"No," said George's wife in mild exasperation. "George has spent
most of his time since we were married telling me odd things about
the Penhallows, but he hasn't got to that yet, evidently."
"Why, my
dear, it is our family romance. Lucinda and Romney are in love with each
other. They have been in love with each other for fifteen years and in all
that time they have never spoken to each other once!"
"Dear me!" murmured
Mrs. George, feeling the inadequacy of mere language. Was this a Penhallow
method of courtship? "But WHY?"
"They had a quarrel fifteen years ago,"
said Mrs. Frederick patiently. "Nobody knows how it originated or anything
about it except that Lucinda herself admitted it to us afterwards. But, in
the first flush of her rage, she told Romney that she would never speak to
him again as long as she lived. And HE said he would never speak to her until
she spoke first--because, you see, as she was in the wrong she ought to make
the first advance. And they never have spoken. Everybody in the
connection, I suppose, has taken turns trying to reconcile them, but nobody
has succeeded. I don't believe that Romney has ever so much as THOUGHT of
any other woman in his whole life, and certainly Lucinda has never thought of
any other man. You will notice she still wears Romney's ring. They're
practically engaged still, of course. And Romney said once that if Lucinda
would just say one word, no matter what it was, even if it were something
insulting, he would speak, too, and beg her pardon for his share in the
quarrel--because then, you see, he would not be breaking his word. He hasn't
referred to the matter for years, but I presume that he is of the same mind
still. And they are just as much in love with each other as they ever were.
He's always hanging about where she is--when other people are there, too,
that is. He avoids her like a plague when she is alone. That was why he was
stuck out in the blue room with us to-day. There doesn't seem to be a
particle of resentment between them. If Lucinda would only speak! But that
Lucinda will not do."
"Don't you think she will yet?" said Mrs.
George.
Mrs. Frederick shook her crimped head sagely.
"Not now.
The whole thing has hardened too long. Her pride will never let her speak. We
used to hope she would be tricked into it by forgetfulness or accident--we
used to lay traps for her--but all to no effect. It is such a shame, too.
They were made for each other. Do you know, I get cross when I begin to
thrash the whole silly affair over like this. Doesn't it sound as if we were
talking of the quarrel of two school-children? Of late years we have learned
that it does not do to speak of Lucinda to Romney, even in the most
commonplace way. He seems to resent it."
"HE ought to speak," cried
Mrs. George warmly. "Even if she were in the wrong ten times over, he ought
to overlook it and speak first."
"But he won't. And she won't. You never
saw two such determined mortals. They get it from their grandfather on the
mother's side--old Absalom Gordon. There is no such stubbornness on the
Penhallow side. His obstinacy was a proverb, my dear--actually a proverb.
What ever he said, he would stick to if the skies fell. He was a terrible old
man to swear, too," added Mrs. Frederick, dropping into irrelevant
reminiscence. "He spent a long while in a mining camp in his younger days and
he never got over it--the habit of swearing, I mean. It would have made your
blood run cold, my dear, to have heard him go on at times. And yet he was
a real good old man every other way. He couldn't help it someway. He tried
to, but he used to say that profanity came as natural to him as breathing. It
used to mortify his family terribly. Fortunately, none of them took after him
in that respect. But he's dead--and one shouldn't speak ill of the dead. I
must go and get Mattie Penhallow to do my hair. I would burst these sleeves
clean out if I tried to do it myself and I don't want to dress over again.
You won't be likely to talk to Romney about Lucinda again, my dear
Cecilia?"
"Fifteen years!" murmured Mrs. George helplessly to the
dahlias. "Engaged for fifteen years and never speaking to each other! Dear
heart and soul, think of it! Oh, these Penhallows!"
Meanwhile,
Lucinda, serenely unconscious that her love story was being mouthed over by
Mrs. Frederick in the dahlia garden, was dressing for the wedding. Lucinda
still enjoyed dressing for a festivity, since the mirror still dealt gently
with her. Moreover, she had a new dress. Now, a new dress--and especially one
as nice as this--was a rarity with Lucinda, who belonged to a branch of the
Penhallows noted for being chronically hard up. Indeed, Lucinda and her
widowed mother were positively poor, and hence a new dress was an event in
Lucinda's existence. An uncle had given her this one--a beautiful,
perishable thing, such as Lucinda would never have dared to choose for
herself, but in which she revelled with feminine delight.
It was of
pale green voile--a colour which brought out admirably the ruddy gloss of her
hair and the clear brilliance of her skin. When she had finished dressing she
looked at herself in the mirror with frank delight. Lucinda was not vain, but
she was quite well aware of the fact of her beauty and took an impersonal
pleasure in it, as if she were looking at some finely painted picture by a
master hand.
The form and face reflected in the glass satisfied her. The
puffs and draperies of the green voile displayed to perfection the full, but
not over-full, curves of her fine figure. Lucinda lifted her arm and
touched a red rose to her lips with the hand upon which shone the frosty
glitter of Romney's diamond, looking at the graceful slope of her shoulder
and the splendid line of chin and throat with critical approval.
She
noted, too, how well the gown became her eyes, bringing out all the deeper
colour in them. Lucinda had magnificent eyes. Once Romney had written a
sonnet to them in which he compared their colour to ripe blueberries. This
may not sound poetical to you unless you know or remember just what the tints
of ripe blueberries are--dusky purple in some lights, clear slate in others,
and yet again in others the misty hue of early meadow violets.
"You
really look very well," remarked the real Lucinda to the mirrored Lucinda.
"Nobody would think you were an old maid. But you are. Alice Penhallow, who
is to be married to-night, was a child of five when you thought of being
married fifteen years ago. That makes you an old maid, my dear. Well, it is
your own fault, and it will continue to be your own fault, you stubborn
offshoot of a stubborn breed!"
She flung her train out straight and
pulled on her gloves.
"I do hope I won't get any spots on this dress
to-night," she reflected. "It will have to do me for a gala dress for a year
at least--and I have a creepy conviction that it is fearfully spottable.
Bless Uncle Mark's good, uncalculating heart! How I would have detested it if
he had given me something sensible and useful and ugly--as Aunt Emilia would
have done."
They all went to "young" John Penhallow's at early
moonrise. Lucinda drove over the two miles of hill and dale with a youthful
second cousin, by name, Carey Penhallow. The wedding was quite a brilliant
affair. Lucinda seemed to pervade the social atmosphere, and everywhere she
went a little ripple of admiration trailed after her like a wave. She
was undeniably a belle, yet she found herself feeling faintly bored and
was rather glad than otherwise when the guests began to fray off.
"I'm
afraid I'm losing my capacity for enjoyment," she thought, a little drearily.
"Yes, I must be growing old. That is what it means when social functions
begin to bore you."
It was that unlucky Mrs. George who blundered again.
She was standing on the veranda when Carey Penhallow dashed up.
"Tell
Lucinda that I can't take her back to the Grange. I have to drive Mark and
Cissy Penhallow to Bright River to catch the two o'clock express. There will
be plenty of chances for her with the others."
At this moment George
Penhallow, holding his rearing horse with difficulty, shouted for his wife.
Mrs. George, all in a flurry, dashed back into the still crowded hall.
Exactly to whom she gave her message was never known to any of the
Penhallows. But a tall, ruddy-haired girl, dressed in pale green
organdy--Anne Shirley from Avonlea--told Marilla Cuthbert and Rachel Lynde as
a joke the next morning how a chubby little woman in a bright pink fascinator
had clutched her by the arm, and gasped out: "Carey Penhallow can't take
you--he says you're to look out for someone else," and was gone before she
could answer or turn around.
Thus it was that Lucinda, when she came out
to the veranda step, found herself unaccountably deserted. All the Grange
Penhallows were gone; Lucinda realized this after a few moments of bewildered
seeking, and she understood that if she were to get to the Grange that night
she must walk. Plainly there was nobody to take her.
Lucinda was
angry. It is not pleasant to find yourself forgotten and neglected. It is
still less pleasant to walk home alone along a country road, at one o'clock
in the morning, wearing a pale green voile. Lucinda was not prepared for such
a walk. She had nothing on her feet save thin-soled shoes, and her only wraps
were a flimsy fascinator and a short coat.
"What a guy I shall look,
stalking home alone in this rig," she thought crossly.
There was no
help for it, unless she confessed her plight to some of the stranger guests
and begged a drive home. Lucinda's pride scorned such a request and the
admission of neglect it involved. No, she would walk, since that was all
there was to it; but she would not go by the main road to be stared at by all
and sundry who might pass her. There was a short cut by way of a lane across
the fields; she knew every inch of it, although she had not traversed it for
years.
She gathered up the green voile as trimly as possible, slipped
around the house in the kindly shadows, picked her way across the side
lawn, and found a gate which opened into a birch-bordered lane where
the frosted trees shone with silvery-golden radiance in the
moonlight. Lucinda flitted down the lane, growing angrier at every step as
the realization of how shamefully she seemed to have been treated came
home to her. She believed that nobody had thought about her at all, which
was tenfold worse than premeditated neglect.
As she came to the gate
at the lower end of the lane a man who was leaning over it started, with a
quick intake of his breath, which, in any other man than Romney Penhallow, or
for any other woman than Lucinda Penhallow, would have been an exclamation of
surprise.
Lucinda recognized him with a great deal of annoyance and a
little relief. She would not have to walk home alone. But with
Romney Penhallow! Would he think she had contrived it so
purposely?
Romney silently opened the gate for her, silently latched it
behind her, and silently fell into step beside her. Down across a velvety
sweep of field they went; the air was frosty, calm and still; over the world
lay a haze of moonshine and mist that converted East Grafton's prosaic
hills and fields into a shimmering fairyland. At first Lucinda felt
angrier than ever. What a ridiculous situation! How the Penhallows would
laugh over it!
As for Romney, he, too, was angry with the trick impish
chance had played him. He liked being the butt of an awkward situation as
little as most men; and certainly to be obliged to walk home over moonlit
fields at one o'clock in the morning with the woman he had loved and
never spoken to for fifteen years was the irony of fate with a
vengeance. Would she think he had schemed for it? And how the deuce did she
come to be walking home from the wedding at all?
By the time they had
crossed the field and reached the wild cherry lane beyond it, Lucinda's anger
was mastered by her saving sense of humour. She was even smiling a little
maliciously under her fascinator.
The lane was a place of enchantment--a
long, moonlit colonnade adown which beguiling wood nymphs might have footed
it featly. The moonshine fell through the arching boughs and made a mosaic of
silver light and clear-cut shadow for the unfriendly lovers to walk in. On
either side was the hovering gloom of the woods, and around them was a great
silence unstirred by wind or murmur.
Midway in the lane Lucinda was
attacked by a sentimental recollection. She thought of the last time Romney
and she had walked home together through this very lane, from a party at
"young" John's. It had been moonlight then too, and--Lucinda checked a
sigh--they had walked hand in hand. Just here, by the big gray beech, he had
stopped her and kissed her. Lucinda wondered if he were thinking of it, too,
and stole a look at him from under the lace border of her
fascinator.
But he was striding moodily along with his hands in his
pockets, and his hat pulled down over his eyes, passing the old beech without
a glance at it. Lucinda checked another sigh, gathered up an escaped flutter
of voile, and marched on.
Past the lane a range of three silvery
harvest fields sloped down to Peter Penhallow's brook--a wide, shallow stream
bridged over in the olden days by the mossy trunk of an ancient fallen tree.
When Lucinda and Romney arrived at the brook they gazed at the brawling
water blankly. Lucinda remembered that she must not speak to Romney just
in time to prevent an exclamation of dismay. There was no tree! There
was no bridge of any kind over the brook!
Here was a predicament! But
before Lucinda could do more than despairingly ask herself what was to be
done now, Romney answered--not in words, but in deeds. He coolly picked
Lucinda up in his arms, as if she had been a child instead of a full grown
woman of no mean avoirdupois, and began to wade with her through the
water.
Lucinda gasped helplessly. She could not forbid him and she was
so choked with rage over his presumption that she could not have spoken in
any case. Then came the catastrophe. Romney's foot slipped on a treacherous
round stone--there was a tremendous splash--and Romney and Lucinda Penhallow
were sitting down in the middle of Peter Penhallow's brook.
Lucinda
was the first to regain her feet. About her clung in heart-breaking limpness
the ruined voile. The remembrance of all her wrongs that night rushed over
her soul, and her eyes blazed in the moonlight. Lucinda Penhallow had never
been so angry in her life.
"YOU D--D IDIOT!" she said, in a voice that
literally shook with rage.
Romney meekly scrambled up the bank after
her.
"I'm awfully sorry, Lucinda," he said, striving with uncertain
success to keep a suspicious quiver of laughter out of his tone. "It
was wretchedly clumsy of me, but that pebble turned right under my
foot. Please forgive me--for that--and for other things."
Lucinda
deigned no answer. She stood on a flat stone and wrung the water from the
poor green voile. Romney surveyed her apprehensively.
"Hurry, Lucinda,"
he entreated. "You will catch your death of cold."
"I never take cold,"
answered Lucinda, with chattering teeth. "And it is my dress I am thinking
of--was thinking of. You have more need to hurry. You are sopping wet
yourself and you know you are subject to colds. There--come."
Lucinda
picked up the stringy train, which had been so brave and buoyant five minutes
before, and started up the field at a brisk rate. Romney came up to her and
slipped his arm through hers in the old way. For a time they walked along in
silence. Then Lucinda began to shake with inward laughter. She laughed
silently for the whole length of the field; and at the line fence between
Peter Penhallow's land and the Grange acres she paused, threw back the
fascinator from her face, and looked at Romney defiantly.
"You are
thinking of--THAT," she cried, "and I am thinking of it. And we will go on,
thinking of it at intervals for the rest of our lives. But if you ever
mention it to me I'll never forgive you, Romney Penhallow!"
"I never
will," Romney promised. There was more than a suspicion of laughter in his
voice this time, but Lucinda did not choose to resent it. She did not speak
again until they reached the Grange gate. Then she faced him
solemnly.
"It was a case of atavism," she said. "Old Grandfather Gordon
was to blame for it."
At the Grange almost everybody was in bed. What
with the guests straggling home at intervals and hurrying sleepily off to
their rooms, nobody had missed Lucinda, each set supposing she was with some
other set. Mrs. Frederick, Mrs. Nathaniel and Mrs. George alone were up.
The perennially chilly Mrs. Nathaniel had kindled a fire of chips in
the blue room grate to warm her feet before retiring, and the three
women were discussing the wedding in subdued tones when the door
opened and the stately form of Lucinda, stately even in the dragged
voile, appeared, with the damp Romney behind her.
"Lucinda Penhallow!"
gasped they, one and all.
"I was left to walk home," said Lucinda coolly.
"So Romney and I came across the fields. There was no bridge over the brook,
and when he was carrying me over he slipped and we fell in. That is all. No,
Cecilia, I never take cold, so don't worry. Yes, my dress is ruined, but that
is of no consequence. No, thank you, Cecilia, I do not care for a hot
drink. Romney, do go and take off those wet clothes of yours immediately.
No, Cecilia, I will NOT take a hot footbath. I am going straight to
bed. Good night."
When the door closed on the pair the three
sisters-in-law stared at each other. Mrs. Frederick, feeling herself
incapable of expressing her sensations originally, took refuge in a
quotation:
"'Do I sleep, do I dream, do I wonder and doubt? Is things
what they seem, or is visions about?'"
"There will be another
Penhallow wedding soon," said Mrs. Nathaniel, with a long breath. "Lucinda
has spoken to Romney AT LAST."
"Oh, WHAT do you suppose she said to him?"
cried Mrs. George.
"My dear Cecilia," said Mrs. Frederick, "we shall
never know."
They never did know.
VI. Old Man
Shaw's Girl
"Day after to-morrow--day after to-morrow," said Old Man
Shaw, rubbing his long slender hands together gleefully. "I have to keep
saying it over and over, so as to really believe it. It seems far too good to
be true that I'm to have Blossom again. And everything is ready. Yes, I
think everything is ready, except a bit of cooking. And won't this orchard be
a surprise to her! I'm just going to bring her out here as soon as I can,
never saying a word. I'll fetch her through the spruce lane, and when we come
to the end of the path I'll step back casual-like, and let her go out from
under the trees alone, never suspecting. It'll be worth ten times the trouble
to see her big, brown eyes open wide and hear her say, 'Oh, daddy! Why,
daddy!'"
He rubbed his hands again and laughed softly to himself. He was
a tall, bent old man, whose hair was snow white, but whose face was fresh
and rosy. His eyes were a boy's eyes, large, blue and merry, and his
mouth had never got over a youthful trick of smiling at any
provocation--and, oft-times, at no provocation at all.
To be sure,
White Sands people would not have given you the most favourable opinion in
the world of Old Man Shaw. First and foremost, they would have told you that
he was "shiftless," and had let his bit of a farm run out while he pottered
with flowers and bugs, or rambled aimlessly about in the woods, or read books
along the shore. Perhaps it was true; but the old farm yielded him a living,
and further than that Old Man Shaw had no ambition. He was as blithe as a
pilgrim on a pathway climbing to the west. He had learned the rare secret
that you must take happiness when you find it--that there is no use in
marking the place and coming back to it at a more convenient season, because
it will not be there then. And it is very easy to be happy if you know, as
Old Man Shaw most thoroughly knew, how to find pleasure in little things.
He enjoyed life, he had always enjoyed life and helped others to enjoy
it; consequently his life was a success, whatever White Sands people
might think of it. What if he had not "improved" his farm? There are
some people to whom life will never be anything more than a kitchen
garden; and there are others to whom it will always be a royal palace with
domes and minarets of rainbow fancy.
The orchard of which he was so
proud was as yet little more than the substance of things hoped for--a
flourishing plantation of young trees which would amount to something later
on. Old Man Shaw's house was on the crest of a bare, sunny hill, with a few
staunch old firs and spruces behind it--the only trees that could resist the
full sweep of the winds that blew bitterly up from the sea at times. Fruit
trees would never grow near it, and this had been a great grief to
Sara.
"Oh, daddy, if we could just have an orchard!" she had been wont to
say wistfully, when other farmhouses in White Sands were smothered
whitely in apple bloom. And when she had gone away, and her father had
nothing to look forward to save her return, he was determined she should find
an orchard when she came back.
Over the southward hill, warmly
sheltered by spruce woods and sloping to the sunshine, was a little field, so
fertile that all the slack management of a life-time had not availed to
exhaust it. Here Old Man Shaw set out his orchard and saw it flourish,
watching and tending it until he came to know each tree as a child and loved
it. His neighbours laughed at him, and said that the fruit of an orchard so
far away from the house would all be stolen. But as yet there was no fruit,
and when the time came for bearing there would be enough and to
spare.
"Blossom and me'll get all we want, and the boys can have the
rest, if they want 'em worse'n they want a good conscience," said that
unworldly, unbusinesslike Old Man Shaw.
On his way back home from his
darling orchard he found a rare fern in the woods and dug it up for Sara--she
had loved ferns. He planted it at the shady, sheltered side of the house and
then sat down on the old bench by the garden gate to read her last
letter--the letter that was only a note, because she was coming home soon. He
knew every word of it by heart, but that did not spoil the pleasure of
re-reading it every half-hour.
Old Man Shaw had not married until late
in life, and had, so White Sands people said, selected a wife with his usual
judgment--which, being interpreted, meant no judgment at all; otherwise, he
would never have married Sara Glover, a mere slip of a girl, with big brown
eyes like a frightened wood creature's, and the delicate, fleeting bloom of a
spring Mayflower.
"The last woman in the world for a farmer's wife--no
strength or get-up about her."
Neither could White Sands folk
understand what on earth Sara Glover had married him for.
"Well, the
fool crop was the only one that never failed."
Old Man Shaw--he was Old
Man Shaw even then, although he was only forty--and his girl bride had
troubled themselves not at all about White Sands opinions. They had one year
of perfect happiness, which is always worth living for, even if the rest of
life be a dreary pilgrimage, and then Old Man Shaw found himself alone again,
except for little Blossom. She was christened Sara, after her dead mother,
but she was always Blossom to her father--the precious little blossom whose
plucking had cost the mother her life.
Sara Glover's people,
especially a wealthy aunt in Montreal, had wanted to take the child, but Old
Man Shaw grew almost fierce over the suggestion. He would give his baby to no
one. A woman was hired to look after the house, but it was the father who
cared for the baby in the main. He was as tender and faithful and deft as a
woman. Sara never missed a mother's care, and she grew up into a creature of
life and light and beauty, a constant delight to all who knew her. She had a
way of embroidering life with stars. She was dowered with all the
charming characteristics of both parents, with a resilient vitality and
activity which had pertained to neither of them. When she was ten years old
she had packed all hirelings off, and kept house for her father for
six delightful years--years in which they were father and daughter,
brother and sister, and "chums." Sara never went to school, but her father
saw to her education after a fashion of his own. When their work was
done they lived in the woods and fields, in the little garden they had
made on the sheltered side of the house, or on the shore, where sunshine
and storm were to them equally lovely and beloved. Never was
comradeship more perfect or more wholly satisfactory.
"Just wrapped up
in each other," said White Sands folk,
half-enviously, half-disapprovingly.
When Sara was sixteen Mrs. Adair,
the wealthy aunt aforesaid, pounced down on White Sands in a glamour of
fashion and culture and outer worldliness. She bombarded Old Man Shaw with
such arguments that he had to succumb. It was a shame that a girl like Sara
should grow up in a place like White Sands, "with no advantages and no
education," said Mrs. Adair scornfully, not understanding that wisdom and
knowledge are two entirely different things.
"At least let me give my
dear sister's child what I would have given my own daughter if I had had
one," she pleaded tearfully. "Let me take her with me and send her to a good
school for a few years. Then, if she wishes, she may come back to you, of
course."
Privately, Mrs. Adair did not for a moment believe that Sara
would want to come back to White Sands, and her queer old father, after three
years of the life she would give her.
Old Man Shaw yielded, influenced
thereto not at all by Mrs. Adair's readily flowing tears, but greatly by his
conviction that justice to Sara demanded it. Sara herself did not want to go;
she protested and pleaded; but her father, having become convinced that it
was best for her to go, was inexorable. Everything, even her own feelings,
must give way to that. But she was to come back to him without let or
hindrance when her "schooling" was done. It was only on having this most
clearly understood that Sara would consent to go at all. Her last words,
called back to her father through her tears as she and her aunt drove down
the lane, were,
"I'll be back, daddy. In three years I'll be back.
Don't cry, but just look forward to that."
He had looked forward to it
through the three long, lonely years that followed, in all of which he never
saw his darling. Half a continent was between them and Mrs. Adair had vetoed
vacation visits, under some specious pretense. But every week brought its
letter from Sara. Old Man Shaw had every one of them, tied up with one of her
old blue hair ribbons, and kept in her mother's little rose-wood work-box in
the parlour. He spent every Sunday afternoon re-reading them, with
her photograph before him. He lived alone, refusing to be pestered with
kind help, but he kept the house in beautiful order.
"A better
housekeeper than farmer," said White Sands people. He would have nothing
altered. When Sara came back she was not to be hurt by changes. It never
occurred to him that she might be changed herself.
And now those three
interminable years were gone, and Sara was coming home. She wrote him nothing
of her aunt's pleadings and reproaches and ready, futile tears; she wrote
only that she would graduate in June and start for home a week later.
Thenceforth Old Man Shaw went about in a state of beatitude, making ready for
her homecoming. As he sat on the bench in the sunshine, with the blue sea
sparkling and crinkling down at the foot of the green slope, he reflected
with satisfaction that all was in perfect order. There was nothing left to do
save count the hours until that beautiful, longed-for day after to-morrow. He
gave himself over to a reverie, as sweet as a day-dream in a haunted
valley.
The red roses were out in bloom. Sara had always loved those
red roses--they were as vivid as herself, with all her own fullness of
life and joy of living. And, besides these, a miracle had happened in Old
Man Shaw's garden. In one corner was a rose-bush which had never
bloomed, despite all the coaxing they had given it--"the sulky
rose-bush," Sara had been wont to call it. Lo! this summer had flung the
hoarded sweetness of years into plentiful white blossoms, like shallow
ivory cups with a haunting, spicy fragrance. It was in honour of
Sara's home-coming--so Old Man Shaw liked to fancy. All things, even the
sulky rose-bush, knew she was coming back, and were making glad because of
it.
He was gloating over Sara's letter when Mrs. Peter Blewett came.
She told him she had run up to see how he was getting on, and if he
wanted anything seen to before Sara came.
"No'm, thank you, ma'am.
Everything is attended to. I couldn't let anyone else prepare for Blossom.
Only to think, ma'am, she'll be home the day after to-morrow. I'm just filled
clear through, body, soul, and spirit, with joy to think of having my little
Blossom at home again."
Mrs. Blewett smiled sourly. When Mrs. Blewett
smiled it foretokened trouble, and wise people had learned to have sudden
business elsewhere before the smile could be translated into words. But Old
Man Shaw had never learned to be wise where Mrs. Blewett was concerned,
although she had been his nearest neighbour for years, and had pestered his
life out with advice and "neighbourly turns."
Mrs. Blewett was one
with whom life had gone awry. The effect on her was to render happiness to
other people a personal insult. She resented Old Man Shaw's beaming delight
in his daughter's return, and she "considered it her duty" to rub the bloom
off straightway.
"Do you think Sary'll be contented in White Sands now?"
she asked.
Old Man Shaw looked slightly bewildered.
"Of course
she'll be contented," he said slowly. "Isn't it her home? And ain't I
here?"
Mrs. Blewett smiled again, with double distilled contempt for
such simplicity.
"Well, it's a good thing you're so sure of it, I
suppose. If 'twas my daughter that was coming back to White Sands, after
three years of fashionable life among rich, stylish folks, and at a swell
school, I wouldn't have a minute's peace of mind. I'd know perfectly well
that she'd look down on everything here, and be discontented and
miserable."
"YOUR daughter might," said Old Man Shaw, with more sarcasm
than he had supposed he had possessed, "but Blossom won't."
Mrs.
Blewett shrugged her sharp shoulders.
"Maybe not. It's to be hoped not,
for both your sakes, I'm sure. But I'd be worried if 'twas me. Sary's been
living among fine folks, and having a gay, exciting time, and it stands to
reason she'll think White Sands fearful lonesome and dull. Look at Lauretta
Bradley. She was up in Boston for just a month last winter and she's never
been able to endure White Sands since."
"Lauretta Bradley and Sara
Shaw are two different people," said Sara's father, trying to
smile.
"And your house, too," pursued Mrs. Blewett ruthlessly. "It's such
a queer, little, old place. What'll she think of it after her aunt's? I've
heard tell Mrs. Adair lives in a perfect palace. I'll just warn you kindly
that Sary'll probably look down on you, and you might as well be prepared for
it. Of course, I suppose she kind of thinks she has to come back, seeing she
promised you so solemn she would. But I'm certain she doesn't want to, and I
don't blame her either."
Even Mrs. Blewett had to stop for breath, and
Old Man Shaw found his opportunity. He had listened, dazed and shrinking, as
if she were dealing him physical blows, but now a swift change swept over
him. His blue eyes flashed ominously, straight into Mrs. Blewett's
straggling, ferrety gray orbs.
"If you're said your say, Martha
Blewett, you can go," he said passionately. "I'm not going to listen to
another such word. Take yourself out of my sight, and your malicious tongue
out of my hearing!"
Mrs. Blewett went, too dumfounded by such an
unheard-of outburst in mild Old Man Shaw to say a word of defence or attack.
When she had gone Old Man Shaw, the fire all faded from his eyes, sank back
on his bench. His delight was dead; his heart was full of pain and
bitterness. Martha Blewett was a warped and ill-natured woman, but he feared
there was altogether too much truth in what she said. Why had he never
thought of it before? Of course White Sands would seem dull and lonely to
Blossom; of course the little gray house where she was born would seem a
poor abode after the splendours of her aunt's home. Old Man Shaw
walked through his garden and looked at everything with new eyes. How poor
and simple everything was! How sagging and weather-beaten the old house!
He went in, and up-stairs to Sara's room. It was neat and clean, just
as she had left it three years ago. But it was small and dark; the
ceiling was discoloured, the furniture old-fashioned and shabby; she would
think it a poor, mean place. Even the orchard over the hill brought him
no comfort now. Blossom would not care for orchards. She would be
ashamed of her stupid old father and the barren farm. She would hate
White Sands, and chafe at the dull existence, and look down on everything
that went to make up his uneventful life.
Old Man Shaw was unhappy
enough that night to have satisfied even Mrs. Blewett had she known. He saw
himself as he thought White Sands folk must see him--a poor, shiftless,
foolish old man, who had only one thing in the world worthwhile, his little
girl, and had not been of enough account to keep her.
"Oh, Blossom,
Blossom!" he said, and when he spoke her name it sounded as if he spoke the
name of one dead.
After a little the worst sting passed away. He refused
to believe long that Blossom would be ashamed of him; he knew she would not.
Three years could not so alter her loyal nature--no, nor ten times three
years. But she would be changed--she would have grown away from him in those
three busy, brilliant years. His companionship could no longer satisfy
her. How simple and childish he had been to expect it! She would be
sweet and kind--Blossom could never be anything else. She would not show
open discontent or dissatisfaction; she would not be like Lauretta
Bradley; but it would be there, and he would divine it, and it would break
his heart. Mrs. Blewett was right. When he had given Blossom up he
should not have made a half-hearted thing of his sacrifice--he should not
have bound her to come back to him.
He walked about in his little
garden until late at night, under the stars, with the sea crooning and
calling to him down the slope. When he finally went to bed he did not sleep,
but lay until morning with tear-wet eyes and despair in his heart. All the
forenoon he went about his usual daily work absently. Frequently he fell into
long reveries, standing motionless wherever he happened to be, and looking
dully before him. Only once did he show any animation. When he saw Mrs.
Blewett coming up the lane he darted into the house, locked the door,
and listened to her knocking in grim silence. After she had gone he
went out, and found a plate of fresh doughnuts, covered with a napkin,
placed on the bench at the door. Mrs. Blewett meant to indicate thus that
she bore him no malice for her curt dismissal the day before; possibly her
conscience gave her some twinges also. But her doughnuts could not minister
to the mind she had diseased. Old Man Shaw took them up; carried them to the
pig-pen, and fed them to the pigs. It was the first spiteful thing he had
done in his life, and he felt a most immoral satisfaction in it.
In
mid-afternoon he went out to the garden, finding the new loneliness of the
little house unbearable. The old bench was warm in the sunshine. Old Man Shaw
sat down with a long sigh, and dropped his white head wearily on his breast.
He had decided what he must do. He would tell Blossom that she might go back
to her aunt and never mind about him--he would do very well by himself and he
did not blame her in the least.
He was still sitting broodingly there
when a girl came up the lane. She was tall and straight, and walked with a
kind of uplift in her motion, as if it would be rather easier to fly than
not. She was dark, with a rich dusky sort of darkness, suggestive of the
bloom on purple plums, or the glow of deep red apples among bronze leaves.
Her big brown eyes lingered on everything in sight, and little gurgles of
sound now and again came through her parted lips, as if inarticulate joy were
thus expressing itself.
At the garden gate she saw the bent figure on
the old bench, and the next minute she was flying along the rose
walk.
"Daddy!" she called, "daddy!"
Old Man Shaw stood up in hasty
bewilderment; then a pair of girlish arms were about his neck, and a pair of
warm red lips were on his; girlish eyes, full of love, were looking up into
his, and a never-forgotten voice, tingling with laughter and tears blended
into one delicious chord, was crying,
"Oh, daddy, is it really you?
Oh, I can't tell you how good it is to see you again!"
Old Man Shaw
held her tightly in a silence of amazement and joy too deep for wonder. Why,
this was his Blossom--the very Blossom who had gone away three years ago! A
little taller, a little more womanly, but his own dear Blossom, and no
stranger. There was a new heaven and a new earth for him in the
realization.
"Oh, Baby Blossom!" he murmured, "Little Baby
Blossom!"
Sara rubbed her cheek against the faded coat
sleeve.
"Daddy darling, this moment makes up for everything, doesn't
it?"
"But--but--where did you come from?" he asked, his senses beginning
to struggle out of their bewilderment of surprise. "I didn't expect
you till to-morrow. You didn't have to walk from the station, did you?
And your old daddy not there to welcome you!"
Sara laughed, swung
herself back by the tips of her fingers and danced around him in the childish
fashion of long ago.
"I found I could make an earlier connection with the
C.P.A. yesterday and get to the Island last night. I was in such a fever to
get home that I jumped at the chance. Of course I walked from the
station--it's only two miles and every step was a benediction. My trunks are
over there. We'll go after them to-morrow, daddy, but just now I want to go
straight to every one of the dear old nooks and spots at once."
"You
must get something to eat first," he urged fondly. "And there ain't much in
the house, I'm afraid. I was going to bake to-morrow morning. But I guess I
can forage you out something, darling."
He was sorely repenting having
given Mrs. Blewett's doughnuts to the pigs, but Sara brushed all such
considerations aside with a wave of her hand.
"I don't want anything
to eat just now. By and by we'll have a snack; just as we used to get up for
ourselves whenever we felt hungry. Don't you remember how scandalized White
Sands folks used to be at our irregular hours? I'm hungry; but it's soul
hunger, for a glimpse of all the dear old rooms and places. Come--there are
four hours yet before sunset, and I want to cram into them all I've missed
out of these three years. Let us begin right here with the garden. Oh, daddy,
by what witchcraft have you coaxed that sulky rose-bush into
bloom?"
"No witchcraft at all--it just bloomed because you were coming
home, baby," said her father.
They had a glorious afternoon of it,
those two children. They explored the garden and then the house. Sara danced
through every room, and then up to her own, holding fast to her father's
hand.
"Oh, it's lovely to see my little room again, daddy. I'm sure all
my old hopes and dreams are waiting here for me."
She ran to the
window and threw it open, leaning out.
"Daddy, there's no view in the
world so beautiful as that curve of sea between the headlands. I've looked at
magnificent scenery--and then I'd shut my eyes and conjure up that picture.
Oh, listen to the wind keening in the trees! How I've longed for that
music!"
He took her to the orchard and followed out his crafty plan of
surprise perfectly. She rewarded him by doing exactly what he had dreamed of
her doing, clapping her hands and crying out:
"Oh, daddy! Why,
daddy!"
They finished up with the shore, and then at sunset they came
back and sat down on the old garden bench. Before them a sea of
splendour, burning like a great jewel, stretched to the gateways of the
west. The long headlands on either side were darkly purple, and the sun
left behind him a vast, cloudless arc of fiery daffodil and elusive
rose. Back over the orchard in a cool, green sky glimmered a crystal
planet, and the night poured over them a clear wine of dew from her
airy chalice. The spruces were rejoicing in the wind, and even the
battered firs were singing of the sea. Old memories trooped into their
hearts like shining spirits.
"Baby Blossom," said Old Man Shaw
falteringly, "are you quite sure you'll be contented here? Out there"--with a
vague sweep of his hand towards horizons that shut out a world far removed
from White Sands--"there's pleasure and excitement and all that. Won't you
miss it? Won't you get tired of your old father and White Sands?"
Sara
patted his hand gently.
"The world out there is a good place," she said
thoughtfully, "I've had three splendid years and I hope they'll enrich my
whole life. There are wonderful things out there to see and learn, fine,
noble people to meet, beautiful deeds to admire; but," she wound her arm
about his neck and laid her cheek against his--"there is no
daddy!"
And Old Man Shaw looked silently at the sunset--or, rather,
through the sunset to still grander and more radiant splendours beyond, of
which the things seen were only the pale reflections, not worthy of attention
from those who had the gift of further
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