"He entered Cluny, and made his profession there, much detached
from all this world’s goods and honours; he only kept, with his
superior’s permission, this book, which he knew had been in use with Mary
Stuart, Queen of England and Scotland, to the end of her life.
"Before
dying and being parted from his brethren, he requested that, to be safely
remitted to us, it should be sent us by mail, sealed. Just as we have
received it, we have begged M. L’abbe Bignon, councillor of state and king’s
librarian, to accept this precious relic of the piety of a Queen of England,
and of a German officer of her religion as well as of
ours.
"(Signed)BROTHER GERARD PONCET, "Vicar-General
Superior."
SECOND CERTIFICATE
"We, Jean-Paul Bignon, king’s
librarian, are very happy to have an opportunity of exhibiting our zeal, in
placing the said manuscript in His Majesty’s library.
"8th July,
1724."
"(Signed) JEAN-PAUL BIGNAN."
This manuscript, on which was
fixed the last gaze of the Queen of Scotland, is a duodecimo, written in the
Gothic character and containing Latin prayers; it is adorned with miniatures
set off with gold, representing devotional subjects, stories from sacred
history, or from the lives of saints and martyrs. Every page is encircled
with arabesques mingled with garlands of fruit and flowers, amid which spring
up grotesque figures of men and animals.
As to the binding, worn now,
or perhaps even then, to the woof, it is in black velvet, of which the flat
covers are adorned in the centre with an enamelled pansy, in a silver setting
surrounded by a wreath, to which are diagonally attached from one corner of
the cover to the other, two twisted silver-gilt knotted cords, finished by a
tuft at the two ends.
*KARL-LUDWIG SAND—1819*
On
the 22nd of March, 1819, about nine o’clock in the morning, a young man, some
twenty-three or twenty-four years old, wearing the dress of a German student,
which consists of a short frock-coat with silk braiding, tight trousers, and
high boots, paused upon a little eminence that stands upon the road between
Kaiserthal and Mannheim, at about three-quarters of the distance from the
former town, and commands a view of the latter. Mannheim is seen rising calm
and smiling amid gardens which once were ramparts, and which now surround and
embrace it like a girdle of foliage and flowers. Having reached this spot, he
lifted his cap, above the peak of which were embroidered three interlaced
oak leaves in silver, and uncovering his brow, stood bareheaded for a
moment to feel the fresh air that rose from the valley of the Neckar. At
first sight his irregular features produced a strange impression; but
before long the pallor of his face, deeply marked by smallpox, the
infinite gentleness of his eyes, and the elegant framework of his long
and flowing black hair, which grew in an admirable curve around a
broad, high forehead, attracted towards him that emotion of sad sympathy
to which we yield without inquiring its reason or dreaming of
resistance. Though it was still early, he seemed already to have come some
distance, for his boots were covered with dust; but no doubt he was nearing
his destination, for, letting his cap drop, and hooking into his belt
his long pipe, that inseparable companion of the German Borsch, he drew
from his pocket a little note-book, and wrote in it with a pencil:
"Left Wanheim at five in the morning, came in sight of Mannheim at
a quarter-past nine." Then putting his note-book back into his pocket,
he stood motionless for a moment, his lips moving as though in
mental prayer, picked up his hat, and walked on again with a firm step
towards Mannheim.
This young Student was Karl-Ludwig Sand, who was
coming from Jena, by way of Frankfort aid Darmstadt, in order to assassinate
Kotzebue.
Now, as we are about to set before our readers one of those
terrible actions for the true appreciation of which the conscience is the
sole judge, they must allow us to make them fully acquainted with him
whom kings regarded as an assassin, judges as a fanatic, and the youth
of Germany as a hero. Charles Louis Sand was born on the 5th of
October, 1795, at Wonsiedel, in the Fichtel Wald; he was the youngest son
of Godfrey Christopher Sand, first president and councillor of justice
to the King of Prussia, and of Dorothea Jane Wilheltmina Schapf, his
wife. Besides two elder brothers, George, who entered upon a commercial
career at St, Gall, and Fritz, who was an advocate in the Berlin court
of appeal, he had an elder sister named Caroline, and a younger
sister called Julia.
While still in the cradle he had been attacked by
smallpox of the most malignant type. The virus having spread through all his
body, laid bare his ribs, and almost ate away his skull. For several months
he lay between life and death; but life at last gained the upper hand.
He remained weak and sickly, however, up to his seventh year, at which
time a brain fever attacked him; and again put his life in danger. As
a compensation, however, this fever, when it left him, seemed to
carry away with it all vestiges of his former illness. From that moment
his health and strength came into existence; but during these two
long illnesses his education had remained very backward, and it was not
until the age of eight that he could begin his elementary studies;
moreover, his physical sufferings having retarded his intellectual
development, he needed to work twice as hard as others to reach the same
result.
Seeing the efforts that young Sand made, even while still quite a
child, to conquer the defects of his organisation, Professor Salfranck,
a learned and distinguished man, rector of the Hof gymnasium
[college], conceived such an affection for him, that when, at a later time,
he was appointed director of the gymnasium at Ratisbon, he could not part
from his pupil, and took him with him. In this town, and at the age of
eleven years, he gave the first proof of his courage and humanity. One
day, when he was walking with some young friends, he heard cries for
help, and ran in that direction: a little boy, eight or nine years old,
had just fallen into a pond. Sand immediately, without regarding his
best clothes, of which, however, he was very proud, sprang into the
water, and, after unheard-of efforts for a child of his age, succeeded
in bringing the drowning boy to land.
At the age of twelve or
thirteen, Sand, who had become more active, skilful, and determined than many
of his elders, often amused himself by giving battle to the lads of the town
and of the neighbouring villages. The theatre of these childish conflicts,
which in their pale innocence reflected the great battles that were at that
time steeping Germany in blood, was generally a plain extending from the town
of Wonsiedel to the mountain of St. Catherine, which had ruins at its top,
and amid the ruins a tower in excellent preservation. Sand, who was one of
the most eager fighters, seeing that his side had several times been defeated
on account of its numerical inferiority, resolved, in order to make up
for this drawback, to fortify the tower of St. Catherine, and to retire
into it at the next battle if its issue proved unfavourable to him.
He communicated this plan to his companions, who received it
with enthusiasm. A week was spent, accordingly, in collecting all
possible weapons of defence in the tower and in repairing its doors and
stairs. These preparations were made so secretly that the army of the enemy
had no knowledge of them.
Sunday came: the holidays were the days of
battle. Whether because the boys were ashamed of having been beaten last
time, or for some other reason, the band to which Sand belonged was even
weaker than usual. Sure, however, of a means of retreat, he accepted
battle, notwithstanding. The struggle was not a long one; the one party was
too weak in numbers to make a prolonged resistance, and began to retire
in the best order that could be maintained to St. Catherine’s tower,
which was reached before much damage had been felt. Having arrived there,
some of the combatants ascended to the ramparts, and while the
others defended themselves at the foot of the wall, began to shower stones
and pebbles upon the conquerors. The latter, surprised at the new method
of defence which was now for the first time adopted, retreated a
little; the rest of the defenders took advantage of the moment to retire
into the fortress and shut the door. Great was the astonishment an the
part of the besiegers: they had always seen that door broken down, and
lo! all at once it was presenting to them a barrier which preserved
the besieged from their blows. Three or four went off to find
instruments with which to break it down and meanwhile the rest of the
attacking farce kept the garrison blockaded.
At the end of half an
hour the messengers returned not only with levers and picks, but also with a
considerable reinforcement composed of lads from, the village to which they
had been to fetch tools.
Then began the assault: Sand and his companions
defended themselves desperately; but it was soon evident that, unless help
came, the garrison would be forced to capitulate. It was proposed that they
should draw lots, and that one of the besieged should be chosen, who in
spite of the danger should leave the tower, make his way as best he
might through the enemy’s army, and go to summon the other lads of
Wonsiedel, who had faint-heartedly remained at home. The tale of the peril in
which their Comrades actually were, the disgrace of a surrender, which
would fall upon all of them, would no doubt overcome their indolence
and induce them to make a diversion that would allow the garrison to
attempt sortie. This suggestion was adopted; but instead of leaving the
decision to chance, Sand proposed himself as the messenger. As everybody knew
his courage, his skill, and his lightness of foot, the proposition
was unanimously accepted, and the new Decius prepared to execute his act
of devotion. The deed was not free from danger: there were but two means
of egress, one by way of the door, which would lead to the
fugitive’s falling immediately into the hands of the enemy; the other by
jumping from a rampart so high that the enemy had not set a guard there.
Sand without a moment’s hesitation went to the rampart, where,
always religious, even in his childish pleasures, he made a short prayer;
then, without fear, without hesitation, with a confidence that was
almost superhuman, he sprang to the ground: the distance was twenty-two
feet. Sand flew instantly to Wonsiedel, and reached it, although the enemy
had despatched their best runners in pursuit. Then the garrison, seeing
the success of their enterprise, took fresh courage, and united
their efforts against the besiegers, hoping everything from Sand’s
eloquence, which gave him a great influence over his young companions. And,
indeed, in half an hour he was seen reappearing at the head of some thirty
boys of his own age, armed with slings and crossbows. The besiegers, on
the point of being attacked before and behind, recognised the
disadvantage of their position and retreated. The victory remained with
Sand’s party, and all the honours of the day were his.
We have related
this anecdote in detail, that our readers may understand from the character
of the child what was that of the man. Besides, we shall see him develop,
always calm and superior amid small events as amid large ones.
About
the same time Sand escaped almost miraculously from two dangers. One day a
hod full of plaster fell from a scaffold and broke at his feet. Another day
the Price of Coburg, who during the King of Prussia’s stay at the baths of
Alexander, was living in the house of Sand’s parents, was galloping home with
four horses when he came suddenly upon young Karl in a gateway; he could not
escape either on the right or the left, without running the risk of being
crushed between the wall and the wheels, and the coachman could not, when
going at such a pace, hold in his horses: Sand flung himself on his face, and
the carriage passed over him without his receiving so much as a single
scratch either from the horses or the wheels. From that moment many people
regarded him as predestined, and said that the hand of God was upon
him.
Meanwhile political events were developing themselves around the
boy, and their seriousness made him a man before the age of manhood.
Napoleon weighed upon Germany like another Sennacherib. Staps had tried to
play the part of Mutius Scaevola, and had died a martyr. Sand was at Hof
at that time, and was a student of the gymnasium of which his good
tutor Salfranck was the head. He learned that the man whom he regarded as
the antichrist was to come and review the troops in that town; he left it
at once and went home to his parents, who asked him for what reason he
had left the gymnasium.
"Because I could not have been in the same
town with Napoleon," he answered, "without trying to kill him, and I do not
feel my hand strong enough for that yet."
This happened in 1809; Sand
was fourteen years old. Peace, which was signed an the 15th of October, gave
Germany some respite, and allowed the young fanatic to resume his studies
without being distracted by political considerations; but in 1811 he was
occupied by them again, when he learned that the gymnasium was to be
dissolved and its place taken by a primary school. To this the rector
Salfranck was appointed as a teacher, but instead of the thousand florins
which his former appointment brought him, the new one was worth only five
hundred. Karl could not remain in a primary school where he could not
continue his education; he wrote to his mother to announce this event and to
tell her with what equanimity the old German philosopher had borne it. Here
is the answer of Sand’s mother; it will serve to show the character of
the woman whose mighty heart never belied itself in the midst of
the severest suffering; the answer bears the stamp of that German
mysticism of which we have no idea in France:—
"MY DEAR KARL,—You
could not have given me a more grievous piece of news than that of the event
which has just fallen upon your tutor and father by adoption; nevertheless,
terrible though it may be, do not doubt that he will resign himself to it, in
order to give to the virtue of his pupils a great example of that submission
which every subject owes to the king wham God has set over him. Furthermore,
be well assured that in this world there is no other upright and well
calculated policy than that which grows out of the old precept, ’Honour God,
be just and fear not.’ And reflect also that when injustice against the
worthy becomes crying, the public voice makes itself heard, and uplifts those
who are cast down.
"But if, contrary to all probability, this did not
happen,—if God should impose this sublime probation upon the virtue of our
friend, if the world were to disown him and Providence were to became to
that, degree his debtor,—yet in that case there are, believe me,
supreme compensations: all the things and all the events that occur around
us and that act upon us are but machines set in motion by a Higher Hand,
so as to complete our education for a higher world, in which alone we
shall take our true place. Apply yourself, therefore, my dear child, to
watch over yourself unceasingly and always, so that you may not take great
and fine isolated actions for real virtue, and may be ready every moment
to do all that your duty may require of you. Fundamentally nothing
is great, you see, and nothing small, when things are, looked at apart
from one another, and it is only the putting of things together that
produces the unity of evil or of good.
"Moreover, God only sends the
trial to the heart where He has put strength, and the manner in which you
tell me that your master has borne the misfortune that has befallen him is a
fresh proof of this great and eternal truth. You must form yourself upon him,
my dear child, and if you are obliged to leave Hof for Bamberg you must
resign yourself to it courageously. Man has three educations: that which he
receives from his parents, that which circumstances impose upon him, and
lastly that which he gives himself; if that misfortune should occur, pray to
God that you may yourself worthily complete that last education, the most
important of all.
"I will give you as an example the life and conduct
of my father, of whom you have not heard very much, for he died before you
were born, but whose mind and likeness are reproduced in you only among all
your brothers and sisters. The disastrous fire which reduced his native
town to ashes destroyed his fortune and that of his relatives; grief
at having lost everything—for the fire broke out in the next house
to his—cost his father his life; and while his mother, who for six
years had been stretched an a bed of pain, where horrible convulsions held
her fast, supported her three little girls by the needlework that she did
in the intervals of suffering, he went as a mere clerk into one of
the leading mercantile houses of Augsburg, where his lively and yet
even temper made him welcome; there he learned a calling, for which,
however, he was not naturally adapted, and came back to the home of his
birth with a pure and stainless heart, in order to be the support of
his mother and his sisters.
"A man can do much when he wishes to do
much: join your efforts to my prayers, and leave the rest in the hands of
God."
The prediction of this Puritan woman was fulfilled: a little
time afterwards rector Salfranck was appointed professor at
Richembourg, whither Sand followed him; it was there that the events of 1813
found him. In the month of March he wrote to his mother:—
"I can
scarcely, dear mother, express to you how calm and happy I begin to feel
since I am permitted to believe in the enfranchisement of my country, of
which I hear on every side as being so near at hand,—of that country which,
in my faith in God, I see beforehand free and mighty, that country for whose
happiness I would undergo the greatest sufferings, and even death. Take
strength for this crisis. If by chance it should reach our good province,
lift your eyes to the Almighty, then carry them back to beautiful rich
nature. The goodness of God which preserved and protected so many men during
the disastrous Thirty Years’ War can do and will do now what it could and did
then. As for me, I believe and hope."
Leipzig came to justify Sand’s
presentiments; then the year 1814 arrived, and he thought Germany
free.
On the 10th of December in the same year he left Richembourg with
this certificate from his master:—
"Karl Sand belongs to the small
number of those elect young men who are distinguished at once by the gifts of
the mind and the faculties of the soul; in application and work he surpasses
all his fellow-students, and this fact explains his rapid progress in all the
philosophical and philological sciences; in mathematics only there are still
some further studies which he might pursue. The most affectionate wishes of
his teacher follow him on his departure.
"J. A. KEYN, "Rector, and
master of the first class. "Richembourg, Sept. 15, 1814"
But it was
really the parents of Sand, and in particular his mother, who had prepared
the fertile soil in which his teachers had sowed the seeds of learning; Sand
knew this well, for at the moment of setting out for the university of
Tubingen, where he was about to complete the theological studies necessary
for becoming a pastor, as he desired to do, he wrote to them:—
"I
confess that, like all my brothers and sisters, I owe to you that beautiful
and great part of my education which I have seen to be lacking to most of
those around me. Heaven alone can reward you by a conviction of having so
nobly and grandly fulfilled your parental duties, amid
many others."
After having paid a visit to his brother at St. Gall,
Sand reached Tubingen, to which he had been principally attracted by the
reputation of Eschenmayer; he spent that winter quietly, and no other
incident befell than his admission into an association of Burschen, called
the Teutonic; then came tester of 1815, and with it the terrible news
that Napoleon had landed in the Gulf of Juan. Immediately all the youth
of Germany able to bear arms gathered once more around the banners of
1813 and 1814. Sand followed the general example; but the action, which
in others was an effect of enthusiasm, was in him the result of calm
and deliberate resolution. He wrote to Wonsiedel on this
occasion:—
"April 22, 1813
"MY DEAR PARENTS,—Until now you have
found me submissive to your parental lessons and to the advice of my
excellent masters; until now I have made efforts to render myself worthy of
the education that God has sent me through you, and have applied myself to
become capable of spreading the word of the Lord through my native land; and
for this reason I can to-day declare to you sincerely the decision that I
lave taken, assured that as tender and affectionate parents you will
calm yourselves, and as German parents and patriots you will rather praise
my resolution than seek to turn me from it.
"The country calls once
more for help, and this time the call is addressed to me, too, for now I have
courage and strength. It cast me a great in ward struggle, believe me, to
abstain when in 1813 she gave her first cry, and only the conviction held me
back that thousands of others were then fighting and conquering for Germany,
while I had to live far the peaceful calling to which I was destined. Now it
is a question of preserving our newly re-established liberty, which in so
many places has already brought in so rich a harvest. The all-powerful and
merciful Lord reserves for us this great trial, which will certainly be the
last; it is for us, therefore, to show that we are worthy of the supreme
gift which He has given us, and capable of upholding it with strength
and firmness.
"The danger of the country has never been so great as it
is now, that is why, among the youth of Germany, the strong should support
the wavering, that all may rise together. Our brave brothers in the north are
already assembling from all parts under their banners; the State of
Wurtemburg is, proclaiming a general levy, and volunteers are coming in from
every quarter, asking to die for their country. I consider it my duty, too,
to fight for my country and for all the dear ones whom I love. If I
were not profoundly convinced of this truth, I should not communicate
my resolution to you; but my family is one that has a really German
heart, and that would consider me as a coward and an unworthy son if I did
not follow this impulse. I certainly feel the greatness of the sacrifice;
it costs me something, believe me, to leave my beautiful studies and go
to put myself under the orders of vulgar, uneducated people, but this
only increases my courage in going to secure the liberty of my
brothers; moreover, when once that liberty is secured, if God deigns to
allow, I will return to carry them His word.
"I take leave, therefore,
for a time of you, my most worthy parents, of my brothers, my sisters, and
all who are dear to me. As, after mature deliberation, it seems the most
suitable thing for me to serve with the Bavarians. I shall get myself
enrolled, for as long as the war may last, with a company of that nation.
Farewell, then; live happily; far away from you as I shall be, I shall follow
your pious exhortations. In this new track I shall still I hope, remain pure
before God, and I shall always try to walk in the path that rises above the
things of earth and leads to those of heaven, and perhaps in this career the
bliss of saving some souls from their fall may be reserved for
me.
"Your dear image will always be about me; I will always have the
Lord before my eyes and in my heart, so that I may endure joyfully the
pains and fatigues of this holy war. Include me in your Prayers; God will
send you the hope of better times to help you in bearing the unhappy time
in which we now are. We cannot see one another again soon, unless
we conquer; and if we should be conquered (which God forbid!), then my
last wish, which I pray you, I conjure you, to fulfil, my last and
supreme wish would be that you, my dear and deserving German relatives,
should leave an enslaved country for some other not yet under the
yoke.
"But why should we thus sadden one another’s hearts? Is not our
cause just and holy, and is not God just and holy? How then should we not
be victors? You see that sometimes I doubt, so, in your letters, which I
am impatiently expecting, have pity on me and do not alarm my soul, far
in any case we shall meet again in another country, and that one
will always be free and happy.
"I am, until death, your dutiful and
grateful son, "KARL SAND."
These two lines of Korner’s were written as a
postscript:
"Perchance above our foeman lying dead We may
behold the star of liberty."
With this farewell to his parents, and with
Korner’s poems on his lips, Sand gave up his books, and on the 10th of May we
find him in arms among the volunteer chasseurs enrolled under the command of
Major Falkenhausen, who was at that time at Mannheim; here he found his
second brother, who had preceded him, and they underwent all their
drill together.
Though Sand was not accustomed to great bodily
fatigues, he endured those of the campaign with surprising strength, refusing
all the alleviations that his superiors tried to offer him; for he would
allow no one to outdo him in the trouble that he took for the good of
the country. On the march he invariably shared: anything that he
possessed fraternally with his comrades, helping those who were weaker
than himself to carry their burdens, and, at once priest and
soldier, sustaining them by his words when he was powerless to do anything
more.
On the 18th of June, at eight o’clock in the evening, he arrived
upon the field of battle at Waterloo, On the 14th of July he entered
Paris.
On the 18th of December, 1815, Karl Sand and his brother were back
at Wonsiedel, to the great joy of their family. He spent the
Christmas holidays and the end of the year with them, but his ardour for his
new vacation did not allow him to remain longer, and an the 7th of
January he reached Erlangen. Then, to make up for lost time, he resolved
to subject his day to fixed and uniform rules, and to write down
every evening what he had done since the morning. It is by the help of
this journal that we are able to follow the young enthusiast, not only in
all the actions of his life, but also in all the thoughts of his mind
and all the hesitations of his conscience. In it we find his whole
self, simple to naivete, enthusiastic to madness, gentle even to
weakness towards others, severe even to asceticism towards himself. One of
his great griefs was the expense that his education occasioned to
his parents, and every useless and costly pleasure left a remorse in
his heart. Thus, on the 9th of February 1816, he wrote:—
"I meant to
go and visit my parents. Accordingly I went to the ’Commers-haus’, and there
I was much amused. N. and T. began upon me with the everlasting jokes about
Wonsiedel; that went on until eleven o’clock. But afterwards N. and T. began
to torment me to go to the wine-shop; I refused as long as I could. But as,
at last, they seemed to think that it was from contempt of them that I would
not go and drink a glass of Rhine wine with them, I did not dare resist
longer. Unfortunately, they did not stop at Braunberger; and while my glass
was still half full, N. ordered a bottle of champagne. When the first
had disappeared, T. ordered a second; then, even before this second
battle was drunk, both of them ordered a third in my name and in spite of me.
I returned home quite giddy, and threw myself on the sofa, where I
slept for about an hour, and only went to bed afterwards.
"Thus passed
this shameful day, in which I have not thought enough of my kind and worthy
parents, who are leading a poor and hard life, and in which I suffered myself
to be led away by the example of people who have money into spending four
florins—an expenditure which was useless, and which would have kept the whole
family for two days. Pardon me, my God, pardon me, I beseech Thee, and
receive the vow that I make never to fall into the same fault again. In
future I will live even more abstemiously than I usually do, so as to repair
the fatal traces in my poor cash-box of my extravagance, and not to be
obliged to ask money of my mother before the day when she thinks of sending
me some herself."
Then, at the very time when the poor young man
reproaches himself as if with a crime with having spent four florins, one of
his cousins, a widow, dies and leaves three orphan children. He runs
immediately to carry the first consolations to the unhappy little creatures,
entreats his mother to take charge of the youngest, and overjoyed at her
answer, thanks her thus:—
"Far the very keen joy that you have given
me by your letter, and for the very dear tone in which your soul speaks to
me, bless you, O my mother! As I might have hoped and been sure, you have
taken little Julius, and that fills me afresh with the deepest gratitude
towards you, the rather that, in my constant trust in your goodness, I had
already in her lifetime given our good little cousin the promise that you
are fulfilling for me after her death."
About March, Sand, though he
did not fall ill, had an indisposition that obliged him to go and take the
waters; his mother happened at the time to be at the ironworks of Redwitz,
same twelve or fifteen miles from Wonsiedel, where the mineral springs are
found. Sand established himself there with his mother, and notwithstanding
his desire to avoid interrupting his work, the time taken up by baths, by
invitations to dinners, and even by the walks which his health required,
disturbed the regularity of his usual existence and awakened his remorse.
Thus we find these lines written in his journal for April 13th:
"Life,
without some high aim towards which all thoughts and actions tend, is an
empty desert: my day yesterday is a proof of this; I spent it with my own
people, and that, of course, was a great pleasure to me; but how did I spend
it? In continual eating, so that when I wanted to work I could do nothing
worth doing. Full of indolence and slackness, I dragged myself into the
company of two or three sets of people, and came from them in the same state
of mind as I went to them."
Far these expeditions Sand made use of a
little chestnut horse which belonged to his brother, and of which he was very
fond. This little horse had been bought with great difficulty; for, as we
have said, the whole family was poor. The following note, in relation to the
animal, will give an idea of Sand’s simplicity of heart:—
"19th April
"To-day I have been very happy at the ironworks, and very industrious beside
my kind mother. In the evening I came home on the little chestnut. Since the
day before yesterday, when he got a strain and hurt his foot, he has been
very restive and very touchy, and when he got home he refused his food. I
thought at first that he did not fancy his fodder, and gave him some pieces
of sugar and sticks of cinnamon, which he likes very much; he tasted them,
but would not eat them. The poor little beast seems to have same other
internal indisposition besides his injured foot. If by ill luck he were to
become foundered or ill, everybody, even my parents, would throw the blame on
me, and yet I have been very careful and considerate of him. My God, my Lord,
Thou who canst do things both great and small, remove from me this
misfortune, and let him recover as quickly as possible. If, however, Thou
host willed otherwise, and if this fresh trouble is to fall upon us, I
will try to bear it with courage, and as the expiation of same
sin. Meanwhile, O my Gad, I leave this matter in Thy hands, as I leave
my life and my soul."
On the 20th of April he wrote:—"The little horse
is well; God has helped me."
German manners and customs are so
different from ours, and contrasts occur so frequently in the same man, on
the other side of the Rhine, that anything less than all the quotations which
we have given would have been insufficient to place before our readers a true
idea of that character made up of artlessness and reason, childishness and
strength, depression and enthusiasm, material details and poetic ideas,
which renders Sand a man incomprehensible to us. We will now continue
the portrait, which still wants a few finishing touches.
When he
returned to Erlangen, after the completion of his "cure," Sand read Faust far
the first time. At first he was amazed at that work, which seemed to him an
orgy of genius; then, when he had entirely finished it, he reconsidered his
first impression, and wrote:—
"4th May
"Oh, horrible struggle of
man and devil! What Mephistopheles is in me I feel far the first time in this
hour, and I feel it, O God, with consternation!
"About eleven at night
I finished reading the tragedy, and I felt and saw the fiend in myself, so
that by midnight, amid my tears and despair, I was at last frightened at
myself."
Sand was falling by degrees into a deep melancholy, from which
nothing could rouse him except his desire to purify and preach morality to
the students around him. To anyone who knows university life such a
task will seem superhuman. Sand, however, was not discouraged, and if
he could not gain an influence over everyone, he at least succeeded
in forming around him a considerable circle of the most intelligent and
the best; nevertheless, in the midst of these apostolic labours
strange longings for death would overcome him; he seemed to recall heaven
and want to return to it; he called these temptations "homesickness for
the soul’s country."
His favourite authors were Lessing, Schiller,
Herder, and Goethe; after re-reading the two last for the twentieth time,
this is what he wrote:
"Good and evil touch each other; the woes of the
young Werther and Weisslingen’s seduction, are almost the same story; no
matter, we must not judge between what is good and what is evil in others;
for that is what God will do. I have just been spending much time over this
thought, and have become convinced that in no circumstances ought we to
allow ourselves to seek for the devil in others, and that we have no right
to judge; the only creature over wham we have received the power to
judge and condemn is ourself, and that gives us enough constant
care, business, and trouble.
"I have again to-day felt a profound
desire to quit this world and enter a higher world; but this desire is rather
dejection than strength, a lassitude than an upsoaring."
The year 1816
was spent by Sand in these pious attempts upon his young comrades, in this
ceaseless self-examination, and in the perpetual battle which he waged with
the desire for death that pursued him; every day he had deeper doubts of
himself; and on the 1st of January, 1817, he wrote this prayer in his
diary:—
"Grant to me, O Lord, to me whom Thou halt endowed, in sending me
on earth, with free will, the grace that in this year which we are
now beginning I may never relax this constant attention, and not
shamefully give up the examination of my conscience which I have hitherto
made. Give me strength to increase the attention which I turn upon my
own life, and to diminish that which I turn upon the life of
others; strengthen my will that it may become powerful to command the desires
of the body and the waverings of the soul; give me a pious
conscience entirely devoted to Thy celestial kingdom, that I may always
belong to Thee, or after failing, may be able to return to Thee."
Sand
was right in praying to God for the year 1817, and his fears were
a presentiment: the skies of Germany, lightened by Leipzig and
Waterloo, were once more darkened; to the colossal and universal despotism
of Napoleon succeeded the individual oppression of those little princes
who made up the Germanic Diet, and all that the nations had gained
by overthrowing the giant was to be governed by dwarfs. This was the
time when secret societies were organised throughout Germany; let us say
a few words about them, for the history that we are writing is not
only that of individuals, but also that of nations, and every time
that occasion presents itself we will give our little picture a wide
horizon.
The secret societies of Germany, of which, without knowing them,
we have all heard, seem, when we follow them up, like rivers, to originate
in some sort of affiliation to those famous clubs of the ’illumines’
and the freemasons which made so much stir in France at the close of
the eighteenth century. At the time of the revolution of ’89 these
different philosophical, political, and religious sects enthusiastically
accepted the republican doctrines, and the successes of our first generals
have often been attributed to the secret efforts of the members.
When Bonaparte, who was acquainted with these groups, and was even said
to have belonged to them, exchanged his general’s uniform for an
emperor’s cloak, all of them, considering him as a renegade and traitor, not
only rose against him at home, but tried to raise enemies against him
abroad; as they addressed themselves to noble and generous passions, they
found a response, and princes to whom their results might be profitable
seemed for a moment to encourage them. Among others, Prince Louis of
Prussia was grandmaster of one of these societies.
The attempted
murder by Stops, to which we have already referred, was one of the
thunderclaps of the storm; but its morrow brought the peace of Vienna, and
the degradation of Austria was the death-blow of the old Germanic
organisation. These societies, which had received a mortal wound in 1806 and
were now controlled by the French police, instead of continuing to meet in
public, were forced to seek new members in the dark. In 1811 several agents
of these societies were arrested in Berlin, but the Prussian authorities,
following secret orders of Queen Louisa, actually protected them, so that
they were easily able to deceive the French police about their intentions.
About February 1815 the disasters of the French army revived the courage of
these societies, for it was seen that God was helping their cause: the
students in particular joined enthusiastically in the new attempts that were
now begun; many colleges enrolled themselves almost entire, anal chose their
principals and professors as captains; the poet, Korner, killed on the 18th
of October at Liegzig, was the hero of this campaign.
The triumph of
this national movement, which twice carried the Prussian army—largely
composed of volunteers—to Paris, was followed, when the treaties of 1815 and
the new Germanic constitution were made known, by a terrible reaction in
Germany. All these young men who, exiled by their princes, had risen in the
name of liberty, soon perceived that they had been used as tools to establish
European despotism; they wished to claim the promises that had been made, but
the policy of Talleyrand and Metternich weighed on them, and repressing them
at the first words they uttered, compelled them to shelter their discontent
and their hopes in the universities, which, enjoying a kind of constitution
of their own, more easily escaped the investigations made by the spies of the
Holy Alliance; but, repressed as they were, these societies
continued nevertheless to exist, and kept up communications by means of
travelling students, who, bearing verbal messages, traversed Germany under
the pretence of botanising, and, passing from mountain to mountain,
sowed broadcast those luminous and hopeful words of which peoples are
always greedy and kings always fear.
We have seen that Sand, carried
away by the general movement, had gone through the campaign of 1815 as a
volunteer, although he was then only nineteen years old. On his return, he,
like others, had found his golden hopes deceived, and it is from this period
that we find his journal assuming the tone of mysticism and sadness which our
readers must have remarked in it. He soon entered one of these associations,
the Teutonia; and from that moment, regarding the great cause which he had
taken up as a religious one, he attempted to make the conspirators worthy of
their enterprise, and thus arose his attempts to inculcate moral doctrines,
in which he succeeded with some, but failed with the majority. Sand
had succeeded, however, in forming around him a certain circle of
Puritans, composed of about sixty to eighty students, all belonging to the
group of the ’Burschenschaft’ which continued its political and
religious course despite all the jeers of the opposing group—the
’Landmannschaft’. One of his friends called Dittmar and he were pretty much
the chiefs, and although no election had given them their authority, they
exercised so much influence upon what was decided that in any particular
case their fellow-adepts were sure spontaneously to obey any impulse
that they might choose to impart. The meetings of the Burschen took
place upon a little hill crowned by a ruined castle, which was situated
at some distance from Erlangen, and which Sand and Dittmar had called
the Ruttli, in memory of the spot where Walter Furst, Melchthal,
and Stauffacher had made their vow to deliver their country; there,
under the pretence of students’ games, while they built up a new house
with the ruined fragments, they passed alternately from symbol to action
and from action to symbol.
Meanwhile the association was making such
advances throughout Germany that not only the princes and kings of the German
confederation, but also the great European powers, began to be uneasy. France
sent agents to bring home reports, Russia paid agents on the spot, and
the persecutions that touched a professor and exasperated a whole
university often arose from a note sent by the Cabinet of the Tuileries or of
St. Petersburg.
It was amid the events that began thus that Sand,
after commending himself to the protection of God, began the year 1817, in
the sad mood in which we have just seen him, and in which he was kept rather
by a disgust for things as they were than by a disgust for life. On the
8th of May, preyed upon by this melancholy, which he cannot conquer,
and which comes from the disappointment of all his political hopes,
he writes in his diary:
"I shall find it impassible to set seriously
to work, and this idle temper, this humour of hypochondria which casts its
black veil over everything in life,—continues and grows in spite of the moral
activity which I imposed on myself yesterday."
In the holidays,
fearing to burden his parents with any additional expense, he will not go
home, and prefers to make a walking tour with his friends. No doubt this
tour, in addition to its recreative side, had a political aim. Be that as it
may, Sand’s diary, during the period of his journey, shows nothing but the
names of the towns through which he passed. That we may have a notion of
Sand’s dutifulness to his parents, it should be said that he did not set out
until he had obtained his mother’s permission. On their return, Sand,
Dittmar, and their friends the Burschen, found their Ruttli sacked by their
enemies of the Landmannschaft; the house that they had built was demolished
and its fragments dispersed. Sand took this event for an omen, and was
greatly depressed by it.
"It seems to me, O my God!" he says in his
journal, "that everything swims and turns around me. My soul grows darker and
darker; my moral strength grows less instead of greater; I work and cannot
achieve; walk towards my aim and do not reach it; exhaust myself, and do
nothing great. The days of life flee one after another; cares and
uneasiness increase; I see no haven anywhere for our sacred German cause. The
end will be that we shall fall, for I myself waver. O Lord and
Father! protect me, save me, and lead me to that land from which we are for
ever driven back by the indifference of wavering spirits."
About this
time a terrible event struck Sand to the heart; his friend Dittmar was
drowned. This is what he wrote in his diary on the very morning of the
occurrence:
"Oh, almighty God! What is going to become of me? For the
last fortnight I have been drawn into disorder, and have not been able to
compel myself to look fixedly either backward or forward in my life, so that
from the 4th of June up to the present hour my journal has remained empty.
Yet every day I might have had occasion to praise Thee, O my God, but
my soul is in anguish. Lord, do not turn from me; the more are
the obstacles the more need is there of strength."
In the evening he
added these few words to the lines that he had written in the
morning:—
"Desolation, despair, and death over my friend, over my very
deeply loved Dittmar."
This letter which he wrote to his family
contains the account of the tragic event:—
"You know that when my best
friends, A., C., and Z., were gone, I became particularly intimate with my
well-beloved Dittmar of Anspach; Dittmar, that is to say a true and worthy
German, an evangelical Christian, something more, in short, than a man! An
angelic soul, always turned toward the good, serene, pious, and ready for
action; he had come to live in a room next to mine in Professor Grunler’s
house; we loved each other, upheld each other in our efforts, and, well or
ill, bare our good or evil fortune in common. On this last spring evening,
after having worked in his room and having strengthened ourselves anew to
resist all the torments of life and to advance towards the aim that we
desired to attain; we went, about seven in the evening, to the baths of
Redwitz. A very black storm was rising in the sky, but only as yet appeared
on the horizon. E., who was with us, proposed to go home, but
Dittmar persisted, saying that the canal was but a few steps away. God
permitted that it should not be I who replied with these fatal words. So he
went on. The sunset was splendid: I see it still; its violet clouds
all fringed with gold, for I remember the smallest details of that
evening.
"Dittmar went down first; he was the only one of us who knew how
to swim; so he walked before us to show us the depth. The water was
about up to our chests, and he, who preceded us, was up to his shoulders,
when he warned us not to go farther, because he was ceasing to feel
the bottom. He immediately gave up his footing and began to swim,
but scarcely had he made ten strokes when, having reached the place
where the river separates into two branches, he uttered a cry, and as he
was trying to get a foothold, disappeared. We ran at once to the
bank, hoping to be able to help him more easily; but we had neither poles
nor ropes within reach, and, as I have told you, neither of us could
swim. Then we called for help with all our might. At that moment
Dittmar reappeared, and by an unheard-of effort seized the end of a
willow branch that was hanging over the water; but the branch was not
strong enough to resist, and our friend sank again, as though he had
been struck by apoplexy. Can you imagine the state in which we were, we
his friends, bending over the river, our fixed and haggard eyes trying
to pierce its depth? My God, my God! how was it we did not go mad?
"A
great crowd, however, had run at our cries. For two hours they sought far him
with boats and drag-hooks; and at last they succeeded in drawing his body
from the gulf. Yesterday we bore it solemnly to the field of rest. |
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