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The Young Ship Builders of Elm Island 33

The Young Ship Builders of Elm Island 33


“Do they ever shoe rams?”
 
Joe’s features instantly assumed a terrified __EXPRESSION__. He colored to
the very tips of his ears, but uttered no word.
 
“If,” said Sally, “it had been Ben Rhines, Seth Warren, Charlie, or
anybody that could have taken their own part; but to set to work on
that poor old man, one of the kindest men that ever lived, who took in
that miserable Pete Clash, and clothed him, when he had no place to
put his head, and whom everybody loves, to run the risk of killing or
crippling him for life, I say it’s real mean!”
 
Joe made no reply, and Sally saw something very much like a tear in his
eye. She pitied him from the bottom of her heart, but felt that for the
reformation of such an incorrigible sinner it was her duty to go on.
 
“Did you ever see that before?” she inquired, holding before the
terrified culprit the identical shoe, with the nails still sticking in
it.
 
Joe uttered a groan.
 
“If it should get out, the neighbors would never speak to you again,
and you’d have to leave town. I know you feel bad,” she continued,
bursting into tears; “but what did put it into your head?”
 
“The devil.”
 
“Well, I’d keep better company.”
 
“You see, Sally, I was going home to dinner one day, and the ram had
the old man penned on the ice, and there they stood looking at each
other. That’s what put it into my head. I didn’t think anything about
the consequences till I saw the ram start for him. Then it all came to
me, and I was over the fence in a minute; but it was too late. I don’t
think I’m made like other folks. Such things come over me just like
lightning, and it seems as if I was hurried. This is the last shine I
shall ever cut up.”
 
“You’ve said so before, Joe.”
 
“But I _mean_ it now; I’m _purposed_. Won’t you give me that shoe,
Sally?”
 
“No, Joe, I’m going to keep it; and as sure as you cut up another
shine, I’ll show it.”
 
Joe’s reformation was _radical_ this time, and Sally ventured to marry
him. Years after--when Mrs. Griffin--Sally Rhines was visiting her. In
hunting over her drawers to find a pattern of a baby’s dress, she came
across the shoe, and then it came out. She gave it to the baby to play
with.
 
“I should be afraid to give it to him,” said Mrs. Rhines, “for fear
he’d catch something, and go to cutting up shines when he grows up.”
 
 
 
 
CHAPTER XX.
 
THE FIRST TROUBLE, AND THE FIRST PRAYER.
 
 
BEING somewhat lonely in the absence of Charlie, Ben employed himself
in getting timber to build a scow, that he meant to construct with
a mast, sails, and a sliding-keel, or, as they are now termed,
centre-boards, to take cattle and hay to and from Griffin’s Island.
 
Uncle Isaac and Captain Rhines came on New Year’s Day. They told Ben
and Sally it was so cold, and the weather uncertain, that they needn’t
expect to see them again till April.
 
The next day, Danforth Eaton and two more came and hired the
Perseverance. Ben told them, when they were done with her, to leave her
in Captain Rhines’s Cove.
 
They were now left entirely alone. During the latter part of the same
week, Ben, who had been out gunning all day, crawling round on the
rocks, and getting wet, complained at night of pain in his head and
back, and of chilliness. He made use of the usual remedies for a
cold, but without avail. He continued to grow worse rapidly, and it
was evident that he was to have a run of fever. Sally was in great
extremity, her husband dangerously sick, neither physician nor medicine
at hand,--save those simple remedies that necessity had taught our
mothers,--with two children, one a baby, a stock of cattle to take
care of, and utterly alone as respected any human aid. It was a bitter
thought to her, as she sat listening to the wanderings of her husband
she tenderly loved, and for whom she had sacrificed so much, that,
while so rich in friends, all were ignorant of their necessity.
 
“If they only knew it at home,” said she to herself, “how soon should I
see the Perseverance’s sails going up, and help coming!”
 
Sally had not what is sometimes termed a religious temperament. There
was no sentiment about her. She was extremely conscientious in respect
to keeping the Sabbath, or making light of serious things, was very
decided in all her convictions, and never temporized. If it was wrong
to do anything, it was wrong, and that was the end of it with her. She
never read religious books from choice,--like many who never arrive at
any satisfactory results in religious matters,--but only as a duty, as
she did the Bible. She never cared to hear religious conversation,
and, though she listened with the greatest respect to her mother in
relation to these subjects, it went in at one ear and out at the other.
Uncle Isaac’s description of her was perfect. She was lively as a
humming-bird, and had too good a time of it in this world to think much
about the other. But under the terrible pressure that now came upon
her, the resolute nature and iron frame of the true-hearted, loving
woman began to give way.
 
With the exception of some large logs for back logs, the wood which was
cut was exhausted, and she was obliged to dig it from the snow and cut
it.
 
The great fireplace was so deep, it was impossible to keep the room
warm without a large log to bring the fire forward, and throw the heat
into the room. These logs, which were three feet through, Sally hauled
into the house on a hand-sled, and rolled into the fireplace, then cut
up the rest of the wood to complete the fire.
 
The weather was intensely cold, the snow deep and drifted, and she
was obliged to drive the cattle to the brook, and cut holes in the
ice for them to drink. In addition to all this was the care of Bennie
and the baby, the constant watching, and sense of loneliness. What
a commentary was this upon the declaration of Uncle Isaac to Ben, in
reply to the __EXPRESSION__ of his fears lest the untried hardships of Elm
Island should prove too much for Sally,--
 
“O, she’s got the old iron nature of that breed of folks. She’s had
nothing to call out that grit yet; but you’ll find out what she’s made
of when she comes to be put to’t.”
 
Her husband was now so much reduced that it was with the greatest
difficulty she could hear his requests, and the apprehension that he
would die, which had tortured her for weeks, now seemed ripening into
certainty.
 
It was just before midnight. Ben had lain since morning in a stupor,
from which it seemed impossible to rouse him, and, being nearly high
water, she feared he would die when the tide turned.
 
It was a fearful night. The roar of the sea on the rocks, with that
hoarse, pitiless sound which pertains to the surf, and the hollow moan
of the wind in the forest was heard all through the house. Sally had
been taught to say her prayers from childhood, but never in all her
life had she prayed in her own words. But now, as she sat with the
Bible upon her knees, and her eye caught the promise, “Ask and ye
shall receive,” something seemed to whisper, “Pray, poor woman, pray.”
“Had I shown any gratitude for His mercies,” thought she, “I might
with more confidence resort to Him in trouble.” At length, driven to
despair, she fell on her knees beside the bed, and begged for mercy and
help from heaven. “I am glad I did it,” said Sally, as she rose from
her knees; “I think I now know something of what I have heard mother
say--that the best place to carry a sore heart is to the cross. I don’t
know what God will do with me, but I feel more willing to be in His
hands. What a strange thing praying is! If you don’t get what you ask,
you get comfort. It kind of takes the sting out. It’s like as when I
was burnt so awfully, and the fire was out; the anguish is abated,
though the wound is not healed. I will pray more, and trust more.” She
spent the remainder of the night in prayer and reading the scriptures.
 
The wind, shortly after midnight, had changed to north-west, and,
though bitterly cold, it became clear. As the light of morning
struggled through the windows, Sally scraped the thick coating of
frost from the panes, that she might see her husband’s face, and
eagerly scanned the pallid features. “He certainly does not look so
death-like,” thought she, “is not feverish at all, and he certainly
breathes better.” In the course of an hour, he made a sign for drink.
She put it to his lips, and found that he swallowed. A short time
after, she gave him some nourishment, which he also took. When a couple
of hours had passed, he opened his eyes. She bent her ear to his lips,
and asked him how he felt. “Better,” was the reply, in a voice scarcely
audible. It was the first word he had spoken for two days. “The fever
has turned, I know it has!” she cried; and falling on her knees, she
poured out her heart in gratitude to God. Just then the child waked.
“O, you blessed little soul,” cried the delighted mother, almost
smothering it with kisses, “did you know your father was better?” And
tying the young child in a chair, and giving it some playthings, she
caught the milk-pail. As she opened the door, a ray of sunshine flashed
in her face, and streamed across the threshold. “Bless God!” cried she,
tears of gladness streaming down her cheeks; “it’s sunshine in my heart
this morning.”
 
“How are you all?” said Sally, as she entered the barn, and, mounting
with rapid steps the mow, pitched down a bountiful foddering to the
cattle. “Put that into you; it’s Thanksgiving on this island to-day.”
While Sailor, catching the altered looks and tone of his mistress,
barked, and ran into the snow till nothing but the end of his tail was
to be seen.
 
“How strong I feel this morning!” she exclaimed, rolling an enormous
log on to the hand-sled; “I’ll make this old fireplace roar. I’ll have
some light in this room, so that I can see Ben’s face. I have not dared
to look at him for a month past,” catching a cloth, wet with hot water,
and washing the frost from the windows. “I’ll wash up this floor, too;
it is dirty enough to plant potatoes on; and then I’ll have a nap.”
 
In the afternoon, Ben awoke in the full possession of his faculties,
though extremely weak, and in a whisper asked for the baby; he then
asked for Sailor. Sally had kept the dog in the outer room, that he
might not disturb her husband; but the moment she opened the door, he
leaped on the bed, and licked his master’s hands and face, and then,
rolling himself into a ball at his feet, went to sleep, occasionally opening one eye to see if his master was there.

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