2015년 5월 20일 수요일

The Heart Line 32

The Heart Line 32


All trace of her annoyance had gone from her now, and that unnamable,
untamed spirit, usually dormant in her, had retaken possession of her
body. She was more jubilantly alive than he had thought it possible for
her to be. He dared not attribute her animation to his presence,
however, gladly as he would have welcomed that compliment. It was the
spell of masquerade, no doubt, that had liberated an unusual mood,
emboldening her to show those nimble flashes of gallantry. At any rate,
that revelation of her under-soul was a piquant subject for his mind to
think on; there was an evidence of temperament there which tinctured her
fragile beauty with an intoxicating suggestion. It was a sign of
unexpected depths in her, a promise of entrancing surprises.
 
For the first time in his life he lacked the audacity to woo a woman
boldly. There had never been enough at stake before to make him count
his chances. There had been everything to win, nothing to lose. Women
had solicited his favor, but there was something different in Clytie’s
approaches toward familiarity. She spoke as with a right-royal and
secure from suspicion, with a directness which of itself made it
impossible for him to take advantage of her complaisance. He was put,
in spite of himself, upon his honor to prove himself worthy of her
confidence. There was, besides, a social handicap for him in her
assured positionhe could see what a place she held by the treatment she
received from every onewhile he was in his novitiate at such a
gathering, newly called there, his standing still questionable. But,
most of all, to make their powers unequal, was his increasing fear of
her as an antagonist with whom he could not cope intellectually. He,
with all his clever trickery and his practical knowledge of psychology,
was like a savage with bow and arrow; she, with her marvelous intuition,
like a goddess with a bolt mysteriously and dangerously effective.
 
Already his instinct accepted this relation, but his brain was still
stubborn, seeking a refuge from the truth. He was to have, even as he
sat there with her, another manifestation.
 
Clytie sat at his left hand. Mrs. Page, at his right, had been assigned
to the bald, red-faced gentleman with white mustache, who had so
profanely refused to make a fool of himself by wearing a Chinese
costume. His sprightly, flamboyant partner was ill-pleased with her
lot. She proceeded to spread an airy conversational net for Granthope,
endeavoring to trap him into her dialogue, with such patent art that
every woman at the table noticed her tactics.
 
Granthope, however, shook her off with a smile and a joke, as if she
were an annoying, buzzing fly. Still she hummed about him, leaving her
partner to himself and his food. However clever and willing Granthope
might have been, ordinarily, at such an exchange of persiflage, it was
all he could do to parry her thrusts and at the same time keep up with
Clytie. But she, noticing Mrs. Page’s game, was mischievous enough, or,
perhaps, annoyed enough, to give the woman her chance and submit to a
trial of strength. So, as if to give Granthope the choice between them,
she turned to her left-hand neighbor, Fernigan, who, in his female
costume, had kept that end of the table, by his wit, from interfering
with her colloquy.
 
Granthope was in a quandary, fearing to be inextricably annexed. Mrs.
Page at this moment increased his dilemma by casting a languishing look
at him and pressing his foot with hers under the table.
 
All that was flirtatiously adventurous in him boiled up; for Mrs. Page
was, in her own way, a beauty, and, as he had reason to know, amiable.
 
He drew away his foot, however, and as he did so, gave a quick inward
glance at himself, wondering, and not a little amused, at the change
that had taken place in him. Novelty is, in such dalliance, a prime
factor of temptationit was not a lack of novelty, however, which made
her touch unwelcome, for he was, in his relations with the woman, at
what would be usually a parlous stage. He had already been gently
reproved for his weaknessbut it was not the smart of that disapproval
that withheld him. He had begun to fear Clytie’s visionyet he was not
quite ready to admit her infallible. His self-denial, then, was
indicative of an emotional growth. He smiled to himself, a little proud
of the accompaniment of its tiny sacrifice.
 
Clytie, turning to him, rewarded him with a smile, and, leaning a
little, said under her breath:
 
"I’m so glad that you find me more worth your while."
 
He could but stare at her. Mrs. Page was quick enough to see, if not
hear, what had happened; she turned vivaciously to the gentleman in
evening dress.
 
Granthope exclaimed, "You knew that?"
 
"Ah, it is only with you that I can do it." She seemed to be more
confused at the incident than he. "I know so much more than I ever dare
speak of," she added.
 
This did not weaken her spell.
 
She continued: "Do you remember what you said, when you read my palm,
about my being willing to make an exaggerated confession of motives,
rather than seem to be hypocritical, or unable to see my own faults?"
 
He did not remember, but he dared not say so. He waited a fraction of a
second too long before he said:
 
"Certainly I remember."
 
She looked hard at him and mentally he cowered under her clear gaze.
Then her brows drew slightly together with a puzzled __EXPRESSION__, as if
she wondered why he should take the trouble to lie about so small a
matter. But this passed, and she did not arraign his sincerity.
 
"Well, what I want you to know now is that I don’t consider myself any
betterthan she is. Do you know what I mean? I don’t condemn her. Oh,
dear, I’m so inarticulate! I hope you understand!"
 
"I think I do," he answered, but he could not help speculating as to the
definiteness of her perception. She answered his question unasked.
 
"I get things only vaguelythat’s one reason why I could not judge a
person upon the evidence of my intuitionI couldn’t tell you, for
instance, exactly what happened between you two just now. I know only
that I was disturbed, and that you, somehow, reassured me."
 
"But you were more precise about what happened up-stairs." He was still
at a loss to fix her limitations.
 
"Oh, there I pieced it out a little. Shall I confess? I knew you well
enough to fill in the picture. I know something of her, too."
 
"Witch!"
 
"You’re a wizard to make me confess!" she replied, brightly shining on
him. "I don’t often speak. It’s usually very disagreeable to know so
much of peopleindeed, I often combat it and refuse to see. But with
you it’s different."
 
"It’s not disagreeable?"
 
"No, it is disagreeable usually. It makes me feel priggish to mention
it, too, but, with you, the impulse to speak is as strong as the
revelation itself; that’s the strangest part of it."
 
This confession gave him a new sense of power, for he saw that,
sensitive as was her intuition, he controlled and appropriated it. It
had already occurred to him what splendid use he might make of her,
compelling such assistance as she could render. Vistas of ambition had
opened to his fancy. For him, as a mere adventurer, her clairvoyance
might reinforce his scheming most successfully. With her he could play
his game as with a new queen on the chess-board. But he saw now how
absurd was the possibility of harnessing her to such projects. He was,
in fact, a little dazzled by the prospect she suggested. As he
corrected that mistake with a blush for his worldly innocence, he saw
what the game with her alone could behis game transferred from the
plane of chicanery to the level of an intimate friendshipor even love.
He saw how she would play it, how she would hold his interest, keeping
him intellectually alive with the subtlety of her character.
 
So far he had not taken her seriously; he had reveled in the possibility
of a love affair, but he had not even contemplated the possibility of a
permanent alliance. As Madam Spoll had said, he had had his pick of
womenand each had ended by boring him. Granthope, besides, with all his
delight in strategy, was modest, and desire for social establishment had
not entered into his plans. He had accepted Clytie as one of a
different world, desirable and even tempting, but not at all as one who
would change either his theory or his mode of life. But now, with a
sudden turn, his thoughts turned to marriage with her. Madam Spoll’s
words leaped to his memoryshe had said that it was possible. This idea
came as the final explosion of a long, tumescent agitation. He looked
at Clytie with new eyes. His ambition soared.
 
The meal went on in a succession of bizarre coursesseaweed soup,
shark’s fins, duck’s eggs, fried goose and roasted sucking pig, boiled
bamboo sprouts to bird’s nests and mysterious disheswith rice gin and
citron wine. The company was rollicking now; even the gentleman in
black evening dress was laughing, and, goaded on by the irrepressible
Mrs. Page, had taken a large crown of gold paper, cut into rich patterns
and decorated with colored trimmings, from its place in the center of
the table and had set it upon his bald head. The walls of the
dining-room were covered with a row of paper costumes, elaborate robes
used by the Chinese tongs in their triennial festival of the dead. They
were of all colors, decorated with cut paper or painted in dragon
designs with rainbow borders and gold mons. Mrs. Page tore one from the
wainscot and wrapped it about her partner’s shoulders. Fernigan
gibbered a fantastic allegiance before him; Keith, he of the white nose,
called for a speech. Over all this mirth the clashing cymbals, the
rattling tom-toms and squeaking two-stringed fiddles kept up an uncouth
accompaniment. Granthope, so far, had been a quiet observer, but when
at Clytie’s request he removed his wig and false mustache, he was
recognized by Frankie Dean, who sat further up the table.
 
"Oh, Mr. Granthope," she cried out. "Won’t you please read my hand?"
 
Every one turned to him. Clytie watched him to see what he would do.
Mrs. Maxwell, at the head of the table, obviously annoyed at this
indelicacy, sought to rescue him.
 
"I promised Mr. Granthope that he wouldn’t be asked," she interposed,
smiling with difficulty.
 
"Office hours from ten till four," Fernigan announced. The guests
tittered.
 
Granthope arose calmly and walked up to the young lady’s side, taking
her hand. Then he turned to his sarcastic tormentor.
 
"This is one of the rewards of my profession," he said, smiling
graciously. "I assure you I don’t often get a chance to hold such a
beautiful hand as this."
 
Clytie got a glance across to him, and in it he read her approval. He
bent to the girl’s palm gravely:
 
"I see by your clothes-line," he said, "that you have much taste and
dress well. Your fish-line shows that you have extraordinary luck in
catching anything you want. There are many victories along your line of
march. There is a pronounced line of beauty here; in fact, all your
lines are cast in pleasant places. You will have a very good hand at
whatever game you play, and whoever is fortunate enough to marry you will surely take the palm."

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