2016년 3월 28일 월요일

The Tory Lover 38

The Tory Lover 38



"There is knowledge enough of the riches of this river, among seamen of
the English ports," acknowledged Madam Wallingford. "In Portsmouth
there are many friends of England who will not be molested, though all
our leaders are gone. Still I know that an attack upon our region has
long been feared," she ended wistfully.
 
"I told my brother that I should not leave home until there was really
such danger; we should always have warning if the enemy came on the
coast. If they burnt our house or plundered it, then I should go
farther up the country. I told Jack," continued Mary, with flushing
cheeks, "that I did not mean to leave you; and he knew I meant it, but
he was impatient, too. ’I have well-grown timber that will build a
hundred houses,’ he answered me, and was rough-spoken as to the house,
much as he loves it,’but I shall not have one moment’s peace while I
think you are here alone. Yet, you must always look to Madam
Wallingford,’ he said more than once."
 
"Go now, my dear child; send me Susan, who is no doubt dallying in the
kitchen!" commanded the mistress abruptly. "I must not lose a minute of
this day. You must do as your brother bade you; but as for doing the
thing which would vex him above everything else,I cannot listen to more
words. I see that you are for going home this morning; can you soon
return to me, when you have ordered your affairs? You can help me in
many small matters, and we shall be together to the last. I could not
take you with me, darling," she said affectionately. "’T was my love
for youno, I ought to say ’t was my own poor selfishnessthat tempted
my heart for the moment. Now we must think of it no more, either of us.
You have no fellowship with those to whom I go; you are no Loyalist,"
and she even smiled as she spoke. "God bless you for such dear kindness,
Mary. I think I love you far too much to let you go with me."
 
Mary’s face was turned away, and she made no answer; then she left her
friend’s side, wondering at the firm decision and strong authority which
had returned in this time of sorrow and danger. It frightened her, this
flaring up of what had seemed such a failing light of life. It was
perhaps wasting to no purpose the little strength that remained.
 
She stood at the window to look down the river, and saw the trampled
ground below; it seemed as if the last night’s peril were but the peril
of a dream. The fruit-trees were coming into bloom: a young
cherry-tree, not far away, was white like a little bride, and the
pear-trees were ready to follow; their buds were big, and the white
petals showing. It was high water; the tide had just turned toward the
ebb, and there were boats going down the river to Portsmouth, in the
usual fashion, to return with the flood. There was a large gundalow
among them, with its tall lateen sail curved to the morning breeze. Of
late the river had sometimes looked forsaken, so many men were gone to
war, and this year the fields would again be half tilled at best, by
boys and women. To country eyes, there was a piteous lack of the
pleasant hopefulness of new-ploughed land on the river farms.
 
"There are many boats going down to-day," reported Mary, in her usual
tone; "they will be for telling the news of last night at the wharves in
Portsmouth. There will be a fine, busy crowd on the Parade."
 
Then she sighed heavily; she was in the valley of decision; she felt as
if she were near to tearing herself from this dear landscape and from
home,that she was on the brink of a great change. She could not but
shrink from such a change and loss.
 
She returned from her outlook to Madam Wallingford’s side.
 
"I must not interrupt your business. I will not press you, either,
against your will. I shall soon come back, and then you will let me
help you and stay with you, as you said. When will your brig be ready?"
 
"She is ready to sail now, and only waits her clearance papers; the
captain was here yesterday morning. She is the Golden Dolphin, as I have
already told you, and has often lain here at our river wharves; a very
good, clean vessel, with two lodgings for passengers. I have sent word
that I shall come on board to-morrow; she waits in the stream by
Badger’s Island."
 
"And you must go from here"
 
"To-night. I have already ordered my provision for the voyage. Rodney
went down on the gundalow before you were awake, and he will know very
well what to do; this afternoon I shall send many other things by boat."
 
"I was awake," said Mary softly, "but I hoped that you were resting"
 
"If the seas are calm, as may happen, I shall not go to Halifax,"
confessed the other; "I shall push on for Bristol. Our cousin Davis is
there, and the Russells, and many other friends. The brig is
timber-laden; if we should be captured"
 
"By which side?" laughed Mary, and a sad gleam of answering humor
flitted over Madam Wallingford’s face.
 
"Oh, we forget that my poor child may be dead already!" she cried, with
sharp agony, next moment. "I think and think of his hurting wounds. No
pity will be shown a man whom they take to be a spy!" and she was shaken
by a most piteous outburst of tears.
 
Then Mary, as if the heart in her own young breast were made of love
alone, tried to comfort Madam Wallingford. It was neither the first
time nor the last.
 
 
 
 
*XXX*
 
*MADAM GOES TO SEA*
 
"The paths to a true friend lie direct, though he be far away."
 
 
The bright day had clouded over, and come to a wet and windy spring
night. It was past eight o’clock; the darkness had early fallen. There
was a sense of comfort in a dry roof and warm shelter, as if it were
winter weather, and Master Sullivan and old Margery had drawn close to
their warm fireplace. The master was in a gay mood and talkative, and
his wife was at her usual business of spinning, stepping to and fro at a
large whirring wheel. To spin soft wool was a better trade for evening
than the clacking insistence of the little wheel with its more demanding
flax. Margery was in her best mood, and made a most receptive and
admiring audience.
 
"Well, may God keep us!" she exclaimed, at the end of a story. "’T was
as big a row as when the galleries fell in Smock Alley theatre. I often
heard of that from my poor father."
 
Master Sullivan was pleased with his success; Margery was not always so
easy to amuse, but he was in no mind for a conflict. Something had made
his heart ache that day, and now her love and approval easily rescued
him from his own thought; so he went on, as if his fortunes depended
upon Margery’s favor and frankly expressed amusement.
 
"One night there was a long-legged apprentice boy to a French
upholsterer; this was in London, and I a lad myself stolen over there
from Paris with a message for Charles Radcliffe. He had great leanings
toward the stage, this poor boy, and for the pride of his heart got the
chance to play the ghost in Hamlet at Covent Garden. Well, it was then
indeed you might see him at the heighth of life and parading in his
pasteboard armor. ’Mark me!’ says he, with a voice as if you’d thump
the sides of a cask. ’_I’ll mark you!_’ cries his master from the pit,
and he le’pt on the stage and was after the boy to kill him; and all the
lads were there le’pt after him to take his part; and they held off the
master, and set the ghost in his place again, the poor fellow; and they
said he did his part fine, and creeped every skin that was there. He’d
a great night; never mind the beating that fell to him afterward!"
 
The delighted listener shook with silent laughter.
 
"’T was like the time poor Denny Delane was in Dublin. I was there but
the one winter myself," continued the master. "He came of a fine
family, but got stage-struck, and left Trinity College behind him like a
last year’s bird’s nest. Every woman in Dublin, old and young, was
crazy after him. There were plays bespoke, and the fashion there every
night, all sparked with diamonds, and every officer in his fine uniform.
There was great dressing with the men as you’d never see them now: my
Lord Howth got a fancy he’d dress like a coachman, wig and all; and Lord
Trimlestown was always in scarlet when he went abroad, and my Lord
Gormanstown in blue. Oh, but they were the pictures coming in their
coaches! You would n’t see any officer out of his uniform, or a doctor
wanting his lace ruffles! ’T was my foolish young self borrowed all the
lace from my poor mother that she’d lend me, and I but a boy; and then
I’d go help myself out of her boxes, when she’d gone to mass. She’d a
great deal of beautiful lace, and knew every thread of it by heart. I
’ve a little piece yet that was sewed under a waistcoat. Go get it now,
and we ’ll look at it; ’t is laid safe in that second book from the end
of the shelf. You may give it to the little lady, when I ’m gone, for a
remembrance; ’t is the onlyah, well; I ’ve nothing else in the world
but my own poor self that ever belonged to my dear mother!"
 
The old master’s voice grew very sad, and all his gayety was gone.
 
"’Deed, then, Miss Mary Hamilton ’ll get none of it, and you having a
daughter of your own!" scolded Margery, instantly grown as fierce as he
was sad. Sometimes the only way to cure the master of his dark sorrows
was to make him soothe her own anger. But this night he did not laugh at
her, though she quarreled with fine determination.
 
"Oh me!" groaned the master. "Oh me, the fool I was!" and he struck his
knee with a hopeless hand, as he sat before the fire.
 
"God be good to us!" mourned old Margery, "and I a lone child sent to a
strange country without a friend to look to me, and yourself taking
notice of me on the ship; ’t was the King I thought you were, and you’d
rob me now of all that. Well, I was no fit wife for a great gentleman;
I always said it, too. I loved you as I don’t know how to love my God,
but I must ask for nothing!"
 
The evening’s pleasure was broken; the master could bear anything better
than her poor whimpering voice.
 
"You look at a poor man as if he were the front of a cathedral," he
chided her, again trying to be merry. But at this moment they were both
startled into silence; they both heard the heavy tread of horses before
the house.
 
"Come in, come in, whoever you are!" shouted Master Sullivan, as he
threw open the outer door. "Are ye lost on the road, that ye seek light
and lodging here?"
 
The horses would not stand; the night was dark as a dungeon; the heavy
rain blew in the old man’s face. His heart beat fast at the sound of a
woman’s voice.
 
"By great Jupiter, and all the gods! what has brought you here, Mary
Hamilton, my dear child?" he cried. "Is there some attack upon the
coast? ’T is the hand of war or death has struck you!"
 
The firelight shone upon Mary’s face as she entered, but the wind and
rain had left no color there; it was a wan face, that masked some high
resolve, and forbade either comment or contradiction. She took the
chair to which the master led her, and drew a long breath, as if to
assure herself of some steadiness of speech.
 
A moment later, her faithful friend, Mr. John Lord, opened the door
softly, and came in also. His eyes looked troubled, but he said nothing
as he stood a little way behind the others in the low room; the rain
dropped heavily from his long coat to the floor. The Sullivans stood at
either side the fireplace watching the pale lady who was their guest.
John Sullivan himself it was who unclasped her wet riding cloak and
threw it back upon the chair; within she wore a pretty gown of soft
crimson silk with a golden thread in it, that had come home in one of
her brother’s ships from Holland. The rain had stained the breast of it
where the riding cloak had blown apart; the strange living dyes of the
East were brightened by the wet. The two old people started back, they
believed that she had sought them because she was hurt to death. She
lifted her hand forbiddingly; her face grew like a child’s that was striving against tears.

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