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A Lady of England 46

A Lady of England 46


‘I had a kind of intuitive feeling,’ she said, ‘that something might come
to prevent the Convert from openly confessing his Lord. I knew not how
great the danger was.’
 
One hour remained before the time fixed for the Baptism, when the young
man--Babu G. he may be called--came in, troubled and pale. His Mother had
somehow divined his intention, and was doing her utmost to prevent its
being carried out. She flung a brick at the head of one Christian Native,
who had had a hand in influencing the young Muhammadan; she raved and
beat her breast; she cursed and tore her hair; she declared to her son
that if he became a Christian she would die.
 
Babu G. believed all this, and was sorely shaken. His Mother was brought
to the Mission-house, and a vehement scene followed. The old lady sat
upon the ground, pouring out threats and curses, beating her breast and
tearing her hair anew,--only, as A. L. O. E. somewhat drily observed
afterwards, she very cleverly avoided hurting herself by her blows, and
none of her hair seemed to come out with all the apparent ‘tearing.’
But the young man could hardly be expected to see this as a stranger
would! He wavered--hesitated--and at last gave way. The Baptism did not
take place; and the unhappy young fellow, convinced of the truth of
Christianity, willing in heart to be a servant of Christ, had not courage
to take his own decision, but remained a Muhammadan. Bitter tears were
shed over his defection by gentle Mrs. Elmslie; the first that Miss
Tucker had ever seen her shed.
 
Such stories as this show conclusively that _the_ work which most of
all needs to be done in India is to transform the Mothers,--to educate
a generation of Christian Mothers. Their sons then will be Christian
too. No power in the world surpasses that of a mother over her children,
whether she be English or Hindu or Muhammadan.
 
Charlotte Tucker’s stern side seems to have come out in this stormy
interview with the furious old lady. ‘Are you not _afraid_,’ she
demanded, ‘that God’s anger is on you? You have been your son’s enemy.
When affliction comes, remember,--_remember_,--REMEMBER!’
 
Side by side, however, with this great disappointment, were other more
hopeful aspects of the work. Light and shade naturally go together. A few
days later she wrote:--
 
‘The mother still holds her unhappy son in bonds, and forbids
him even to breathe the air of our compound.... But even about
her we need not despair. I was reading the Gospel to-day with
the sweetest-looking elderly woman that I have seen in India.
All beauty generally departs with youth, but this woman is
really attractive still. She was in bitter grief at the baptism
of her eldest son; when the next was baptized she blessed him;
and now she is quite ready for baptism herself. Such a sweet
__EXPRESSION__ came over her face yesterday when I reminded her of
her former grief and her present joy!’
 
On August 8th she wrote:--
 
‘The old Chaukidar[44] made us laugh the other evening by his
earnest, emphatic warning against our ladies driving out at
night. He uses sometimes almost frantic gesticulations. He told
us that there is danger of meeting at night a dreadful being,
in appearance somewhat like Mr. H.--a tall, fair, blue-eyed
handsome young friend of ours!--whose object is to _cut off
English heads_. I have heard of a similar superstition in the
Hills; but there I fancy that Native heads, not English, were
in requisition. You can imagine from this what a funny fellow
the old Chaukidar is; but we look on him as true as steel.
One day Mrs. E. found him most good-naturedly pulling Iman’s
pankah for him. She was so much pleased that she gave him four
pomegranates. The old fellow was delighted, and at once gave
three of them away, keeping only one for himself. His friend,
our half-blind Iman, was one to benefit by his generosity.’
 
The name ‘Iman,’ meaning ‘Faith,’ was bestowed by Miss Tucker upon a poor
pankah-wala, whose affectionate disposition made a strong impression
upon her. The poor fellow, although half-blind, volunteered one day to
walk the whole twenty-four miles to Batala and back in three days, to
carry medicine to a sick woman there,--the wife of the young Muhammadan,
Babu G., above mentioned. Iman himself was, to say the least, disposed to
be a Christian. These little side facts all serve to show the manner of
influence which was acting gradually in all directions.
 
In another letter, belonging to August, are the words: ‘We are rather
on the tiptoe of expectation about our Bishop that is to be. There is a
rumour that good Mr. ---- is the man; but surely it is impossible that
such a shy, boy-like Missionary should be turned into a Right Reverend
Father!’ The appointment when made proved to be that of Bishop French,
well known in Mutiny days as Mr. French of Agra, who utterly refused to
allow the Christian Natives to be banished from the town, as was proposed
by some faint-hearted people there. If they went, Mr. French said, he
would go with them; and he undertook to answer for their faithfulness.
His resolution prevailed; and the little band of Indian Christians were
faithful to the end of the Siege.
 
About this time a change took place, which A. L. O. E. ‘quite approved,’
but which she did not ‘like.’ Mrs. Elmslie left the Mission Bungalow,
to live at the neighbouring Orphan House, taking charge of the orphans.
A superintendent under her had hitherto done the work, but had proved
inefficient; and the new plan was not only better in itself, but promised
to save money--always a prime consideration where Missionary funds have
to be considered.
 
On August 23rd comes a letter of some importance, respecting the kind of
Missionaries wanted out there. This subject will recur from time to time
in the course of the correspondence; but even at so early a stage as
this Miss Tucker seems to have clearly grasped what was and what was not
required.
 
‘It is very kind in you to send me the _Illustrated_. After
it has been seen here, and at the Orphanage, and by the dear,
good Germans, off it starts for Dalhousie, and Florrie probably
makes it over to the soldiers after she has done with it; so
you see that you benefit many by your kindness.
 
‘I do not think that my Margaret at all enjoys being away from
us in the schoolhouse, though she keeps bright and brave. “The
Mother is as home-sick as can be,” was the description given
by one of our ladies, this house being the “home” meant. Of
course, we go over and pet her, and get her here when we can.
I hear that her room was leaking so last night; that must be
looked to at once. But rooms had a fair excuse for leaking; we
had such a storm!...
 
‘It was amusing when Emily, Ada, and I were talking over our
youth the other day. Dashing, energetic games had been the
delight of my companions; and I begin to imagine that cricket,
rounders, and bolstering form no bad preparation for Missionary
life. Dash and energy and physical strength are very desirable.
We want ladies who fear nothing, grumble at nothing, and are
ready to carry the Holy War into the enemy’s camp. One of
Emily’s many advantages is that she is a fearless rider. I am
rather alarmed at hearing that an extremely delicate lady is
coming out to us. We want hearty, strong ladies, not sickly
ones. The Missionaries are too short of hands to be able to
undertake much sick-nursing. If I were to require to be nursed
at night--which, thank God, I have not done--I should feel
inclined to run off somewhere or other, so as not to tax the
strength of my nieces.’
 
Only two days later we have mention of the first Baptism in Batala, her
future home during so many years. She writes: ‘A deeply interesting event
took place yesterday at Batala; the baptism of a Brahmin, a man in a
very influential position, and in Government employ. Dear Sadiq[45] and
I believe other Christians went to Batala on Wednesday for the Baptism,
which was to be as public as possible--in a tank.’ This was written
August 25; and on the 29th she gave more particulars.
 
‘The jackals treated us to their varied music last night; but
one does not mind them a bit, for they never seem to attack
people, or intrude into houses. I wish that they would teach
their good manners to the sparrows. The cheetah also is a
modest creature. There was an account very lately of a cheetah
going into a verandah at Dalhousie; nothing between it and the
interior of the house but a chick blind; but it was too polite
to intrude. It would be rather exciting to look at a cheetah
through a chick blind; you can see through it quite well, as
the light is outside.
 
‘But, O Laura, I ought not to waste my space on cheetahs or
jackals, when I can write of things so _much_ more interesting.
I had such an interesting account of the Baptism of B--n,
the Brahmin at Batala, from Mr. Beutel,[46] supplemented by
one from Sadiq. They were both present.... Mr. Beutel observed
that he (B--n) had had to go through more than many do in
a campaign. Why, except the Catechist and his wife, he is
the only Christian that we know of in that fierce, bigoted
Batala. As the Muhammadans did not know of the time fixed for
the baptism, at the beginning of the Service by the tank not
many people gathered; but seeing that something was going on,
gradually a crowd collected. At last the crowd grew large--and
excited also--and the police authority had to be called in for
protection.
 
‘Perhaps the worst of all was the Christian’s reception at his

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