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A Lady of England 57

A Lady of England 57



 ‘_March 15._--Now, darling, to answer your objections to my
spending the hot season at Batala.... I doubt that the risk to
health from climate will be at all greater at Batala than
at damp Amritsar. Always remember, love, that at the former
place I am high above the ground, while at the latter I am on
it. This makes an immense difference. The large inner room at
Batala would be cooler than any room here....
 
‘I intend to take my large harmonium to Batala. It may be of
immense use there. I suppose that I shall have charge of all
the music; for I do not believe that either my Bhatija (nephew)
or the Singhas know anything about it. It is of _immense_
importance. Mr. R. told me yesterday that the Rev. C., perhaps
the most valuable convert in all the Panjab (he is a Bengali),
was first brought to Christ by listening to Church music. It
carried his soul away! I wish that I were more competent for
the charge; but I must hope and pray that God may bless my
little attempts to serve Him by music. I am so thankful that
age has not affected my voice; at least, it does not seem to me
to have done so.’
 
The latter fact would tell little. People in advancing years are seldom
able to judge of their own voices. Others, however, speak of the unusual
manner in which Miss Tucker’s voice lasted. It had never been one of much
power or sweetness; but she had always had a sensitive ear, and had sung
well; and to the end she still sang in tune, even when the voice itself
became cracked with age.
 
One other point in the above may be noted. Miss Tucker was throughout
anxious to make the best of her beloved Batala; and undoubtedly this was
a case of ‘making the best.’ If Amritsar was damp, so also must Batala
have been,--at all events, in the seasons of heavy floods, when it was
often impossible to get about, from the state of the roads. There were
times when Anarkalli was all but a veritable island, in the midst of a
kind of lake. This could hardly be regarded as healthy, while it lasted.
 
TO MISS ‘LEILA’ HAMILTON.
 
_March 28, 1878._
 
‘I am to have my “pen,” about which my dharm-nieces joke a
great deal. Mera Bhatija[78] is going to cut a slice off his
magnificent dining-room, to make a cool retreat for the Auntie.
As a bamboo-screen right across would be very unsightly, if
seen in its bareness, I am going to have mine covered on both
sides. Fancy a screen, twenty feet long and six feet high! I
have been very fortunate in securing a most suitable cloth for
the cover. A bedroom chintz would have looked quite out of
character, but I have bought a native cloth, with an Oriental
pattern, very tapestry-like, old-fashioned conventional flowers
and birds on a blue ground. It is such a pattern as one might
see in a picture, and will not destroy the effect of the
Oriental hall. Every one who saw it at once fixed upon it as
_the_ thing....
 
‘Emily has ordered eight chairs for my rooms,--I had two of
my own,--and your beloved Mother knows that I am splendidly
supplied with cushions; such dainty cushions! I like my rooms
to look rather nice, as young Panjab may get an extra polish,
if admitted to an English lady’s drawing-room.’
 
 
 
 
CHAPTER VII
 
A.D. 1878
 
PERSECUTIONS
 
 
Once more Miss Tucker settled down in Batala--for life! She would only
leave the place again for her short and well-earned holidays; and at the
last for her passing away.
 
During many years her home was still to be in the quaint old palace,
described by others as draughty, weird, forlorn, desolate; though she
herself so resolutely looked upon the discomforts of the old building
through rose-tinted glasses. But its dreary aspect was soon to be
changed. The bright faces of Panjabi lads, the merry voices of Panjabi
scholars, were to fill with fresh life those big and empty rooms. ‘The
Baring High School,’ as it was called, had its first existence in the
shape of a small boarding-school at Amritsar, which Mr. Baring decided
to remove to the palace at Batala. About fifteen boys were, in the
beginning, at Anarkalli,--described by A. L. O. E. as ‘our choicest young
Natives, converts or descendants of converts; one is the grandson of a
martyr!’ These boys or their friends paid fees, when they could, which
was not always; and the fees, though perhaps sufficient to cover their
food, were by no means sufficient to cover the cost of a good education.
 
From the spring of 1878 Mr. Baring resided there, as C.M.S. Honorary
Missionary, with control of the Boys’ School, which indeed had been
started mainly at his own expense; while Babu Singha worked under him as
the Master of the School. Miss Tucker, as she stated in her letters, held
no such post as that of Matron. Her position was entirely independent,
being that of Honorary Zenana Missionary. She paid for her own rooms
and her own board in the Palace, and regarded Zenana visiting, and the
writing of small books for Indian readers, as her prime occupations. But
for Charlotte Tucker to live under the same roof with all those boys, and
not to give them loving interest, not to attempt to teach or influence
them, would have been a sheer impossibility.
 
Another Boys’ School had been started in Batala, which must not be
confounded with the above. The Baring High School was--and is--distinctly
for the education of Indian Christian boys. The Mission School, known
later as ‘The Plough,’--Miss Tucker recognising strongly that this early
stage of work in Batala could only be compared to a farmer’s ploughing
of his fields,--was for Indian boys, not yet Christian. They received
Christian teaching; and when a boy in the Plough School became a convert,
he was passed on usually to the High School. The very starting of this
‘Plough School’ was due to Miss Tucker’s liberality. Out of her own purse
she generously paid the main part of its expenses.
 
We must turn again to her letters, with all their curiously fresh,
_young_ eagerness and enjoyment, to realise what her life was at this
time. Charlotte Tucker might call herself ‘old,’--she was very fond of
doing so on every possible occasion; but certainly none of the weight of
age had as yet descended upon her spirits.
 
TO SIR W. HILL.[79]
 
‘BATALA, _April 13, 1878_.
 
‘We hope next Sunday to have a Baptism in our lovely little
lake; and we have been practising baptismal hymns to sing on
the joyful occasion. We had some anxiety about our young
convert.... He went to Amritsar on business; and at the time when
we expected his return he did not come back.
 
‘What could have happened? Had the dear youth been seized by
his Muhammadan relations? Such things do happen; the danger is
a very real one. It is often no easy matter to confess Christ
in India. Mr. B., who was here, wrote off a note to a Christian
Maulvi in Amritsar to search for the lad. He did so, and found
him, and brought him here in safety last night; but not before
---- had had a painful time of it in Amritsar.
 
‘I looked with interest on that Christian Maulvi, as he sat in
our drawing-room, conversing with the English Missionaries....
_He_ has known well enough to what dangers a convert may be
exposed; for he has experienced them.... He was the first of
his family to take up the Cross. His Muhammadan neighbours
formed the fiendish design of _burning him alive in his house_.
They piled up his clothes, etc., in an under room. He was
sleeping above. The Muhammadans set fire to the pile; and the
clothes, etc., were quickly consumed; but the fire did not,
as was intended, set the whole house in a blaze. The ceiling
was charred; that was all; and the Christian slept unharmed,
watched over by the Eye that never slumbers nor sleeps.’
 
About this time A. L. O. E. wrote home to another quarter:--
 
‘Yesterday a letter arrived from the schoolmaster of O---- with
tidings that a lad of fifteen has had the courage to declare
to his friends his desire to become a Christian. The natural
result of such a declaration has followed,--the young confessor
has been beaten. It is no small matter to stand up thus openly
for Christ in a heathen village. The lad may have to endure
much. I have seen one who was made to stand in boiling oil by
his own father, to hinder him from going to the Christians.
Whether the O---- boy’s conversion has been the result of the
Good Friday expedition we know not; but whether it be so or
not, the lad claims our sympathy and interest. We shall try
to bring him here, to the Batala Boarding-School, where he
may at least receive food and protection. “It is a refuge,”
said our Christian Maulvi to me yesterday, glancing up at the
goodly building raised by the Maharajah Shere Singh, who little
dreamed that he was preparing in it a home for a Christian
Natives’ Boarding-School, and also for the ladies of a Zenana
Mission. I am at present the sole English Agent of the latter
Society here.’
 
TO MRS. E----.
 
‘_May 10, 1878._
 
‘You may like to hear a little more about our School of young
Panjabis, as it is rather a curiosity.
 
‘My nephew, Mr. Baring, has succeeded in making these young
Natives like not only cricket, but gardening. We are to have
a Horticultural Exhibition in August, when prizes are to be
given for the best flowers and fruit. Considering that the
gardens are all on ground _redeemed from the lake this year_,
it will hardly be expected that the show will equal one in the
Botanical Gardens. But oh, you should see our glorious pink
water-lilies! They grow wild in the water, and would be a sight
anywhere.
 
‘I want the boys also to take to intellectual games. I am much
pleased at having succeeded in making one nice lad compose two
Sunday enigmas. I by no means despise this small beginning
of authorship. Sunday enigmas greatly increase knowledge of
scripture, and also help to make the holy day pass pleasantly.
There is a great deal of singing here also; and such a lovely
text for our Chapel wall is now almost ready.... Our dear lads
cannot, as ---- did, give a beautiful pulpit, but I think that
they take a pride and pleasure in their Chapel.
 
‘It will look rather pretty, I hope, with its white walls,
and striped pardahs of red and white, and the pretty blue
ecclesiastical-looking carpet which is promised for it. A
_Baptismal Register Book_ is ordered. I want a large one! God
grant that it may fill up rapidly. We shall require a cemetery
too, and have rather set our hearts on a pretty mango tope[80]
at a suitable distance from, but not quite in sight of, the
house.’

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