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The Master of Stair 31

The Master of Stair 31


In these pleasant thoughts he was disturbed by the sound of the opening
door and the slow entry of Lady Dalrymple.
 
At sight of him she hesitated.
 
“Where is Sir John?” she asked.
 
The Viscount pointed to the folding door. “In there, with my Lord
Breadalbane.”
 
She shrank away from the door as if she saw the man behind it.
 
“What do they talk of?” she asked heavily.
 
“Why, madam,” he answered dryly, “what business is that of yours?”
 
She shook her head drearily and crossed to the window; in the gray
light of the winter afternoon her face and figure showed one dull
whiteness; her pale hair, her white dress and her pallor made her
appear ghostlike in the somber room. A few flakes of snow were falling
across the leaden sky; Lady Dalrymple stared out at the bleak square
and the bare trees.
 
“Madam, have you no occupation?” asked the Viscount suavely.
 
“No,” she answered, without looking round.
 
“There are pleasanter ways of doing nothing,” he observed, “than
contemplating a dreariness.”
 
“My lordI see nothing elsewherever I look.” She turned her head and
her dim blue eyes rested on him.
 
“An unfortunate disposition,” he remarked.
 
She came down the room restlessly, her head hanging a little.
 
“Did you want to see my son?” questioned the Viscount, eying her.
 
“No,” she answered dully.
 
“You merely questioned, madam, that you might avoid him?”
 
Lady Dalrymple lifted her head.
 
“Perhaps,” she said, with trembling lips.
 
The Viscount smiled.
 
“Will you, madam, do me a like service?”
 
“What?” she asked.
 
“Avoid me, madam; the house is large enough.”
 
A faint flush came into her face.
 
“I strive, my lord, not to trouble you.”
 
“Madam, you are hardly successful.”
 
“Forgive me,” she said, very white again. “It is not of my doing that I
am your son’s wife.”
 
The Viscount shrugged his shoulders. “I am not responsible for my son’s
domestic affairs
 
She turned and faced him.
 
“Your son is your son,” she said bitterly, “and what you made him.
Between you, you have goaded me into something near crazinessbut you
shall not dare to judge meyou who know what your son iswithout pity,
or charity, or any tendernessviolent beyond reasonmad!”
 
The Viscount looked at her straightly and smiled, and at his smile she
gave him a wild look and turned hastily, as if frightened, from the
room.
 
As the door closed behind her she shuddered, then began slowly
ascending the great stairs.
 
So lonely, so utterly lonely! The vast house was certainly haunted; she
continually glanced over her shoulder at the ghosts catching her skirts.
 
So lonely, so intolerably lonely! the dark pictures on the walls looked
ominous and threatening; heavy shadows lurked in every corner; she
began to hurry like a guilty thing, starting before every open door
with a frightened glance into the empty room beyond. She came to the
very top of the house; the low attics under the roof.
 
One of these she entered, catching her breath at her own footsteps. It
was dusty, empty, this garret, yet it would seem as if some one had
recently been there, for a candle in a silver stick stood on the
window-ledge and a broken chair was drawn up under it; in one corner
was a pile of boxes and some old pictures with their faces to the wall.
 
Lady Dalrymple shut the door and glided softly across the floor; her
face wore a look of expectancy. She lit the candle; it cast a dim
light, showing the cobwebs hanging from the ceiling and the broken
plaster of the walls and throwing great shadows from the boxes in the
corner.
 
It was bitterly cold here, but she did not seem to heed it; carefully
she placed the candle so that it did not gutter in the draught, then,
sinking on her knees beside them, she opened the topmost box.
 
Out of it with infinite care she took a large jointed doll, the waxen
face beautifully modeled. It was the size of a child and was elegantly
dressed in velvet and lace; Lady Dalrymple set it on the chair and
smoothed out the collar with loving fingers.
 
In this uncertain light the doll had a ghastly semblance of humanity;
like a dumb and motionless child, its glass eyes stared at the woman
kneeling at its side; the draught from the window blew its black curls
to and fro in lifelike manner.
 
Lady Dalrymple smiled to herself and stroked the velvet coat
half-timidly, then returning to the box she brought from it a
work-basket and a little shirt and with these she seated herself beside
the chair and began to mend the shirt where the wrist ruffle was torn.
 
Her delicate hand flew swiftly to and fro; for all the ill-light and
the cold, her face was absorbed, almost contented. When the light task
was completed, she held the garment up before the candle with a little
smile; she was shuddering in the bitter draught that crept round the
attic; but she did not know it; her lips moved as if she spoke to
herself; she drew the doll down and removing its coat, carefully fitted
on the shirt; it was too large and hung stiffly on the unbending
figure; but Lady Dalrymple held the doll out at arm’s length with a
wistful face; then caught it to her poor empty heart and rocked it to
and fro with passionate hands clasping the inanimate rag.
 
“Harry,” her cold lips murmured, “so you used to sitit feels like
yousothen your arms would go round my neckslowly.”
 
She quivered into a smile at the recollection.
 
“Then you would lift your face upall soft and warmah, my dearmy
dear
 
Her great moist eyes turned to the thing in her arms; she saw the
staring glassy eyes, the hard wax face and rose, setting it aside.
 
“It is a lie,” she said with the quiet of agony. “You are dead.”
 
She laid her face against the wall and woe shook her whole body.
 
“God!are these things just?” she said with clenched hands. “Is it
right these things should be?that I should live to think upon his
grave?”
 
Her voice echoed through the bare rafters; a sudden gust of wind blew
the window open and the candle out; she gave a cry of terror and rushed
from the room, shutting the door behind her. At a swift regardless pace
she came down the stairs till she reached a landing where a dim lamp
hung.
 
She paused there a moment as if she had forgotten where she would go,
and while she hesitated a door was opened and the Master of Stair
stepped out. His wife shrank back against the wall, but he stopped and
their eyes met.
 
He noticed her face, her fallen hair, the dust upon her dress.
 
“Who are you? Where have you been?” he asked, starting back.
 
Her side she drew herself still further away; her lips formed a
half-smile; very foolish, very tragic.
 
He swept past her down the stairs, fiercely as though the Furies were
after him; the clatter of his sword on the marble echoed through the
empty house.
 
His wife had reminded him of his sister Janet, with her blank blue
eyes, her soft white face and her curious crouching attitude, like an
animal expecting the whip.
 
He gave a wild laugh; for that one startled moment he had thought it
was his sister, and she dead twenty years! His thoughts were wandering;
he laughed again recklessly and flinging his head back, looked up.
 
Lady Dalrymple had come to the head of the stairs and was peering down,
her hands clasped behind hersurely it was his sisterand the house was
haunted as he had knownknown
 
So strong was the feeling that the man felt the word forming on his
lips, “Janet!”

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