2015년 5월 19일 화요일

The Heart Line 22

The Heart Line 22



"Not on your folding bed! This is a close corporation, old man. I’ve
got that claim staked out, see? So long!" and walk away pleased.
 
At the theater, he always made a point of going out between the acts, in
order that his reëntry might point more conspicuously at his conquest.
Afterward, at Zinkand’s, having engaged a table beside which all the
world must pass, he would pose, apparently oblivious to the crowd,
talking to her with absorbed interest.
 
Fancy suffered the exhibition without displeasure. She had no objection
to being looked at. To make a picture of herself, to play the arch and
coquettish before a room of well-dressed folk was one of the things she
did best.
 
She was recognized occasionally and pointed out by one or another of
Granthope’s patrons. "There she is; over behind you, in the white lace
hat, with a chatelaine watchdon’t look just yet, though," was the
almost audible formula which Gay P. Summer learned to wait for. At such
times his chest swelled with pride. To walk into a restaurant with her
late at night and leave a wake of excited whispers behind him, was all
he knew of fame.
 
It did not escape Gay’s notice, however, that Fancy’s eyes were not
always for him. In the middle of his longest and most elaborate story,
she would often throw a surreptitious glance about the room, letting it
rest for an instanta butterfly’s caressupon some admiring stalwart
stranger. Once or twice he detected the flicker of Fancy’s smile, a
smile not meant for him. He found that, although his attention was all
for Fancy, Fancy’s errant glances allowed nothing and nobody to escape
her observation. If he mentioned any one whom he had seen in the room,
Fancy had seen him, or more often her, first. Fancy always knew what
she wore, what it cost, what she was doing, how much she liked him and
what her little game was.
 
This sort of thing would have been an education for Gay, had he been
amenable to such teaching; but what women see and know without a tutor
he would and could never know. Wherefore, such dialogues as this were
common:
 
Fancy: "The brute! He’s actually made her cry, now. She’s a little
fool, though; it’s good enough for her!"
 
From Gay: "Where?who do you mean?"
 
"Over there in the cornerdon’t stare so, _please_!See those two
fellows and two girls? The girl in the white waist is tied up in a
heart-to-heart talk with that bald-headed chap, but she’s dead in love
with the other fellow, see? Yes, that fellow with the mustache. My! but
she’s jealous of the other girl."
 
"How can you tell? Oh, that’s all a pipe-dream, Fancy!"
 
"Why, any fool would know itany woman would, I mean. She had a few
words with himthe fellow she’s stuck on, just now! He must have said
something pretty raw. Look at her eyes! You can tell from here there
are tears in them. Look! See? I thought so. She’s going to try and
make him jealous! What do you think of that?"
 
"Why, she’s changed places with him; what’s that for?" To Gay, the
drama was as mysterious as a Chinese play.
 
"Just to get him crazy, of course! That other fellow thinks she’s
really after him, too. The other girl sees through the whole game, of
course. My, but men are easy! Those two fellows are certainly being
worked good and plenty. Just look at the way she’s freezing up to that
bald-headed chap now. Well, I never! If that other girl isn’t trying
to get you on the string. Smile at her, Gay, and see what she’ll do."
 
"Never mind about her!" said Gay, secretly pleased at the tribute. "You
girls can always see a whole lot more than what really happens. She’s
just changed places on account of the draught, probably. She is lamping
me, though, isn’t she? Say, she’s a peach, all right!"
 
"Yes, she’s sure pretty. Say, Gay"
 
"What?" His eye returned fondly to her.
 
"Do you think I’m as pretty as she is?"
 
"Oh, you make me tired, Fancy. Gee! You’ve got her sewed up in a sack
for looks!"
 
So Fancy played her game cleverly, keeping Gay, but keeping him off at
arm’s length. But as time went on, his ardor grew and she was often at
her wits’ end to handle him. Though free from any conventional
restraints, she did not yet consider her lips Mr. Summer’s property,
though she permitted him a cool and lifeless hand upon occasion. In
time, the excitable youth began to understand her reserve; but instead
of dampening his enthusiasm, it aroused his zest for the chase. She was
not so easy game as he had thought. He waxed sentimental, therefore, and
plied her with equivocal monologues, hinting, in the attempt to make
sure of his way. At this, her sense of humor broke forth, effervescing
in lively ridicule. This brought Mr. Summer, at last, to the point of
an out-and-out proposal. Fancy, experienced in such situations, warned
in time by his preludes, did not take it too seriously.
 
"I am sorry to say you draw a blank, Gay," she informed him lightly.
"I’m not in the market yet. Many a man has expected me to become
domesticated at sight, and settle down in content over the cookstove.
But I haven’t even a past yetnothing but a rather tame present and hope
for a future. I don’t seem to see you in it, Gay. In fact, there’s
nobody visible to the naked eye at present."
 
"Well," he said, "I’ll cut it out for now, as long as I can’t make good,
but sometime you’ll come to me and beg me to marry you, see if you
don’t. Whenever you get ready, I’ll be right there with the goods."
 
Fancy laughed and the episode was closed.
 
 
"Say, Fancy, there’s a gang of artist chaps and literary guys I’d like
to put you up against," Gay said one afternoon. "I think you’d make a
hit with the bunch, if you can stand a little jollying."
 
"You watch me!" Fancy became enthusiastically interested. "Where do
they hang out?"
 
"They eat at a joint down on Montgomery Street. They’re heavy joshers,
though. They’re too clever for me, mostly. It’s the real-thing Bohemia
down there, though."
 
"Why didn’t you tell me about it before?" she pouted. "I’m game! Let’s
float in there to-night and see the animals feed."
 
So they went down to the Latin Quarter together.
 
Bohemia has been variously described. Since Henri Murger’s time, the
definition has changed retrogressively, until now, what is commonly
called Bohemia is a place where one is told, "This is Liberty Hall!"and
one is forced to drink beer whether one likes it or not, where not to
like spaghetti is a crime. Not such was the little coterie of artists,
writers and amateurs, who dined together every night at Fulda’s
restaurant.
 
In San Francisco is recruited a perennial crop of such petty soldiers of
fortune. Here art receives scant recompense, and as soon as one gets
one’s head above water and begins to be recognized, existence is
unendurable in a place where genius has no field for action. The
artist, the writer or the musician must fly East to the great
market-place, New York, or to the great forcing-bed, Paris, to bloom or
fade, to live or die in competition with others in his field.
 
So the little artistic colonies shrink with defections or increase with
the accession of hitherto unknown aspirants. Many go and never return.
A few come back to breathe again the stimulating air of California, to
see with new eyes its fresh, vivid color, its poetry, its romance. To
have gone East and to have returned without abject failure is here, in
the eyes of the vulgar, Art’s patent of nobility. Of those who have
been content to linger peaceably in the land of the lotus, some are
earls without coronets, but one and all share a fierce, hot, passionate
love of the soil. San Francisco has become a fetish, a cult. Under its
blue skies and driving fogs is bred the most ardent loyalty in these
United States. San Francisco is most magnificently herself of any
American city, and San Franciscans, in consequence, are themselves with
an abounding perfervid sincerity. Faults they have, lurid, pungent,
staccato, but hypocrisy is not of them. That vice is never necessary.
 
The party that gathered nightly at Fulda’s was as remote from the world
as if it had been ensconced on a desert island. It was unconscious,
unaffected, sufficient to itself. Men and girls had come and gone since
it had formed, but the nucleal circle was always complete. Death and
desertions were unacknowledgedelse the gloom would have shut down and
the wine, the red wine of the country, would have tasted salt with
tears. There had been tragedies and comedies played out in that group,
there were names spoken in whispers sometimes, there were silent toasts
drunk; but if sentiment was there, it was disguised as folly. Life
still thrilled in song. Youth was not yet dead. Art was long and
exigent.
 
It was their custom, after dinner, to adjourn to Champoreau’s for _café
noir_, served in the French style. In this large, bare saloon, with
sanded floor, with its bar and billiard table, foreign as France, almost
always deserted at this hour save by their company, the genial _patron_
smiled at their gaiety, as he prepared the long glasses of coffee.
To-night, there were six at the round table.
 
Maxim, an artist unhailed as yet from the East, was, of all, the most
obviously picturesque, with a fierce mustached face and a shock of black
hair springing in a wild mass from his head to draggle in stringy locks
below his eyes, or, with a sudden leonine shake, to be thrown back when
he bellowed forth in song. He had been in Paris and knew the airs and
argot of the most desperate studies. His laughter was like the roar of
a convivial lion.
 
Dougal, with a dog-like face and tow hair, so ugly as to be refreshing,
full of common sense and kindness, with a huge mouth full of little
cramped teeth and a smile that drew and compelled and captured like a
charmhe sat next. Good nature and loyalty dwelt in his narrow blue
eyes. His slow, labored speech was seldom smothered, even in the wit
that enveloped it.
 
Most masculine and imperative of all, was Benton, with his blur of
blue-black hair, fine tangled threads, his melting, deep blue eyes,
shadowy with fatigue, lighted with vagrant dreams or shot with brisk
fires of passion. His hands were strong and he had an air of suppressed power.

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