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The Heart Line 31

The Heart Line 31


"Then I am afraid I shall never hear any nice things from you."
 
He was reduced; baffled by her suavity. He sought in vain for a fitting
return. He had the impulse to take advantage of her courtesy, however,
and gratify some portion of his desire to be nearer her. She wore,
suspended from the gold top-button of her "qua," a red silk tassel with
a filigree network of silver threads, containing a gold heart-shaped
scent bottle. He reached to it and tried to remove it from its place,
covering this slight advance jocosely, with the remark:
 
"Is that your heart you have there? It seems to be pure gold."
 
She did not resent what might possibly have been considered a
familiarity, but smiled when she saw that he could not remove the bottle
from the meshes.
 
"I’m afraid you won’t be able to get at it, that way." There was a
touch of playful emphasis in her voice.
 
Their hands met as she assisted him, showing him how to pull up the
sliding ring and open the net. At that contact he became a little giddy.
The blood surged to her cheeks. She took out the bottle and handed it
to him. That moment was tense with feeling. Then she said, as he tried
in vain to unstopper the little jar:
 
"Can you open it, do you think?"
 
He attempted futilely to open the little heart. "I’m afraid I can’t," he
said disconsolately. "Won’t you help me?"
 
"No, you must do it yourself. There is a waysee!"
 
She took it from him and, concealing it in her hand, opened the top and
reached it out for him to smell. He whiffed a penetrating perfume,
disturbingly pungent, then she withdrew it from him and closed the
heart.
 
"May I take it?" he asked.
 
She returned it now, saying, and her smile was more serious than before,
"Learn to open it. There is a way."
 
Granthope took the heart and tried to master its secret. The room had
by this time filled up so that a further tête-à-tête was impossible.
Miss Payson was now besieged by maskers and held court where she sat.
Fernigan, the stout young man with the powdered face, dressed as a
woman, was particularly offensive to Granthope, and especially so
because it could not be denied that his antics and sallies were witty.
 
Granthope arose therefore, and walked about the room looking for some
one whom he might recognize. There was little likelihood of his
succeeding had not his professional capacity given him a clue to follow.
He passed from one group to another, bowing, gesticulating and joking,
as all had now begun to do, keeping his eyes alertly on the hands of
different members of the assembly. It was not long before he suspected
Mrs. Page, and, after reassuring himself by closer inspection, he went
up to her.
 
She was as expensively dressed as Clytie, but without Clytie’s taste.
Mrs. Page’s magnificence was barbaric, untamed to any harmony of color,
though effective in its very violence. She had not left her diamonds at
home. She blazed in them. Tall, dark, well-formed and deep-breasted,
not even the loosely hanging folds of a Chinese costume could hide the
luxuriance with which Nature had endowed her figure. She was laughing
with abandon, reveling in the freedom of the moment, when Granthope
touched her on the shoulder and whispered:
 
"Violet!"
 
She turned to him and stared, puzzled by his well-disguised face.
 
"Who are you?"
 
"I know more about you than any one here!"
 
"Good heavens!" she laughed, "what do you know about me?"
 
"Shall I tell you?"
 
"Not here, for mercy’s sake! Don’t give me away in respectable society,
please. Come out in the hall where we won’t be eavesdropped."
 
She took his arm energetically and romped him out to the staircase. The
masks and costumes had let loose all her folly. She effervesced in
giggles.
 
"Let’s go up-stairs in the library," she proposed. "We have the run of
the house to-night, and nobody’ll be there. I want to see if I can’t
guess who you are. I haven’t the least idea who you are, but I believe
you’re going to be nice."
 
She tapped him on the cheek playfully with her fan, then picked up her
skirts and ran up-stairs, giving him a glance of red silk hose, as she
went. He was still quivering with the excitement of Clytie’s smile,
still warm from her nearness, still full of her, though he would not
share her wholesale glances to her throng of admirers. He was still
rapt with the exhilaration her smile had kindled, he still held her
little perfumed heart. As he followed Mrs. Page up-stairs he smelt
again of the gold bottle. The fragrant odor fired him anew. He grew
perfervid.
 
Mrs. Page, unmasked, was awaiting him in the library.
 
 
When they came down ten minutes later, he made way to where Clytie sat,
talking to the gentleman with the reddish pointed beard and plum-colored
garments. Seeing Granthope approach, she turned to her companion,
saying:
 
"Would you mind getting me a glass of water, Blanchard? This mask is
fearfully warm. I hope we won’t have to keep them on much longer."
 
Cayley left to obey her and Granthope took his place by her chair. She
looked up at him quickly, and said, in a low voice:
 
"I think you had better give me back my scent-bottle, please."
 
A pang smote him. He felt the shock of reproach in her voice, knowing
what she meant immediately, though he rallied to say, faint-heartedly:
 
"Why, I haven’t learned how to open it yet."
 
"I’m afraid you’ll never learn." She did not look at him.
 
"What do you mean?" he asked, summoning all his courage. "I thought you
had given it to me."
 
She kept her eyes away from him. "If I did, I must ask it back, now."
 
Perturbed as he was by this new proof of her intuition, he refused to
admit it. After all, it might have been merely her quick observation.
At any rate, he would make another attempt to pit his cleverness against
her sapience.
 
"Oh, we only went up to see Mr. Maxwell’s books. He has a first edition
of Montaigne there." He was for a moment sure that she was only
jealous.
 
She bent her calm eyes upon him. There was no weakness in her mouth,
though it seemed more lovely in its tremulous distress. The upper lip
quivered uncontrolled; the lower one fell grieving, as she said:
 
"I asked nothing. I want only honesty in what you do tell me."
 
This time he was fairly amazed. The hit was deadly. He dared not
suspect that she had taken a chance shot. He was too humbled to attempt
any denial, knowing how useless it would be in the face of her
discernment. Yet she had showed nothing more than disapproval or
distress. Her reproof could scarcely be called an accusation, and her
chivalry touched him.
 
"I don’t know what you will think of me," he said.
 
"Oh, I’ve heard so much worse of you than that," she said, "and it
hasn’t prevented my wanting to be friends with you. I hope only that
you will never misinterpret that friendliness. You don’t think me bold,
do you?"
 
"I wish you were bolder."
 
"Oh, you don’t know my capacity yet. But, really, do you understand?
It’s that feeling, you know, that in some way we’re connected, that’s
all. It’s unexplainable, and I know it’s silly of me. I’m not trying
to impress you."
 
"But you are!"
 
In answer, she smiled again, and again that flood of delight came over
him rendering him unable, for a moment, to do anything but gaze at her.
Luckily just then Cayley returned with a glass of water; at the same
time, the order was given by Mrs. Maxwell to unmask.
 
Clytie drew off her visor immediately. As Granthope watched her he felt
the quality of his excitement change, transmuted to a higher psychic
level. Somehow, with her whole face revealed, with her serene eyes
shining on him, he was less in the grip of that craving which had held
him prisoner. It fled, leaving him more calm, but with a deepened, more
vital desire. The completed beauty of her face now thrilled him with a
demand for possession, but the single note of passion was richened to a
fuller chord of feeling. The mole on her cheek made her human, and
almost attainable.
 
That feeling gave him a new and potent stimulus, as, under his hostess’
direction, he offered Clytie his arm into the supper-room, and took a
place beside her. It buoyed him with pride when he looked about at the
gaily clad guests and noticed, with a quickened eye, the distinction of
her face and air, comparing her with the others. That dreamy, detached
aspect in which he had seen her before had given way now to a fine glow
of excitement which stirred her blood. How far she responded to his
enthusiasm he could not tell; she was, at least, inspired with the
novelty of the scenethe gaudy dresses, the warm red lights of monstrous
paper lanterns, the odors of burning joss-sticks, the table,
flower-bedecked and set out with strangely decorated dishes, and the monotonous, hypnotic squeak and clang and rattle of a Chinese orchestra half-way up the stairs.

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