it to him and, unpleasant as it was to her to do so,

ventured to ask him what her father was doing.

 

"Always busy," replied Michael Ivanovich with a respectfully ironic

smile which caused Princess Mary to turn pale. "He's worrying very much

about the new building. He has been reading a little, but now"--Michael

Ivanovich went on, lowering his voice--"now he's at his desk, busy with

his will, I expect." (One of the prince's favorite occupations of late

had been the preparation of some papers he meant to leave at his death

and which he called his "will.")

 

"And Alpatych is being sent to Smolensk?" asked Princess Mary.

 

"Oh, yes, he has been waiting to start for some time."

 

 

 

 

CHAPTER III

 

When Michael Ivanovich returned to the study with the letter, the old

prince, with spectacles on and a shade over his eyes, was sitting at his

open bureau with screened candles, holding a paper in his outstretched

hand, and in a somewhat dramatic attitude was reading his manuscript--

his "Remarks" as he termed it--which was to be transmitted to the

Emperor after his death.

 

When Michael Ivanovich went in there were tears in the prince's eyes

evoked by the memory of the time when the paper he was now reading had

been written. He took the letter from Michael Ivanovich's hand, put it

in his pocket, folded up his papers, and called in Alpatych who had long

been waiting.

 

The prince had a list of things to be bought in Smolensk and, walking up

and down the room past Alpatych who stood by the door, he gave his

instructions.

 

"First, notepaper--do you hear? Eight quires, like this sample, gilt-

edged... it must be exactly like the sample. Varnish, sealing wax, as in

Michael Ivanovich's list."

 

He paced up and down for a while and glanced at his notes.

 

"Then hand to the governor in person a letter about the deed."

 

Next, bolts for the doors of the new building were wanted and had to be

of a special shape the prince had himself designed, and a leather case

had to be ordered to keep the "will" in.

 

The instructions to Alpatych took over two hours and still the prince

did not let him go. He sat down, sank into thought, closed his eyes, and

dozed off. Alpatych made a slight movement.

 

"Well, go, go! If anything more is wanted I'll send after you."

 

Alpatych went out. The prince again went to his bureau, glanced into it,

fingered his papers, closed the bureau again, and sat down at the table

to write to the governor.

 

It was already late when he rose after sealing the letter. He wished to

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