Mr. Phillips's brief reforming energy was over; he didn't want
the bother of punishing a dozen pupils; but it was necessary to do
something to save his word, so he looked about for a scapegoat and found
it in Anne, who had dropped into her seat, gasping for breath, with
a forgotten lily wreath hanging askew over one ear and giving her
a particularly rakish and disheveled appearance.
"Anne Shirley, since
you seem to be so fond of the boys' company we shall indulge your taste for
it this afternoon," he said sarcastically. "Take those flowers out of your
hair and sit with Gilbert Blythe."
The other boys snickered. Diana,
turning pale with pity, plucked the wreath from Anne's hair and squeezed her
hand. Anne stared at the master as if turned to stone.
"Did you hear
what I said, Anne?" queried Mr. Phillips sternly.
"Yes, sir," said Anne
slowly "but I didn't suppose you really meant it."
"I assure you I
did"--still with the sarcastic inflection which all the children, and Anne
especially, hated. It flicked on the raw. "Obey me at once."
For a
moment Anne looked as if she meant to disobey. Then, realizing that there was
no help for it, she rose haughtily, stepped across the aisle, sat down beside
Gilbert Blythe, and buried her face in her arms on the desk. Ruby Gillis, who
got a glimpse of it as it went down, told the others going home from school
that she'd "acksually never seen anything like it--it was so white, with
awful little red spots in it."
To Anne, this was as the end of all
things. It was bad enough to be singled out for punishment from among a dozen
equally guilty ones; it was worse still to be sent to sit with a boy, but
that that boy should be Gilbert Blythe was heaping insult on injury to a
degree utterly unbearable. Anne felt that she could not bear it and it would
be of no use to try. Her whole being seethed with shame and anger
and humiliation.
At first the other scholars looked and whispered and
giggled and nudged. But as Anne never lifted her head and as Gilbert worked
fractions as if his whole soul was absorbed in them and them only, they soon
returned to their own tasks and Anne was forgotten. When Mr. Phillips called
the history class out Anne should have gone, but Anne did not move,
and Mr. Phillips, who had been writing some verses "To Priscilla" before
he called the class, was thinking about an obstinate rhyme still and
never missed her. Once, when nobody was looking, Gilbert took from his
desk a little pink candy heart with a gold motto on it, "You are sweet,"
and slipped it under the curve of Anne's arm. Whereupon Anne arose, took
the pink heart gingerly between the tips of her fingers, dropped it on
the floor, ground it to powder beneath her heel, and resumed her
position without deigning to bestow a glance on Gilbert.
When school
went out Anne marched to her desk, ostentatiously took out everything
therein, books and writing tablet, pen and ink, testament and arithmetic, and
piled them neatly on her cracked slate.
"What are you taking all those
things home for, Anne?" Diana wanted to know, as soon as they were out on the
road. She had not dared to ask the question before.
"I am not coming
back to school any more," said Anne. Diana gasped and stared at Anne to see
if she meant it.
"Will Marilla let you stay home?" she
asked.
"She'll have to," said Anne. "I'll NEVER go to school to that
man again."
"Oh, Anne!" Diana looked as if she were ready to cry. "I
do think you're mean. What shall I do? Mr. Phillips will make me sit with
that horrid Gertie Pye--I know he will because she is sitting alone. Do come
back, Anne."
"I'd do almost anything in the world for you, Diana,"
said Anne sadly. "I'd let myself be torn limb from limb if it would do you
any good. But I can't do this, so please don't ask it. You harrow up my very
soul."
"Just think of all the fun you will miss," mourned Diana. "We are
going to build the loveliest new house down by the brook; and we'll be
playing ball next week and you've never played ball, Anne. It's
tremendously exciting. And we're going to learn a new song--Jane Andrews
is practicing it up now; and Alice Andrews is going to bring a new
Pansy book next week and we're all going to read it out loud, chapter
about, down by the brook. And you know you are so fond of reading out
loud, Anne."
Nothing moved Anne in the least. Her mind was made up.
She would not go to school to Mr. Phillips again; she told Marilla so when
she got home.
"Nonsense," said Marilla.
"It isn't nonsense at
all," said Anne, gazing at Marilla with solemn, reproachful eyes. "Don't you
understand, Marilla? I've been insulted."
"Insulted fiddlesticks! You'll
go to school tomorrow as usual."
"Oh, no." Anne shook her head gently.
"I'm not going back, Marilla. I'll learn my lessons at home and I'll be as
good as I can be and hold my tongue all the time if it's possible at all. But
I will not go back to school, I assure you."
Marilla saw something
remarkably like unyielding stubbornness looking out of Anne's small face. She
understood that she would have trouble in overcoming it; but she re-solved
wisely to say nothing more just then. "I'll run down and see Rachel about it
this evening," she thought. "There's no use reasoning with Anne now. She's
too worked up and I've an idea she can be awful stubborn if she takes the
notion. Far as I can make out from her story, Mr. Phillips has been carrying
matters with a rather high hand. But it would never do to say so to her. I'll
just talk it over with Rachel. She's sent ten children to school and she
ought to know something about it. She'll have heard the whole story, too, by
this time."
Marilla found Mrs. Lynde knitting quilts as industriously
and cheerfully as usual.
"I suppose you know what I've come about,"
she said, a little shamefacedly.
Mrs. Rachel nodded.
"About
Anne's fuss in school, I reckon," she said. "Tillie Boulter was in on her way
home from school and told me about it." "I don't know what to do with her,"
said Marilla. "She declares she won't go back to school. I never saw a child
so worked up. I've been expecting trouble ever since she started to school. I
knew things were going too smooth to last. She's so high strung. What would
you advise, Rachel?"
"Well, since you've asked my advice, Marilla," said
Mrs. Lynde amiably--Mrs. Lynde dearly loved to be asked for advice--"I'd
just humor her a little at first, that's what I'd do. It's my belief
that Mr. Phillips was in the wrong. Of course, it doesn't do to say so to
the children, you know. And of course he did right to punish her
yesterday for giving way to temper. But today it was different. The others
who were late should have been punished as well as Anne, that's what. And
I don't believe in making the girls sit with the boys for punishment.
It isn't modest. Tillie Boulter was real indignant. She took Anne's
part right through and said all the scholars did too. Anne seems real
popular among them, somehow. I never thought she'd take with them so
well."
"Then you really think I'd better let her stay home," said Marilla
in amazement.
"Yes. That is I wouldn't say school to her again until
she said it herself. Depend upon it, Marilla, she'll cool off in a week or so
and be ready enough to go back of her own accord, that's what, while,
if you were to make her go back right off, dear knows what freak or
tantrum she'd take next and make more trouble than ever. The less fuss made
the better, in my opinion. She won't miss much by not going to school,
as far as THAT goes. Mr. Phillips isn't any good at all as a teacher.
The order he keeps is scandalous, that's what, and he neglects the
young fry and puts all his time on those big scholars he's getting ready
for Queen's. He'd never have got the school for another year if his
uncle hadn't been a trustee--THE trustee, for he just leads the other
two around by the nose, that's what. I declare, I don't know what
education in this Island is coming to."
Mrs. Rachel shook her head, as
much as to say if she were only at the head of the educational system of the
Province things would be much better managed.
Marilla took Mrs.
Rachel's advice and not another word was said to Anne about going back to
school. She learned her lessons at home, did her chores, and played with
Diana in the chilly purple autumn twilights; but when she met Gilbert Blythe
on the road or encountered him in Sunday school she passed him by with an icy
contempt that was no whit thawed by his evident desire to appease her. Even
Diana's efforts as a peacemaker were of no avail. Anne had evidently made up
her mind to hate Gilbert Blythe to the end of life.
As much as she
hated Gilbert, however, did she love Diana, with all the love of her
passionate little heart, equally intense in its likes and dislikes. One
evening Marilla, coming in from the orchard with a basket of apples, found
Anne sitting along by the east window in the twilight, crying
bitterly.
"Whatever's the matter now, Anne?" she asked.
"It's
about Diana," sobbed Anne luxuriously. "I love Diana so, Marilla. I cannot
ever live without her. But I know very well when we grow up that Diana will
get married and go away and leave me. And oh, what shall I do? I hate her
husband--I just hate him furiously. I've been imagining it all out--the
wedding and everything--Diana dressed in snowy garments, with a veil, and
looking as beautiful and regal as a queen; and me the bridesmaid, with a
lovely dress too, and puffed sleeves, but with a breaking heart hid beneath
my smiling face. And then bidding Diana goodbye-e-e--" Here Anne broke down
entirely and wept with increasing bitterness.
Marilla turned quickly
away to hide her twitching face; but it was no use; she collapsed on the
nearest chair and burst into such a hearty and unusual peal of laughter that
Matthew, crossing the yard outside, halted in amazement. When had he heard
Marilla laugh like that before?
"Well, Anne Shirley," said Marilla as
soon as she could speak, "if you must borrow trouble, for pity's sake borrow
it handier home. I should think you had an imagination, sure
enough."
CHAPTER XVI. Diana Is Invited to Tea with Tragic
Results
OCTOBER was a beautiful month at Green Gables, when the
birches in the hollow turned as golden as sunshine and the maples behind the
orchard were royal crimson and the wild cherry trees along the lane put on
the loveliest shades of dark red and bronzy green, while the fields
sunned themselves in aftermaths.
Anne reveled in the world of color
about her.
"Oh, Marilla," she exclaimed one Saturday morning, coming
dancing in with her arms full of gorgeous boughs, "I'm so glad I live in a
world where there are Octobers. It would be terrible if we just skipped
from September to November, wouldn't it? Look at these maple branches.
Don't they give you a thrill--several thrills? I'm going to decorate my
room with them."
"Messy things," said Marilla, whose aesthetic sense
was not noticeably developed. "You clutter up your room entirely too much
with out-of-doors stuff, Anne. Bedrooms were made to sleep in."
"Oh,
and dream in too, Marilla. And you know one can dream so much better in a
room where there are pretty things. I'm going to put these boughs in the old
blue jug and set them on my table."
"Mind you don't drop leaves all over
the stairs then. I'm going on a meeting of the Aid Society at Carmody this
afternoon, Anne, and I won't likely be home before dark. You'll have to get
Matthew and Jerry their supper, so mind you don't forget to put the tea to
draw until you sit down at the table as you did last time."
"It was
dreadful of me to forget," said Anne apologetically, "but that was the
afternoon I was trying to think of a name for Violet Vale and it crowded
other things out. Matthew was so good. He never scolded a bit. He put the tea
down himself and said we could wait awhile as well as not. And I told him a
lovely fairy story while we were waiting, so he didn't find the time long at
all. It was a beautiful fairy story, Marilla. I forgot the end of it, so I
made up an end for it myself and Matthew said he couldn't tell where the join
came in."
"Matthew would think it all right, Anne, if you took a notion
to get up and have dinner in the middle of the night. But you keep your wits
about you this time. And--I don't really know if I'm doing right--it may
make you more addlepated than ever--but you can ask Diana to come over
and spend the afternoon with you and have tea here."
"Oh, Marilla!"
Anne clasped her hands. "How perfectly lovely! You ARE able to imagine things
after all or else you'd never have understood how I've longed for that very
thing. It will seem so nice and grown-uppish. No fear of my forgetting to put
the tea to draw when I have company. Oh, Marilla, can I use the rosebud spray
tea set?"
"No, indeed! The rosebud tea set! Well, what next? You know I
never use that except for the minister or the Aids. You'll put down the old
brown tea set. But you can open the little yellow crock of cherry
preserves. It's time it was being used anyhow--I believe it's beginning to
work. And you can cut some fruit cake and have some of the cookies and
snaps."
"I can just imagine myself sitting down at the head of the table
and pouring out the tea," said Anne, shutting her eyes ecstatically.
"And asking Diana if she takes sugar! I know she doesn't but of course
I'll ask her just as if I didn't know. And then pressing her to take
another piece of fruit cake and another helping of preserves. Oh, Marilla,
it's a wonderful sensation just to think of it. Can I take her into the
spare room to lay off her hat when she comes? And then into the parlor
to sit?"
"No. The sitting room will do for you and your company. But
there's a bottle half full of raspberry cordial that was left over from the
church social the other night. It's on the second shelf of the
sitting-room closet and you and Diana can have it if you like, and a cooky to
eat with it along in the afternoon, for I daresay Matthew'll be late
coming in to tea since he's hauling potatoes to the vessel."
Anne flew
down to the hollow, past the Dryad's Bubble and up the spruce path to Orchard
Slope, to ask Diana to tea. As a result just after Marilla had driven off to
Carmody, Diana came over, dressed in HER second-best dress and looking
exactly as it is proper to look when asked out to tea. At other times she was
wont to run into the kitchen without knocking; but now she knocked primly at
the front door. And when Anne, dressed in her second best, as primly opened
it, both little girls shook hands as gravely as if they had never met before.
This unnatural solemnity lasted until after Diana had been taken to the east
gable to lay off her hat and then had sat for ten minutes in the sitting
room, toes in position.
"How is your mother?" inquired Anne politely,
just as if she had not seen Mrs. Barry picking apples that morning in
excellent health and spirits.
"She is very well, thank you. I suppose
Mr. Cuthbert is hauling potatoes to the LILY SANDS this afternoon, is he?"
said Diana, who had ridden down to Mr. Harmon Andrews's that morning in
Matthew's cart.
"Yes. Our potato crop is very good this year. I hope your
father's crop is good too."
"It is fairly good, thank you. Have you
picked many of your apples yet?"
"Oh, ever so many," said Anne forgetting
to be dignified and jumping up quickly. "Let's go out to the orchard and get
some of the Red Sweetings, Diana. Marilla says we can have all that are left
on the tree. Marilla is a very generous woman. She said we could have fruit
cake and cherry preserves for tea. But it isn't good manners to tell your
company what you are going to give them to eat, so I won't tell you what she
said we could have to drink. Only it begins with an R and a C and it's
bright red color. I love bright red drinks, don't you? They taste twice as
good as any other color."
The orchard, with its great sweeping boughs
that bent to the ground with fruit, proved so delightful that the little
girls spent most of the afternoon in it, sitting in a grassy corner where the
frost had spared the green and the mellow autumn sunshine lingered warmly,
eating apples and talking as hard as they could. Diana had much to tell Anne
of what went on in school. She had to sit with Gertie Pye and she
hated it; Gertie squeaked her pencil all the time and it just
made her--Diana's--blood run cold; Ruby Gillis had charmed all her
warts away, true's you live, with a magic pebble that old Mary Joe from
the Creek gave her. You had to rub the warts with the pebble and then
throw it away over your left shoulder at the time of the new moon and
the warts would all go. Charlie Sloane's name was written up with Em
White's on the porch wall and Em White was AWFUL MAD about it; Sam Boulter
had "sassed" Mr. Phillips in class and Mr. Phillips whipped him and
Sam's father came down to the school and dared Mr. Phillips to lay a hand
on one of his children again; and Mattie Andrews had a new red hood and
a blue crossover with tassels on it and the airs she put on about it
were perfectly sickening; and Lizzie Wright didn't speak to Mamie
Wilson because Mamie Wilson's grown-up sister had cut out Lizzie
Wright's grown-up sister with her beau; and everybody missed Anne so and
wished she's come to school again; and Gilbert Blythe--
But Anne
didn't want to hear about Gilbert Blythe. She jumped up hurriedly and said
suppose they go in and have some raspberry cordial.
Anne looked on the
second shelf of the room pantry but there was no bottle of raspberry cordial
there. Search revealed it away back on the top shelf. Anne put it on a tray
and set it on the table with a tumbler.
"Now, please help yourself,
Diana," she said politely. "I don't believe I'll have any just now. I don't
feel as if I wanted any after all those apples."
Diana poured herself
out a tumblerful, looked at its bright-red hue admiringly, and then sipped it
daintily.
"That's awfully nice raspberry cordial, Anne," she said. "I
didn't know raspberry cordial was so nice."
"I'm real glad you like
it. Take as much as you want. I'm going to run out and stir the fire up.
There are so many responsibilities on a person's mind when they're keeping
house, isn't there?"
When Anne came back from the kitchen Diana was
drinking her second glassful of cordial; and, being entreated thereto by
Anne, she offered no particular objection to the drinking of a third. The
tumblerfuls were generous ones and the raspberry cordial was certainly very
nice.
"The nicest I ever drank," said Diana. "It's ever so much nicer
than Mrs. Lynde's, although she brags of hers so much. It doesn't taste a
bit like hers."
"I should think Marilla's raspberry cordial would
prob'ly be much nicer than Mrs. Lynde's," said Anne loyally. "Marilla is a
famous cook. She is trying to teach me to cook but I assure you, Diana, it is
uphill work. There's so little scope for imagination in cookery. You just
have to go by rules. The last time I made a cake I forgot to put the flour
in. I was thinking the loveliest story about you and me, Diana. I thought
you were desperately ill with smallpox and everybody deserted you, but
I went boldly to your bedside and nursed you back to life; and then I
took the smallpox and died and I was buried under those poplar trees in
the graveyard and you planted a rosebush by my grave and watered it
with your tears; and you never, never forgot the friend of your youth
who sacrificed her life for you. Oh, it was such a pathetic tale,
Diana. The tears just rained down over my cheeks while I mixed the cake.
But I forgot the flour and the cake was a dismal failure. Flour is
so essential to cakes, you know. Marilla was very cross and I don't
wonder. I'm a great trial to her. She was terribly mortified about the
pudding sauce last week. We had a plum pudding for dinner on Tuesday and
there was half the pudding and a pitcherful of sauce left over. Marilla
said there was enough for another dinner and told me to set it on the
pantry shelf and cover it. I meant to cover it just as much as could be,
Diana, but when I carried it in I was imagining I was a nun--of course I'm
a Protestant but I imagined I was a Catholic--taking the veil to bury
a broken heart in cloistered seclusion; and I forgot all about
covering the pudding sauce. I thought of it next morning and ran to the
pantry. Diana, fancy if you can my extreme horror at finding a mouse drowned
in that pudding sauce! I lifted the mouse out with a spoon and threw it
out in the yard and then I washed the spoon in three waters. Marilla was
out milking and I fully intended to ask her when she came in if I'd give
the sauce to the pigs; but when she did come in I was imagining that I
was a frost fairy going through the woods turning the trees red and
yellow, whichever they wanted to be, so I never thought about the pudding
sauce again and Marilla sent me out to pick apples. Well, Mr. and Mrs.
Chester Ross from Spencervale came here that morning. You know they are
very stylish people, especially Mrs. Chester Ross. When Marilla called me
in dinner was all ready and everybody was at the table. I tried to be
as polite and dignified as I could be, for I wanted Mrs. Chester Ross
to think I was a ladylike little girl even if I wasn't pretty.
Everything went right until I saw Marilla coming with the plum pudding in one
hand and the pitcher of pudding sauce WARMED UP, in the other. Diana,
that was a terrible moment. I remembered everything and I just stood up
in my place and shrieked out 'Marilla, you mustn't use that pudding
sauce. There was a mouse drowned in it. I forgot to tell you before.'
Oh, Diana, I shall never forget that awful moment if I live to be a
hundred. Mrs. Chester Ross just LOOKED at me and I thought I would sink
through the floor with mortification. She is such a perfect housekeeper
and fancy what she must have thought of us. Marilla turned red as fire
but she never said a word--then. She just carried that sauce and pudding
out and brought in some strawberry preserves. She even offered me some,
but I couldn't swallow a mouthful. It was like heaping coals of fire on my
head. After Mrs. Chester Ross went away, Marilla gave me a dreadful scolding.
Why, Diana, what is the matter?"
Diana had stood up very unsteadily; then
she sat down again, putting her hands to her head.
"I'm--I'm awful
sick," she said, a little thickly. "I--I--must go right home."
"Oh,
you mustn't dream of going home without your tea," cried Anne in distress.
"I'll get it right off--I'll go and put the tea down this
very minute."
"I must go home," repeated Diana, stupidly but
determinedly.
"Let me get you a lunch anyhow," implored Anne. "Let me
give you a bit of fruit cake and some of the cherry preserves. Lie down on
the sofa for a little while and you'll be better. Where do you feel
bad?"
"I must go home," said Diana, and that was all she would say. In
vain Anne pleaded.
"I never heard of company going home without tea,"
she mourned. "Oh, Diana, do you suppose that it's possible you're really
taking the smallpox? If you are I'll go and nurse you, you can depend on
that. I'll never forsake you. But I do wish you'd stay till after tea. Where
do you feel bad?"
"I'm awful dizzy," said Diana.
And indeed,
she walked very dizzily. Anne, with tears of disappointment in her eyes, got
Diana's hat and went with her as far as the Barry yard fence. Then she wept
all the way back to Green Gables, where she sorrowfully put the remainder of
the raspberry cordial back into the pantry and got tea ready for Matthew and
Jerry, with all the zest gone out of the performance.
The next day was
Sunday and as the rain poured down in torrents from dawn till dusk Anne did
not stir abroad from Green Gables. Monday afternoon Marilla sent her down to
Mrs. Lynde's on an errand. In a very short space of time Anne came flying
back up the lane with tears rolling down her cheeks. Into the kitchen she
dashed and flung herself face downward on the sofa in an
agony.
"Whatever has gone wrong now, Anne?" queried Marilla in doubt
and dismay. "I do hope you haven't gone and been saucy to Mrs. Lynde
again."
No answer from Anne save more tears and stormier
sobs!
"Anne Shirley, when I ask you a question I want to be answered.
Sit right up this very minute and tell me what you are crying
about."
Anne sat up, tragedy personified.
"Mrs. Lynde was up to
see Mrs. Barry today and Mrs. Barry was in an awful state," she wailed. "She
says that I set Diana DRUNK Saturday and sent her home in a disgraceful
condition. And she says I must be a thoroughly bad, wicked little girl and
she's never, never going to let Diana play with me again. Oh, Marilla, I'm
just overcome with woe."
Marilla stared in blank amazement.
"Set
Diana drunk!" she said when she found her voice. "Anne are you or Mrs. Barry
crazy? What on earth did you give her?"
"Not a thing but raspberry
cordial," sobbed Anne. "I never thought raspberry cordial would set people
drunk, Marilla--not even if they drank three big tumblerfuls as Diana did.
Oh, it sounds so--so--like Mrs. Thomas's husband! But I didn't mean to set
her drunk."
"Drunk fiddlesticks!" said Marilla, marching to the sitting
room pantry. There on the shelf was a bottle which she at once recognized as
one containing some of her three-year-old homemade currant wine for
which she was celebrated in Avonlea, although certain of the stricter
sort, Mrs. Barry among them, disapproved strongly of it. And at the same
time Marilla recollected that she had put the bottle of raspberry
cordial down in the cellar instead of in the pantry as she had told
Anne.
She went back to the kitchen with the wine bottle in her hand. Her
face was twitching in spite of herself.
"Anne, you certainly have a
genius for getting into trouble. You went and gave Diana currant wine instead
of raspberry cordial. Didn't you know the difference yourself?"
"I
never tasted it," said Anne. "I thought it was the cordial. I meant to be
so--so--hospitable. Diana got awfully sick and had to go home. Mrs. Barry
told Mrs. Lynde she was simply dead drunk. She just laughed silly-like when
her mother asked her what was the matter and went to sleep and slept for
hours. Her mother smelled her breath and knew she was drunk. She had a
fearful headache all day yesterday. Mrs. Barry is so indignant. She will
never believe but what I did it on purpose."
"I should think she would
better punish Diana for being so greedy as to drink three glassfuls of
anything," said Marilla shortly. "Why, three of those big glasses would have
made her sick even if it had only been cordial. Well, this story will be a
nice handle for those folks who are so down on me for making currant wine,
although I haven't made any for three years ever since I found out that the
minister didn't approve. I just kept that bottle for sickness. There, there,
child, don't cry. I can't see as you were to blame although I'm sorry it
happened so."
"I must cry," said Anne. "My heart is broken. The stars in
their courses fight against me, Marilla. Diana and I are parted forever. Oh,
Marilla, I little dreamed of this when first we swore our vows of
friendship."
"Don't be foolish, Anne. Mrs. Barry will think better of it
when she finds you're not to blame. I suppose she thinks you've done it for
a silly joke or something of that sort. You'd best go up this evening
and tell her how it was."
"My courage fails me at the thought of
facing Diana's injured mother," sighed Anne. "I wish you'd go, Marilla.
You're so much more dignified than I am. Likely she'd listen to you quicker
than to me."
"Well, I will," said Marilla, reflecting that it would
probably be the wiser course. "Don't cry any more, Anne. It will be all
right."
Marilla had changed her mind about it being all right by the time
she got back from Orchard Slope. Anne was watching for her coming and
flew to the porch door to meet her.
"Oh, Marilla, I know by your face
that it's been no use," she said sorrowfully. "Mrs. Barry won't forgive
me?"
"Mrs. Barry indeed!" snapped Marilla. "Of all the unreasonable
women I ever saw she's the worst. I told her it was all a mistake and
you weren't to blame, but she just simply didn't believe me. And she
rubbed it well in about my currant wine and how I'd always said it
couldn't have the least effect on anybody. I just told her plainly that
currant wine wasn't meant to be drunk three tumblerfuls at a time and that if
a child I had to do with was so greedy I'd sober her up with a right
good spanking."
Marilla whisked into the kitchen, grievously
disturbed, leaving a very much distracted little soul in the porch behind
her. Presently Anne stepped out bareheaded into the chill autumn dusk; very
determinedly and steadily she took her way down through the sere clover field
over the log bridge and up through the spruce grove, lighted by a pale
little moon hanging low over the western woods. Mrs. Barry, coming to the
door in answer to a timid knock, found a white-lipped eager-eyed suppliant
on the doorstep.
Her face hardened. Mrs. Barry was a woman of strong
prejudices and dislikes, and her anger was of the cold, sullen sort which is
always hardest to overcome. To do her justice, she really believed Anne
had made Diana drunk out of sheer malice prepense, and she was
honestly anxious to preserve her little daughter from the contamination
of further intimacy with such a child.
"What do you want?" she said
stiffly.
Anne clasped her hands.
"Oh, Mrs. Barry, please forgive
me. I did not mean to--to--intoxicate Diana. How could I? Just imagine if you
were a poor little orphan girl that kind people had adopted and you had just
one bosom friend in all the world. Do you think you would intoxicate her on
purpose? I thought it was only raspberry cordial. I was firmly convinced it
was raspberry cordial. Oh, please don't say that you won't let Diana play
with me any more. If you do you will cover my life with a dark cloud of
woe."
This speech which would have softened good Mrs. Lynde's heart in
a twinkling, had no effect on Mrs. Barry except to irritate her
still more. She was suspicious of Anne's big words and dramatic gestures
and imagined that the child was making fun of her. So she said, coldly
and cruelly:
"I don't think you are a fit little girl for Diana to
associate with. You'd better go home and behave yourself."
Anne's lips
quivered.
"Won't you let me see Diana just once to say farewell?" she
implored.
"Diana has gone over to Carmody with her father," said Mrs.
Barry, going in and shutting the door.
Anne went back to Green Gables
calm with despair.
"My last hope is gone," she told Marilla. "I went up
and saw Mrs. Barry myself and she treated me very insultingly. Marilla, I do
NOT think she is a well-bred woman. There is nothing more to do except to
pray and I haven't much hope that that'll do much good because, Marilla, I do
not believe that God Himself can do very much with such an obstinate
person as Mrs. Barry."
"Anne, you shouldn't say such things" rebuked
Marilla, striving to overcome that unholy tendency to laughter which she was
dismayed to find growing upon her. And indeed, when she told the whole story
to Matthew that night, she did laugh heartily over Anne's
tribulations.
But when she slipped into the east gable before going to
bed and found that Anne had cried herself to sleep an unaccustomed softness
crept into her face.
"Poor little soul," she murmured, lifting a loose
curl of hair from the child's tear-stained face. Then she bent down and
kissed the flushed cheek on the pillow.
CHAPTER XVII. A New
Interest in Life
THE next afternoon Anne, bending over her patchwork at
the kitchen window, happened to glance out and beheld Diana down by the
Dryad's Bubble beckoning mysteriously. In a trice Anne was out of the
house and flying down to the hollow, astonishment and hope struggling
in her expressive eyes. But the hope faded when she saw Diana's
dejected countenance.
"Your mother hasn't relented?" she
gasped.
Diana shook her head mournfully.
"No; and oh, Anne, she
says I'm never to play with you again. I've cried and cried and I told her it
wasn't your fault, but it wasn't any use. I had ever such a time coaxing her
to let me come down and say good-bye to you. She said I was only to stay ten
minutes and she's timing me by the clock."
"Ten minutes isn't very
long to say an eternal farewell in," said Anne tearfully. "Oh, Diana, will
you promise faithfully never to forget me, the friend of your youth, no
matter what dearer friends may caress thee?"
"Indeed I will," sobbed
Diana, "and I'll never have another bosom friend--I don't want to have. I
couldn't love anybody as I love you."
"Oh, Diana," cried Anne, clasping
her hands, "do you LOVE me?"
"Why, of course I do. Didn't you know
that?"
"No." Anne drew a long breath. "I thought you LIKED me of course
but I never hoped you LOVED me. Why, Diana, I didn't think anybody
could love me. Nobody ever has loved me since I can remember. Oh, this
is wonderful! It's a ray of light which will forever shine on the
darkness of a path severed from thee, Diana. Oh, just say it once
again."
"I love you devotedly, Anne," said Diana stanchly, "and I always
will, you may be sure of that."
"And I will always love thee, Diana,"
said Anne, solemnly extending her hand. "In the years to come thy memory will
shine like a star over my lonely life, as that last story we read together
says. Diana, wilt thou give me a lock of thy jet-black tresses in parting to
treasure forevermore?"
"Have you got anything to cut it with?" queried
Diana, wiping away the tears which Anne's affecting accents had caused to
flow afresh, and returning to practicalities.
"Yes. I've got my
patchwork scissors in my apron pocket fortunately," said Anne. She solemnly
clipped one of Diana's curls. "Fare thee well, my beloved friend. Henceforth
we must be as strangers though living side by side. But my heart will ever be
faithful to thee."
Anne stood and watched Diana out of sight, mournfully
waving her hand to the latter whenever she turned to look back. Then she
returned to the house, not a little consoled for the time being by this
romantic parting.
"It is all over," she informed Marilla. "I shall
never have another friend. I'm really worse off than ever before, for I
haven't Katie Maurice and Violetta now. And even if I had it wouldn't be the
same. Somehow, little dream girls are not satisfying after a real
friend. Diana and I had such an affecting farewell down by the spring. It
will be sacred in my memory forever. I used the most pathetic language
I could think of and said 'thou' and 'thee.' 'Thou' and 'thee' seem
so much more romantic than 'you.' Diana gave me a lock of her hair and
I'm going to sew it up in a little bag and wear it around my neck all
my life. Please see that it is buried with me, for I don't believe
I'll live very long. Perhaps when she sees me lying cold and dead before
her Mrs. Barry may feel remorse for what she has done and will let
Diana come to my funeral."
"I don't think there is much fear of your
dying of grief as long as you can talk, Anne," said Marilla
unsympathetically.
The following Monday Anne surprised Marilla by coming
down from her room with her basket of books on her arm and hip and her lips
primmed up into a line of determination.
"I'm going back to school,"
she announced. "That is all there is left in life for me, now that my friend
has been ruthlessly torn from me. In school I can look at her and muse over
days departed."
"You'd better muse over your lessons and sums," said
Marilla, concealing her delight at this development of the situation. "If
you're going back to school I hope we'll hear no more of breaking slates over
people's heads and such carryings on. Behave yourself and do just what
your teacher tells you."
"I'll try to be a model pupil," agreed Anne
dolefully. "There won't be much fun in it, I expect. Mr. Phillips said Minnie
Andrews was a model pupil and there isn't a spark of imagination or life in
her. She is just dull and poky and never seems to have a good time. But I
feel so depressed that perhaps it will come easy to me now. I'm going round
by the road. I couldn't bear to go by the Birch Path all alone. I
should weep bitter tears if I did."
Anne was welcomed back to school
with open arms. Her imagination had been sorely missed in games, her voice in
the singing and her dramatic ability in the perusal aloud of books at dinner
hour. Ruby Gillis smuggled three blue plums over to her during testament
reading; Ella May MacPherson gave her an enormous yellow pansy cut from the
covers of a floral catalogue--a species of desk decoration much prized in
Avonlea school. Sophia Sloane offered to teach her a perfectly elegant
new pattern of knit lace, so nice for trimming aprons. Katie Boulter
gave her a perfume bottle to keep slate water in, and Julia Bell
copied carefully on a piece of pale pink paper scalloped on the edges
the following effusion:
When twilight drops her curtain
down And pins it with a star Remember that you have a
friend Though she may wander far.
"It's so nice to be
appreciated," sighed Anne rapturously to Marilla that night.
The girls
were not the only scholars who "appreciated" her. When Anne went to her seat
after dinner hour--she had been told by Mr. Phillips to sit with the model
Minnie Andrews--she found on her desk a big luscious "strawberry apple." Anne
caught it up all ready to take a bite when she remembered that the only place
in Avonlea where strawberry apples grew was in the old Blythe orchard on the
other side of the Lake of Shining Waters. Anne dropped the apple as if it
were a red-hot coal and ostentatiously wiped her fingers on her handkerchief.
The apple lay untouched on her desk until the next morning, when little
Timothy Andrews, who swept the school and kindled the fire, annexed it as
one of his perquisites. Charlie Sloane's slate pencil, gorgeously
bedizened with striped red and yellow paper, costing two cents where
ordinary pencils cost only one, which he sent up to her after dinner hour,
met with a more favorable reception. Anne was graciously pleased to
accept it and rewarded the donor with a smile which exalted that
infatuated youth straightway into the seventh heaven of delight and caused
him to make such fearful errors in his dictation that Mr. Phillips kept him
in after school to rewrite it.
But as,
The Caesar's
pageant shorn of Brutus' bust Did but of Rome's best son remind her
more,
so the marked absence of any tribute or recognition from Diana
Barry who was sitting with Gertie Pye embittered Anne's little
triumph.
"Diana might just have smiled at me once, I think," she mourned
to Marilla that night. But the next morning a note most fearfully
and wonderfully twisted and folded, and a small parcel were passed across
to Anne.
Dear Anne (ran the former)
Mother says I'm not to
play with you or talk to you even in school. It isn't my fault and don't be
cross at me, because I love you as much as ever. I miss you awfully to tell
all my secrets to and I don't like Gertie Pye one bit. I made you one of the
new bookmarkers out of red tissue paper. They are awfully fashionable now and
only three girls in school know how to make them. When you look at it
remember
Your true friend
Diana Barry.
Anne read the
note, kissed the bookmark, and dispatched a prompt reply back to the other
side of the school.
My own darling Diana:--
Of course I am not
cross at you because you have to obey your mother. Our spirits can commune. I
shall keep your lovely present forever. Minnie Andrews is a very nice little
girl--although she has no imagination--but after having been Diana's busum
friend I cannot be Minnie's. Please excuse mistakes because my spelling isn't
very good yet, although much improoved.
Yours until death us do
part
Anne or Cordelia Shirley.
P.S. I shall sleep with your
letter under my pillow tonight. A. OR C.S.
Marilla pessimistically
expected more trouble since Anne had again begun to go to school. But none
developed. Perhaps Anne caught something of the "model" spirit from Minnie
Andrews; at least she got on very well with Mr. Phillips thenceforth. She
flung herself into her studies heart and soul, determined not to be outdone
in any class by Gilbert Blythe. The rivalry between them was soon apparent;
it was entirely good natured on Gilbert's side; but it is much to be feared
that the same thing cannot be said of Anne, who had certainly an
unpraiseworthy tenacity for holding grudges. She was as intense in her
hatreds as in her loves. She would not stoop to admit that she meant to rival
Gilbert in schoolwork, because that would have been to acknowledge his
existence which Anne persistently ignored; but the rivalry was there and
honors fluctuated between them. Now Gilbert was head of the spelling class;
now Anne, with a toss of her long red braids, spelled him down. One morning
Gilbert had all his sums done correctly and had his name written on the
blackboard on the roll of honor; the next morning Anne, having wrestled
wildly with decimals the entire evening before, would be first. One awful day
they were ties and their names were written up together. It was almost as
bad as a take-notice and Anne's mortification was as evident as
Gilbert's satisfaction. When the written examinations at the end of each
month were held the suspense was terrible. The first month Gilbert came
out three marks ahead. The second Anne beat him by five. But her triumph
was marred by the fact that Gilbert congratulated her heartily before
the whole school. It would have been ever so much sweeter to her if he
had felt the sting of his defeat. |
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