2015년 5월 18일 월요일

The Heart Line 9

The Heart Line 9



Granthope watched her keenly. With his eyes and ears full of Fancy
Gray’s ardent, dramatic youth, sparkling with the sophistication of the
city, slangy, audacious, gay, this girl seemed almost unreal in her
delicacy and exquisite virginity, a creature of dreams and faery, the
personification of an ideal too fine and fragile for every-day. Her
face showed caste in every line. He was a little afraid of her. Her
bearing compelled not only respect, but, in a way, reverencea tribute
he seldom had felt inclined to pay to the _mondaines_ who visited him.
 
His confidence, however, soon asserted itself. He had found that all
women were alikethere were, as in chess, several openings to his game,
but, once started, the strategy was simple.
 
"Well, how do you like my studio?"
 
"It’s like dreams I’ve had," she said. "I like it. It’s so simple."
 
"Most people think it too somber."
 
"It is somber; but that purple-black is wonderful in the way it takes
the light. And it’s all so different!"
 
"Yes, I flatter myself it is that. But I’m ’different’ myself."
 
"Are you?" She turned her eyes steadfastly upon him for the first time,
as if mentally appraising him, as he stood, six feet of virility,
handsome, vivid and nonchalant. The color which had risen to her cheeks
still remained.
 
"You are, too," he went on, examining her as deliberately.
 
She smiled faintly and took a seat by the table and removed her veil.
Her face was now clearly illuminated, and Granthope’s eyes, traveling
from feature to feature in quest of significant details, fell upon her
left cheek. His look was arrested at the sight of a brown velvety mole,
a veritable beauty-spot, heightening the color of her skin. It was
charming, making her face piquant and human. His hand went to his
forehead thoughtfully.
 
At the sight of this mark upon her cheek, something troubled him. His
mind, always alert to suggestive influences, registered the faintest
impression of a thought at first too elusive to be called an idea. It
was like the ultimate, dying ripple from some far-off shock to his
consciousness. The impact died almost as it reached hima flash,
vaguely stimulating to his imagination, and then it was gone, its
mysterious message uncomprehended.
 
She watched him a little impatiently, seeming to resent his scrutiny.
Noticing this, he summoned his distracted attention and seated himself
at the table. But, from time to time, now, his glance darted to her
cheek surreptitiously, searching for the lost clue. He had learned the
value of such subtle intuitions and would not give up his efforts to
take advantage of this one.
 
She laid her bare hand upon the black velvet cushion beneath the light,
saying, "I’m sorry that something has disturbed you." She looked at
him, and then away.
 
"Why, nothing has disturbed me," he said. "Why should you think so?"
Even as he pulled himself together for this denial her quick perception
gave him another cause for wonder.
 
"I’m rather sensitive to other people’s moods sometimes. That’s one
reason why I came. I didn’t know but you might tell me something about
ithow far to trust it, perhapsthough I came, I confess, more from
curiosity."
 
Her air was still so detached that her conversational approaches seemed
almost experimental. She spoke with pauses between her phrases, while
her eyes, now showing full and clear gray, lit upon him only to rove
off, returned and departed again, but never rapidly, as if she sought
for her words here and there in the room, and brought them calmly back
to him. She did not shun a direct gaze, but her look wandered as her
thought wandered in its logical course, for the time seeming to forget
his presence.
 
He took her hand and felt of it, testing its quality and texture,
preparing himself for his speech. Her hand was long and slim, with
scarcely a fiber more flesh upon the bones than was necessary to cover
them admirably. He had no thought at first except to give his ordinary
routine of reading, but his study of her showed her to be an exceptional
character. She was beautiful, with the loveliness of an aristocratic and
slightly bewildering spiritual type. Her hand in his was magnetic,
delicious of contact, subtly alive even though not consciously
responsive. Other women with more obvious charm had left him cold.
She, aided by no suggestion of coquetry or complaisance, allured him.
She awakened in him a desire not wholly physical, although he could not
fail to regard her primarily in the sex relation that, so far, had been
his chief interest in women. She, as a woman, answered, in some secret
way, him, as a man. This was his first wave of feeling. Her hint
amused him, true as her intuition had been; she had stumbled upon his
embarrassment, no doubt, and had claimed prescience, a common enough
form of feminine conceit. There he had a valuable suggestion as to the
direction of her line of least resistance to his wiles.
 
Following upon this, as the first feeling of her unreality faded, upon
contact, came the thought of her as a wealthy and credulous girl, who
might minister to his ambitions. He was without real social
aspirations, except in so far as his success in the fashionable world
favored the game he was playing. Years of contact with credulity and
hypocrisy had carried him, mentally, too far to value the lionizing and
the hero-worship he had tasted from his smarter clients. But the
patronage of such a fair and finished creature as this girl, especially
if he could establish a more intimate relation, might secure the
permanence of his position and his opportunities. He saw vistas of
delight and satisfaction in such an acquaintance. He had had his fill
of silly women whose favors were paid for in ministrations to their
vanity. Such tribute, easy as it was for him with his facility, irked
him. Here, perhaps, was one who might hold his interest by her fineness
and her mentality, and by the very difficulty he might find in
impressing her. There would be zest to the pursuit.
 
Beneath these waves of feeling, however, and beneath his active
intelligence, there was an inchoate disturbance in some subconscious
stratum of his mind. He felt it only as the slight mental perplexity the
mole upon her cheek had caused; he had no time, now, to pursue that
incipient idea. His impression of her as a desirable, pleasurable
quarry incited him to devise the psychological method necessary for her
capture. He knew to a hair, usually, what he could do with women; but
now he was forced to gain time by a preamble in the conventional patter
of the palmist’s cult.
 
Her hand, it appeared, was of a mixed type, neither square nor conic,
with long fingers, inclined to be psychic. He remarked the
extraordinary sensitiveness denoted by their cushioned tips. Nails,
healthy and oval; knuckles indicating a good sense of order in mental
and physical life. She was, in short, of strong, vigorous mentality,
well-balanced, artistic, generous, liberal; but (he referred to the
Mount of Jupiter) with a tendency to be a looker-on rather than a sharer
in the ordinary social pleasures of life. Saturn, developed more toward
the finger, gave her a slightly melancholy temperament; Apollo showed a
great appreciation of the beautiful in nature, with no little critical
knowledge of art; Mercury was less developed, and implied a lack of
humor; Venus betrayed a well-controlled but warm feeling; it was
softshe was, consequently, easily moved. Her thumb was wilful rather
than logical, her fingers suggested respectively, pride, perception,
self-respect, morbidity, love of the beautiful as distinguished from the
ornamental, tact.
 
He had thrown himself into a pose so habitual as to become almost
unconscious, though it was keyed to the theatrical pitch of his
picturesque appearance and surroundings. The girl’s __EXPRESSION__ showed,
to his alert eye, a slight disappointment at the conventionality of his
remarks. This spurred him to more originality and definiteness. He
tossed his hair back with one hand in a quick gesture and turned to the
lines in her palm, examining them first with a magnifying glass and then
tracing them with an ivory stylus. Her eyes were fixed upon his, as if
she were more interested in the manner than the matter of his task.
 
"You are the sort of person," he said, "who is, in a certain sense,
egoistic. That is, after a criticism of any one, you would immediately
ask yourself, ’Would I not have done the same thing, under the same
circumstances?’ You’re stupendously frankyou’d own up to anything, any
faults you thought you possessed; you’d even exaggerate a jestingly
ignoble confession of motives because you hate hypocrisy so much in
others. You are eminently fair and just, as you are generous. You have
none of the ordinary feminine arts of coquetry. If you liked a man you
would say so frankly."
 
It was typical of Granthope’s enthusiasm for his game that he dared thus
play it so boldly with his cards face up upon the table. His visitor
began to show more interest; it was evident that she appreciated the
ingeniousness of his phrasing. Her lip curved into a dainty smile. Her
eyes gleamed slyly, then withdrew their fire.
 
He continued: "You are slow in action, but when the time comes, you can
act swiftly without regard of the consequences. You are not prudish.
You are willing to look upon anything that can be regarded as evidence
as to the facts of life, even though you may not care to go into things
purely for the sake of experience. You are faithful and loyal, but you
are not of the type that believes ’the king can do no wrong’you see
your friends’ faults and love them in spite of those faults, yet you are
absolutely indifferent to most persons who make no special appeal. You
are lazy, but physically, not mentallythere is no effort you will spare
yourself to think things out and get to the final solution of a
psychological or moral problem. You love modernness, complexity of
living, the wonderful adjustments that money and culture effect, but not
enough to endure the conventionality that sort of life demands. You are
not particularly economicalyou’d never go all over your town for a
bargain or to ’pick up’ antiquesyou would prefer to go to a good shop
and pay a fair price. You are fond of childrennot of all children,
however, only bright and interesting ones. You are fond of dress in a
sensuous sort of way; that is, you like silk stockings, because they
feel cool and smooth; silk skirts, because they fall gracefully and make
a pleasant swish against your heels; furs, on account of the color and
softness, but none of these merely because of their richness or
splendor."
 
His face was intent, almost scowling, two vertical lines persisting
between his brows; his mouth was fixed. His concentration seemed to
hold no personal element; there was nothing to resent in the contact of
his fingers or the absorption of his gaze. Suddenly, however, he looked
up and smiledhe knew how to smile, did Granthopeand the relation
between them became so personal and intimate that she involuntarily drew
away her hand. He was instantly sensitive to this and by his attitude reassured her. Not, however, before she had blushed furiously, in spite of evident efforts to control herself.

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