2015년 8월 7일 금요일

The Father and Daughter 17

The Father and Daughter 17


While he was gone into the stable, for the third time, to see whether
the horses were not sufficiently refreshed to go on, a waiter came in to
ask Lady Mountcarrol's commands, and at that moment the funeral passed
the window. The waiter (who was the very servant that at Mr. Seymour's
had refused to shut the door against Agnes) instantly turned away his
head, and burst into tears. This excited her ladyship's curiosity; and
she drew from him a short but full account of Agnes and her father.
 
He had scarcely finished his story when Lord Mountcarrol came in, saying
that the carriage was ready; and no sooner had his bride begun to relate
to him the story which she had just heard, than he exclaimed in a voice
of thunder, "It is as false as hell, madam! Miss Fitzhenry and her child
both died years ago." Then rushing into the carriage, he left Lady
Mountcarrol terrified and amazed at his manner. But when she was seating
herself by his side, she could not help saying that it was impossible
for a story to be false, which all the people in the inn averred to be
true; and, as he did not offer to interrupt her, she went through the
whole story of Agnes and her sufferings; but before she could proceed to
comment on them, the procession, returning from church, crossed the road
in which they were going, and obliged the postillions to stop.
 
Foremost came the little Edward, with all his mother's beauty in his
face. "Poor little orphan!" said Lady Mountcarrol, giving a tear to the
memory of Agnes: "See, my lord, what a lovely boy!" As she spoke, the
extreme elegance of the carriage attracted Edward's attention: and
springing from Fanny's hand, who in vain endeavoured to hold him back,
he ran up to the door to examine the figures on the pannel. At that
instant Lord Mountcarrol opened the door, lifted the child into the
chaise, and, throwing his card of address to the astonished mourners,
ordered the servants to drive on as fast as possible.
 
They did so in despite of Mr. Seymour and others, for astonishment had
at first deprived them of the power of moving; and the horses, before
the witnesses of this sudden and strange event had recovered their
recollection, had gone too far to allow themselves to be stopped.
 
The card with Lord Mountcarrol's name explained what at first had
puzzled and confounded as well as alarmed them; and Fanny, who had
fainted at sight of his lordship, because she knew him, altered as he
was, to be Edward's father, and the bane of Agnes, now recovering
herself, conjured Mr. Seymour to follow him immediately, and tell him
that Edward was bequeathed to her care.
 
Mr. Seymour instantly ordered post horses, and in about an hour after
set off in pursuit of the ravisher.
 
But the surprise and consternation of Fanny and the rest of the
mourners, was not greater than that of Lady Mountcarrol at sight of her
lord's strange conduct. "What does this outrage mean, my lord?" she
exclaimed in a faltering voice; "and whose child is that?"--"It is _my
child_, madam," replied he; "and I will never resign him but with life."
Then pressing the astonished boy to his bosom, he for some minutes
sobbed aloud,--while Lady Mountcarrol, though she could not help feeling
compassion for the agony which the seducer of Agnes must experience at
such a moment, was not a little displeased and shocked at finding
herself the wife of that Clifford, whose name she had so lately heard
coupled with that of villain.
 
But her attention was soon called from reflections so unpleasant by the
cries of Edward, whose surprise at being seized and carried away by a
stranger now yielded to terror, and who, bursting from Lord Mountcarrol,
desired to go back to his mamma, Fanny, and Mr. Seymour.
 
"What! and leave your own father, Edward?" asked his agitated
parent.--"Look at me,--I am your father;--but I suppose, your mother, as
well she might, taught you to hate me?"--"My mamma told me it was wicked
to hate any body: and I am sure I have no papa: I had a grandpapa, but
he is gone to heaven along with my mamma, Fanny says, and she is my
mamma now." And again screaming and stamping with impatience, he
insisted on going back to her.
 
But at length, by promises of riding on a fine horse, and of sending for
Fanny to ride with him, he was pacified. Then with artless readiness he
related his mother's way of life, and the odd ways of his grandpapa: and
thus, by acquainting Lord Mountcarrol with the sufferings and the
virtuous exertions of Agnes, he increased his horror of his own conduct,
and his regret at not having placed so noble-minded a woman at the head
of his family. But whence arose the story of her death he had yet to
learn.
 
In a few hours they reached the seat which he had acquired by his second
marriage; and there too, in an hour after, arrived Mr. Seymour and the
husband of Fanny.
 
Lord Mountcarrol expected this visit, and received them courteously;
while Mr. Seymour was so surprised at seeing the once healthy and
handsome Clifford changed to an emaciated valetudinarian, and carrying
in his face the marks of habitual intemperance, that his indignation was
for a moment lost in pity. But recovering himself, he told his lordship
that he came to demand justice for the outrage which he had committed,
and in the name of the friend to whom Miss Fitzhenry had, in case of her
sudden death, bequeathed her child, to insist on his being restored to
her.
 
"We will settle that point presently," replied Lord Mountcarrol; "but
first I conjure you to tell me all that has happened since we parted, to
her whose name I have not for years been able to repeat, and whom, as
well as this child, I have also for years believed dead."
 
"I will, my lord," answered Mr. Seymour; "but I warn you, that if you
have any feeling it will be tortured by the narration."
 
"If I have any feeling!" cried his lordship: "but go on, sir; from you,
sir--from you, as--as _her friend_, I can bear any thing."
 
Words could not do justice to the agonies of Lord Mountcarrol, while Mr.
Seymour, beginning with Agnes's midnight walk to ----, went through a
recital of her conduct and sufferings, and hopes and anxieties, and
ended with the momentary recovery and death-scene of her father.
 
But when Lord Mountcarrol discovered that Agnes supposed his not
making any inquiries concerning her or the child proceeded from brutal
indifference concerning their fate, and that, considering him as a
monster of inhumanity, she had regarded him not only with contempt,
but abhorrence, and seemed to have dismissed him entirely from her
remembrance, he beat his breast, he cast himself on the floor in frantic
anguish, lamenting, in all the bitterness of fruitless regret, that
Agnes died without knowing how much he loved her, and without suspecting
that, while she was supposing him unnaturally forgetful of her and her
child, he was struggling with illness, caused by her desertion, and
with a dejection of spirits which he had never, at times, been able to
overcome; execrating at the same time the memory of his father, and
Wilson, whom he suspected of having intentionally deceived him.
 
To conclude--Pity for the misery and compunction of Lord Mountcarrol,
and a sense of the advantages both in education and fortune that would
accrue to little Edward from living with his father, prevailed on Mr.
Seymour and the husband of Fanny to consent to his remaining where he
was;--and from that day Edward was universally known as his lordship's
son,--who immediately made a will bequeathing him a considerable
fortune.
 
Lord Mountcarrol was then sinking fast into his grave, the victim of his
vices, and worn to the bone by the corroding consciousness that Agnes
had died in the persuasion of his having brutally neglected her.--That
was the bitterest pang of all! She had thought him so vile, that she
could not for a moment regret him!
 
His first wife he had despised because she was weak and illiterate, and
hated because she had brought him no children. His second wife was too
amiable to be disliked; but, though he survived his marriage with her
two years, she also failed to produce an heir to the title. And while he
contemplated in Edward the mind and person of his mother, he was almost
frantic with regret that he was not legally his son; and he cursed the
hour when with short-sighted cunning he sacrificed the honour of Agnes
to his views of family aggrandizement.
 
But, selfish to the last moment of his existence, it was a consciousness
of his own misery, not of that which he had inflicted, which prompted
his __EXPRESSION__s of misery and regret; and he grudged and envied Agnes
the comfort of having been able to despise and forget him.
 
* * * * *
 
Peace to the memory of Agnes Fitzhenry!--and may the woman who, like
her, has been the victim of artifice, self-confidence, and temptation,
like her endeavour to regain the esteem of the world by patient
suffering, and virtuous exertion; and look forward to the attainment of
it with confidence!--But may she whose innocence is yet secure, and
whose virtues still boast the stamp of chastity, which can alone make
them current in the world, tremble with horror at the idea of listening
to the voice of the seducer, lest the image of a father, a mother, a
brother, a sister, or some other fellow-being, whose peace of mind has
been injured by her deviation from virtue, should haunt her path through
life; and she who might, perhaps, have contemplated with fortitude the
wreck of her own happiness, be doomed to pine with fruitless remorse at
the consciousness of having destroyed that of another.--For where is
the mortal who can venture to pronounce that his actions are of
importance to no one, and that the consequences of his virtues or his
vices will be confined to himself alone

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